"Crab Chasing the Moon in Memory" Prose Essay

The crab chasing the moon in memory

The crab wants to give the moon a kiss, but the sky is too high;

The moon wants to give the crab a hug, but the sky is too high Deep;

This is the trouble caused by distance... - Inscription

The closest distance is that when I am in front of you but you don’t know that I love you; the farthest distance is than me I love you but can’t accompany you! When they were in the same city, they were strangers, but when they left, they had infatuated love. What is this?

Meet. In 2011, during the cold north wind and autumn, a boy came to work in Xiamen, a place he had not seen for a long time. I first started doing business in a company. It was lunch time, but I was not very familiar with the area, so I could only go with my colleagues to a snack bar. There were many customers dining in the store, and the boy and his colleagues barely found a table. After a while, a girl came over to take an order, "Hello, what would you like to eat? We have it in our store..." The boy suddenly lost his mind. Hearing her speak like pearls, her voice was soft and crisp, and extremely beautiful. I took a closer look at her and saw that she looked innocent, charming and naughty, and her cheeks were flushed. Although she was young, she had a beautiful face. She has an elegant demeanor and is really more beautiful than the one in the painting. How could there be such a beautiful woman as handsome as a pearl? "Oh, oh, oh, I want to stir-fry this dish." He was obviously confused by the beauty in front of him. When we were about to leave, the girl was very enthusiastic and handed out business cards to every table, "You can call me if you need a meal next time." The boy looked at him for a few more times and left the store silently.

The next day it was lunch time again, but this time I didn’t go down, so I took a business card from the snack bar yesterday and made a call to order a meal. Within a few minutes, the food was delivered. The girl who delivered the food was the girl. She didn't say much at first. The boy handed her the money, said thank you to her, and then returned to the snack bar. In this way, the girl almost always delivers meals to the boy. Over time, the boy quietly falls in love with her. Until one evening, the boy was going to pick up a photo after get off work and stopped by their store for dinner. Since there was no one in the store in the evening, she started chatting with the boy. The other party gave each other their phone numbers and QQ. At about 9 o'clock in the evening, the boy returned to the room and suddenly there was a knock on the door on QQ. It was someone on QQ who wanted to add him as a friend. His online name was Xiaoyue. After chatting, he found out that it was the girl from the snack bar.

From then on, the boy sent text messages and called the girl every day, and the girl also contacted the boy very often.

After so long, the boy finally fell in love with the girl. When the Spring Festival was approaching, the girl was going home for the New Year and wanted to buy train tickets, so she called the boy and asked the boy to help her queue up to buy tickets (Spring Festival tickets are not easy to buy). The boy happily agreed, got dressed and set off immediately. ...I didn't expect that this purchase would cost me a year of lovesickness. Not long after, the girl came home...

After the Spring Festival, the boy returned to Xiamen. The girl told the boy that she would not go back to Xiamen. The boy was very sad and kept asking why she didn't go back. Isn't Xiamen bad? She only replied that this place was not suitable for her and she decided not to return to Xiamen. The boy was sad and sad when he heard the news. In this way they separated. What is far is distance, what is close is heart. The boy did not give up his love and affection for the girl. He contacted the girl every day, called her and sent text messages.

Confession. Finally one day, the boy plucked up the courage to confess his love to the girl, but was politely rejected by the girl. The boy was very sad, thinking that rejection was inevitable, because they didn't know each other very well... The girl advised the boy, "There are people better than me in this world, don't be sad, just let everything go." The boy didn't say anything, but he believed in himself. Maybe the time had come... The boy didn't give up contacting her either. He would call her and send her text messages in a day or two or three. Until mid-2011, the girl came all the way to see the boy. This might be an opportunity for the boy to double his confidence, which made the boy indescribably excited.

When they arrived in Xiamen, they met. When he saw her, the boy was at a loss. He looked at her round eyes, which were as clear as water, and they were still so charming. Her thin black hair was blown by the wind, The fragrance of pure conversation made his soul float.

"Hey, why don't you recognize me?"

"Oh! No, it's just that I haven't seen you for a long time and I think you have become more beautiful!" The boy came back to his senses. .

Since they hadn’t seen each other for a long time, the two of them had been communicating in the virtual world for a long time, and suddenly they were communicating in person, and they didn’t know what to talk about. There were only some daily greetings to communicate with. It was already evening and I didn’t know where to go. In Xiamen, the only place for a night date is the beach. The first thing I thought of was going to the Convention and Exhibition Center. The Convention and Exhibition Center is a good place for a date. The air is fresh and very romantic, so we set off!

When they came to the beach, the boy’s hands began to appear, and he slowly stretched out his left hand to hold the girl’s right hand.

It was as if ten thousand alpacas were whizzing by in the girl's heart, so she had no choice but to pretend to be shy and say "No!"

Then, and then, as expected, the boy obediently He didn't hold me, but he kept asking "Why can't I hold him?"

This made the girl very anxious. After thinking about it for a long time, there was no good solution. Finally, he stretched out his hand timidly and said, "Hey, take it." The two of them immediately started laughing shyly.

Since the boy is too busy at work, he cannot ask for leave. The next day, the boy did not accompany the girl to play. The girl went to her relative's snack bar. Until the boy got off work in the evening, he went to find the girl, and the boy ordered a staple food that he often eats.

There is no such thing as a banquet. The girl is going back, and the boy is heartbroken with countless pains. Then he goes straight to the shop of the girl’s relatives. When he arrives at the shop, the girl is still so virtuous and kind-hearted, busy with everything. Yes, clean the bowls on the table. It was getting late, and there was no one in the store. Then the boy and the girl went to the yard next door to take a few photos. This was the only photo they took together since then. He had to leave, he really had to leave. The boy was reluctant to part with it. He picked up the package. This small package was so heavy. He really wanted to leave. He didn’t know how much lovesickness he felt when he mentioned it. He had to swallow his tears. Enter the heart. After getting on the bus, the funny thing is that they got on the wrong bus. This bus was not going to the train station. Oh my God! After walking for a long time, they realized that they got on the wrong board, and they couldn't catch a taxi before getting off (Xiamen Railway Station is often jammed). They were pressed for time, so they only got off the car a little ahead and walked over. The boy saw a hotel next to it, and the boy suggested Go to a hotel to stay for one night, forget about it if you don't have time to get a ticket. The girl didn't agree and insisted on going back, so the boy could only give up the idea of ??a sweet dream. This meant that they had to separate again, and the sad mood suddenly appeared again. They were separated again, and she left the city, leaving only this short period of happy time.

Injury. The neon lights of the city were still shining brightly, and the boy's thoughts were still floating in his mind. The deeper the love, the deeper the hurt. On October 31, 2012, the boy came to give the girl an "accident". At about 10 o'clock that night, he sent her a text message asking her, "What holiday is today and what day is it?" She texted back and said 'she doesn't understand and doesn't know'. The boy replied: "There is no festival today, that is, there is no festival." Unexpectedly, this text message caused the girl to feel disgusted with the boy. The girl said that she would never pay attention to the boy again. Dear readers, do you know why? Let me explain this other truth to you. "No chastity" means "no chastity". The most important thing for a girl's family is chastity. Why talk about such boring topics on a good day. A boy suddenly said such things to a girl, what if it were you? I think it's natural for girls to hate boys. "Cut the knife to cut off the water, the water will flow more, raise a cup to relieve the sorrow, and the sorrow will become more sorrowful." The boy called and said, "I can't understand why Xiaoxiao doesn't hate me so much. Why should I be angry?" "It's okay, you don't need to explain." The two of them became more and more angry as they chatted. Finally, the girl hung up the phone angrily. It was also their first quarrel. After hanging up the phone, the girl immediately blocked QQ.

Is this the fate of boys? To lose the girl he has always liked like this? Is this the end of fate? Is it a blessing in disguise?

Since this incident, the boy has been feeling very sorry for himself. He feels that he has not cared about or cherished the girl. What reason does he have to like her and love her? Every day the boy misses the girl and wants to talk to her. After a few days, the boy adds the girl on WeChat (WeChat ID: jocy0812).

"Okay, tell me then."

"That day I asked you what day today was. In fact, it was the 200th day since they met, so it was nothing. I recorded our daily records I wrote everything down just to give you a surprise."

"Is this true?"

"Of course it is true. I can send you a link. This is the diary I write every day. Please take a look."

"Yeah"

This diary is all about their acquaintance experience. The boy is very sad. He has to promise not to contact the girl for what he said. The pain in his heart is like a string. The thorn is pulled out of the body. Half a month later, the boy did not contact the girl.

Recover. On December 1st, the boy suddenly received this wrong phone call and the above diary on WeChat. This rough relationship moved the girl and the boy was very happy. It turned out that the girl hadn’t given up on him yet and had promised him. Want to be his girlfriend. This...this...is this true? The boy can't believe it is true!

Hard work pays off. The boy has not given up his love for the girl. Today, the boy has succeeded! The boy has already caught up with her. In this way, they really fell in love with each other. During this month, they contacted each other frequently, chatting on the phone or QQ online. Of course, sweet words were indispensable. Realizing that this may be the only month now is the biggest gain for the boy. What is far is the distance, what is close is the heart. On New Year's Day of 2013, the girl missed the boy and wanted to come to Xiamen to celebrate the New Year with the boy. At this time, the boy was filled with countless happiness and joy, and silently said to himself, 'Okay. move! So happy! I succeeded! ’

Time is really hard, and New Year’s Day is finally approaching. The boy is ready for everything. He has finished all the company’s work and is dedicated to welcoming the girl. At about 7 pm on December 28, the girl arrived at the train station. Anxiously, he rushed into the crowd of people and shook his strong and strong neck. He looked around but couldn't find her.

"Hey!" The girl ran to his side, "Hey! Why can't I find you? How did you see me?" They finally met, and there was no sweetness like a couple when they met. , they only had a casual conversation and a simple approach. Since they hadn’t seen each other for a long time, the two of them talked about everything. The girl came to the boy's dormitory. After washing, they lay on the same bed and had a heart-to-heart talk. The boy hugged the girl tightly and said to her, "Dear Xiaoyue, I love you." The girl placed her head at the position of the man's chin. The girl raised her head, their eyes met, and there were sparks in their eyes. At this time, the boy showed an animal behavior, but the girl stopped him, "Dear little crab, we are too fast now. Let's do it after we get married." Let's just hug each other." In order not to force her, the boy could only give up his beastly thoughts, and then they all fell asleep peacefully.

The next day, the boy took her to Huli Mountain to play with a girl he met on the train. Although there are no pink flowers, green willows, flying bees and dancing butterflies when we arrive at the scenic spot, it is enough to be accompanied by the people we love. They regarded the series of "sneezes" from the sea as the background music for their play. Happy lovers are always so happy and joyful!

In a blink of an eye, it’s almost evening. The sun is ready to go back to rest, and the sea has also curled up and is about to be laid off. And they did not give up playing because they were tired. After leaving this scenic spot, they had to run to Xinglin again, because the girl had made an appointment to see a good friend whom she hadn't seen for a long time... Back on the island, they went to Gulangyu Island to meet the boy's friend.

However, the boy regretted it and hated himself very much. He sent her text messages in the past two days, but the girl did not reply. He regretted why he sent him a text message. At 15:01 on the third day, the boy called the girl, but the girl didn't answer. Then he sent her another text message asking if she was busy. Time passed by, but the girl still didn't reply. The boy could only take the phone away and call again, beep... it got through. Do you know what the girl's first sentence was?

"Hey! What are you doing!" the boy said

"What are you doing! If you have something to say, just say it, if you don't have anything to say, hang up" the girl replied

" It's nothing. I just want to ask if you are still angry. Why didn't you answer the phone just now? You can’t ask me how to forgive me.”

“Whatever”

After the phone call, the boy almost burst into tears. The boy really wanted to be alone here and be happy. Have a cry. What he wanted most now was to relieve his sorrow, so he bought a bottle of wine and drank one glass after another in silence, crying silently in a room alone.

After two days, because the girl had been emotionally unstable these days, she sent a WeChat message to explain clearly to the boy,

The journey of falling in love. A few more days passed, until June 5, when the girl asked the boy to travel in Xiamen because the girl originally told the boy that she would not come to Xiamen to see him. Now that she said it, the boy was very surprised and very happy. Time passed. It was so slow that the girl was about to arrive in Xiamen at 22:35 on June 7, and the boy came to the station again, ready to meet his favorite. Woo hoo... The car is coming, and the boy is looking forward to the girl getting off the car with excitement and happiness. There was a girl who accompanied her. Since it was already very late and she couldn't go out to play, she had a meal near the train station and then went back to the dormitory to rest.

The next day, the boy took them to play, together with the boy’s two friends. They came to Xiamen University and visited the art school of Xiamen University, taking a lot of lingering photos along the way. Talking and laughing, and being in the company of loved ones is even more beautiful. After visiting Xiamen University, we still had to face the biggest challenge - climbing South Putuo (because it was noon and the weather was quite hot), so the girl bought three tickets and set off. Nanputuo was also the place where they went out to play for the first time. It was a long time ago, so I wrote it down in detail. As soon as he came in, he saw the golden Buddha filled with light. The boy closed his eyes, folded his hands, and prayed, hoping that he could be with the girl forever.

Setting foot on the mountain climbing journey, they climbed step by step with excitement and happiness. After a while, it rained heavily in the hot noon. It was raining, but they still walked forward. If the rain got heavy, they could stay for a while. When the rain subsided, they walked upward. Because the rain became heavier and heavier. They only climbed halfway and rested for a while in a small pavilion. Because it rained heavily and the clothes were wet, the girl said she wanted to buy some clothes, so she asked the boy where the clothes in Xiamen were more beautiful. The boy's first reaction was Zhongshan Road Luxingjie. Seeing that it was raining so hard again, they had no choice but to give up climbing. When we came to Zhongshan Road, the rain had stopped and it was already past 12 o'clock. There were only a few pedestrians on Zhongshan Road. They visited this and that store, but the girl still didn't pick out the clothes she liked. At this time, he was a little tired and hungry, so the boy took him to eat at Huang Zehe, bought a ticket, and picked some food. At this moment, something that shouldn't have happened happened. The boy ordered a Shacha noodles, and the tofu in the Shacha noodles was the girl's least favorite and most annoying thing. The boy was very anxious and kept comforting the girl to eat some, but the girl refused to eat. The boy also said something that he shouldn't have said, which made the girl very sad and ran outside. How could she eat in such a situation? The boy ran out, pulled her in, and asked her to find out. It turned out that she liked to eat that thing, and she also hated it.

After going out, the boy spoke a little loudly and said to her, "I don't like to eat but I ordered so much, and you don't eat. Wouldn't you be hungry?" Hearing this made the girl sad and confused. Very sad.

The girl immediately shook her head and left, ignoring the boy. The boy chased after her. At this time, the girl came over and told the boy, 'If not, you can leave for a while and I will call you when her anger subsides.' The boy thought for a moment that this was okay, so he hid behind and followed. Since the weather was much better, there were more and more people on Zhongshan Road. I couldn't find them. I wanted to give it to the girl, but then I remembered that I hadn't memorized the girl's phone number. At this time, the boy was so anxious that he ran to every place on Zhongshan Road. I couldn't find her anywhere. I looked everywhere, but I still couldn't find her. It occurred to the boy that maybe she might go to her Aunt Gu's house, and he set off. I still didn't see her when I arrived at her aunt's house. It had been 3 hours since what happened, and he was so worried... There are miracles. At this time, the phone rang. It must have been the girl who called. She answered the phone immediately and said she was waiting at the ferry. I, the boy, rushed back to Zhongshan Road and saw her. I was a little angry when I saw her, but she was much better. The boy felt relieved.

On the third day (June 9), the girl had to go back first, and the girl went to see her off. Not long after, the girl's former colleagues came to see her. After dinner, they went to the dormitory. Her colleagues were surfing the Internet, and the boy and the girl chatted. Not long after, a friend of the girl's who was a soldier called to hang out, but her colleague didn't go and was surfing the Internet in the dormitory. The boy followed and took a lot of photos on the way. The girl happened to be wearing a skirt that day, very beautiful and feminine. It was already past 6 o'clock when we returned to Caitang. After having dinner with them, we went for a walk in Zhonglun Park.

On the fourth day, the boy had to go to work and could not accompany the girl. He had to let her surf the Internet in the dormitory alone.

On the fifth day, the girl asked her brother, who worked in Xiamen, to come and play.

On the sixth day, the boy asked for leave and wanted to spend more time with her. When it was time to separate, the girl was about to go back with her brother. The boy was in a very complicated mood, but he knew it would be a matter of time and he could only watch her leave him again. It wasn't until 3 o'clock in the afternoon that they were leaving. After packing their luggage, they were about to set off. The boy did not go to the train station to see him off this time, because he was reassured that her brother would be with her and everything would be fine. He also had something to do.

When we say goodbye again, this is also the third time how to express the pain of separation. This time the girl came to Xiamen, it added another layer to their relationship... love a little more for one more day.

Same joys and sorrows. Until the end of 2014, by chance, the girl’s sister recommended an opportunity to make money by becoming a micro-business agent for women’s underwear. The girl didn't have her own opinion, so she called the boy to ask. The boy didn't understand, but he still supported the girl to do it. Since the girl didn't have the money to be an agent in the early stage, and the boy didn't have enough experience, he still offered more than a thousand yuan to the girl. The girl even It's touching. In less than a month, all the costs invested were recovered, and the girl bought the boy a piece of clothing with the first pot of gold she earned. Because the product quality is good, there are many repeat customers, and the girl earns more, so she secretly transfers money to the boy's bank card every month.

Prediction of breakup. At 8 o'clock in the evening in mid-2015, after a tiring day, the boy went back to his room, took a shower, and prepared to go to bed. However, a sudden WeChat message woke the boy up.

"XX, if I am an unhealthy person, Will you still love me?"

At first, the boy didn't care and replied, "No matter what you are, I love you! Don't talk nonsense."

"Thank you for your answer. I will always remember it in my heart. What I said is true. I hope you will ignore me in the future! Forget about me... There are many very good girls. Like rice, you will definitely find the most suitable partner for you. Sorry to bother you."

The boy almost collapsed after reading the text message. What does this mean? The boy called in a hurry, but the girl didn't answer. The boy became more and more anxious, but she still didn't answer the phone. She sent a text message to ask why she said that? But after a while, the text message came back

"It's not all my fault... I really don't want to hurt you. I find that I like you very much and I'm afraid of leaving you. I really hope if I can I will always be by your side.

I’m really irritated...why is it all me?”

At this time, the boy already felt the seriousness of the matter. He dialed her number and kept buzzing for a long time, but she didn’t answer. The boy could only communicate with her through WeChat and sent I kept asking her on WeChat what was going on.

After a while, she replied on WeChat: "I'm sorry I disturbed your sleep. Don't worry, I'm fine... I'm afraid you will leave me forever." Don't pay attention to me either. Let’s talk about it next time~ But I still hope you will forget about me and stop contacting me from tomorrow on. When you find the right person for you, we can still be friends or good friends, as long as you don't dislike it..."

The boy was very anxious and quickly called her again. She was She didn't answer. She called several times and still didn't answer. Finally, she turned off her phone. At this time, the boy was about to burst into tears. His first reaction was to call the girl's good friend Xiao Li. Xiao Li answered the phone. The girl who kept asking him what was wrong, what happened, why she broke up with him all of a sudden, she didn’t know. The boy immediately said, please give your phone number to XX, and she replied, 'She may have gone out to wash her face. I'll call you back later." "Okay, thank you!" Five minutes later, the boy called Xiao Li again, but she didn't answer the phone and hung up. The girl's phone number. Beep...the girl finally answered the phone, "What are you doing?" "What's wrong with you? Why did you break up with me all of a sudden?" The boy replied during the call. Later I found out that the girl said that she was not in good health now and could not drag the boy down. But when the boy heard the news, he really collapsed. His tears kept flowing down and he cried. He cried in a very embarrassed way. Why did this happen? The girl keeps telling the boy to give up on her, and she is not worth crying for, nor is she worthy of loving her. The boy doesn't listen. He always believes that this is not true, and he is not afraid of the girl's condition. He still loves the girl, even though they are both together. Although we are so far apart, our hearts are always so close. The girl can only shed tears slowly in her heart. She cannot cry in front of the boy. She must be strong and cannot cry.

And these did not make the boy give up on her, because he loved her very much, and no matter what, he would not give up. Under the boy's careful care, their relationship returned to the past. The road to love was always bumpy, and this was not the case. The fate was not over, and there was still a lot of pain waiting for the boy to bear. It wasn't until May 2015 that the boy called the girl, and the girl made a firm decision that we should break up. The boy was about to collapse. Just now he didn't. I believe that I heard the girl’s affirmative tone in the end. The boy cried, and the girl cried too. They cried in an awkward manner, with their faces flushed, tears streaming down their faces, and their noses dripping uncontrollably...

Love The road is always bumpy and twists and turns before the two of them can be happy. The girl in the story gave up. She said she was unhealthy and wanted to drag the boy down. In fact, the boy knew in his heart that the girl was very healthy. There were other reasons that led to the breakup and she wanted to bear it. These are the only steps that must be taken. Although the boy tried to comfort her, the girl was still determined to give up. A few months later, the girl sent a WeChat message, "xx we deleted each other's WeChat messages. This way I won’t miss you often." The boy said "no no"... In the end, what the boy left behind was this article and the WeChat ID jocy0812.

The falling flowers are too ruthless to deliberately flow the water

Meeting by fate and then separated again

The sound of the piano lingers until dawn

Where are you, the one I love most...