Talk about being criticized while reading.

I am a girl, and I am very talkative. Because of my good grades, I was elected monitor by the teacher. But I can't control my classmates. They don't listen to me (I don't have a strong sense of existence) and only listen to another monitor. Time and time again, the monitor was absent, and the discipline in the class was very chaotic. I am in charge of this matter, and no one cares. After the class teacher came in, he called me to the podium for education, saying that I didn't do my duty as a monitor (and that if you are not good, don't be a monitor). At that time, I really felt wronged and almost cried. When I got back, no one came to comfort me, which was particularly uncomfortable. But then I reflected, sometimes I can't even control myself. How can I make others listen to me? The teacher criticized me for being good to me. After all, "if you want to wear a crown, you must endure it first." Although I still want to cry now, I have grown up and become stronger.