What kind of experience is it for a boyfriend to be ugly?

Generally speaking, the experience of an ugly boyfriend is that you can't take it out, you can't take it out. It feels like you're in love with an underground party. Talking about boyfriends in front of outsiders has an unspeakable feeling. Don't call me an appearance association. In fact, I also know that people can't judge a book by its cover. Actually, I'm just talking about my feelings.

Five years ago, I fell in love with an ugly boyfriend. He is good at everything, loves me, is ingenious, can make a lot of handicrafts, is excellent, has unparalleled academic performance, has a good personality and a wide network of contacts, but is not very good-looking.

I was quite generous when I first fell in love with him. I took him to meet my good friend, and thought it didn't matter if he was ugly, as long as he was nice to me. Until one day, I heard many friends who knew me very well talking about me behind my back and laughing at how I could find such an ugly boyfriend. Some even said to my face, "How can you keep in touch with him when you look at him every day?" At that time, my heart was full of hate and anger, although I was cursing silently: it's none of your business. But I still vowed never to bring my boyfriend to see them again.

Later, I never took my boyfriend to see any friends and family. I only make out with him when no one is around. We never openly show our love, and I have never sent a message about his circle of friends. Many people know that I am in love, but they have never met my boyfriend. They always say to me, "It's stingy not to take me to see your boyfriend when you are in love." I am vague every time: "Be sure to take him once." But I have never brought him here, not that I don't want to, but that I really can't get rid of him.