Go through all the hard times and time will crown you

01

When I was browsing space a few days ago, a very unique comment caught my attention. It was sent by a junior high school classmate I hadn’t seen for a long time.

She sent a long picture full of text, and I clicked on it out of curiosity. I originally thought it was a chicken soup article forwarded from somewhere, but the content made me a little unexpected and sighing. .

Those are the words she coded herself, and every word is her real life.

She said that since the beginning of 2017, she has been feeling inexplicably depressed, and she had an extremely difficult time throughout the first half of the year.

Sometimes she calls her family and sheds tears without saying a word. Sometimes when I stand on the balcony of my dormitory, I even have the urge to jump off. Later, during the summer vacation, she had no choice but to choose to live in a new environment and adjust herself.

After reading her words, I felt very sad. In fact, I rarely see her hair updates when I visit the space. Occasionally, I see her sharing some happy things. I always thought she lived a pretty good life. But she didn't expect that in the first half of the year, she would live such a struggling life.

02

That feeling reminded me of those dark days when I seemed to never see the light, but I still ran forward desperately.

Because even if you want to stagnate, time and life will push you forward.

In fact, my life was not easy when I was a freshman or sophomore. Every day I face pressure from life and studies, and I face the constant impact of the external environment.

That difficult time is still deeply imprinted in my mind. My heart palpitations kept me awake every day and night, and my fear made me decisively refuse all social activities, and then let loneliness slowly swallow me up.

At that time, my roommate asked me why I always didn’t participate in activities, but I didn’t answer. They thought I was shy, so they didn't say anything more. And only I know clearly that I have anxiety and phobia. I am afraid of every moment when I stand in a crowd, and I am afraid of strange looks and remarks from others.

So, every time I go alone.

Because my grades are pretty good and my interpersonal relationships are average, I am not completely isolated from the world. It also seemed that because of my grades, they ignored my other aspects.

As everyone knows, even for self-study, I have to find a study room with few people in order to read. Because whenever someone sits very close to me I get restless.

At that time, in order to get a good result, I really put in a lot more effort than a normal person.

So in the end, the outside world only saw my seemingly good results, and they didn’t know how much unimaginable effort I put in for this average score.

At that time, I kept telling myself, just wait. As long as you survive those dark times of not being understood, one day the clouds will clear and the sun will shine.

I believe that all scars can be healed by time, and all anxieties can gradually fade over time.

One day, I will be able to live a normal life like a normal person.

03

In a person's life, who is always in a climax?

Everyone will encounter a period of depression when they feel they can’t stand it.

When you feel that life is very difficult, when you feel that you can no longer persist, when you feel that no matter how hard you try, you cannot change the status quo, or when you are so exhausted that you want to give up everything When you are here, please remember that in some corner of this world, there are people just like you who are gritting their teeth and working hard to live.

Therefore, you must hold on for a while longer. Even if life throws all the stones at you, you must be your own protection umbrella.

Because, good times are ahead, holding a crown, it will crown you when you get through all the hard times.