I want to die at the thought of those ugly things I have done before. What should I do?

Many people have done ugly things. The difference is that some people are discovered by everyone, while others are well hidden. Remember, there is no need to harm people, and there is no need to prevent people! What you have done is over, as long as it is not a heinous bad thing, you can forget it. Man, don't compete with yourself. The darkness and ugliness of this world are far beyond your imagination. So many bad guys are at large. Why do you want to die? Is the mobile phone not fun or the av is not good-looking?