What's it like to live in a city you hate?

I don't want to offend anyone, just some complaints and my own incompetence.

It's too much to say the name of this city. No matter where it is, it strives to raise its own people, and it is Bai Yueguang in the eyes of others. It shouldn't bear some severe criticism because of my family and hobbies.

I'm from the north. I have lived in the north since I was a child. Even going to college is only from northwest to northeast. Accustomed to the cold wind and the feeling of sand in the air. I've traveled to the south, but it's probably just a tour. A cursory tour is not the same as living in a city for a while.

The reason why I want to come to the south is because my parents work in the south and there are various reasons such as the epidemic. Originally, I lived alone in the north, but I left after school because I had to come to the south to live with my parents. Of course, school is far away, and my happiness has disappeared.

I have always been a self-reliant person, eager for independence and freedom. I can't live with my parents and elders for long. The source of my pain-my incompetence. Occasionally, I think that if I have a solid economic foundation, I will rent or buy a small apartment in my favorite city and live by myself. Of course, the city is still in the north. There are my friends, convenience stores I am familiar with, and lifestyle supermarkets I often go to. You can also go to the gym downstairs in the community to exercise, and you can go to the city library to study and go home ... it's all fantasy.

The fact is that the place where my parents work is a small city in the south. If a city can be divided like an entertainment circle, it is not even a 18 line in my mind, but a small city with the most 108 lines. I prefer to think of it as a "county" if I can. It gives me the feeling that it is a small county, except for a little more green, which is no different from the large and small counties I have seen for more than 20 years. Everyone is dressed casually, covered in mud, wearing angular slippers and baggy old men's shirts; Even if you pay attention to dressing up, it is called clean at most. It's hard to see a cool cover wearing a trendy brand on the road. As a girl, I'm really not tall in the north, but coming here, I feel like a giant, and I'm fat, which probably makes me look like a Hulk. Southerners are small, but others are big, such as mosquitoes. Sometimes when I study at night, I hear a slight tapping on the glass outside. I think it's raining. The results were all termites, bypassing my cascade of maginot line, flying in in batches like zombies, and half of the tissues in the house were consumed like this.

Most buildings are very low, and my parents like such old buildings very much. They want to stay away from the hustle and bustle of big cities, and they also find a homestay for rent in the countryside next to the city, and often invite me to play there. But I even think this is a county town, let alone a country. I haven't been there once.

Yes, I just like city life.

Finally, it is the sense of estrangement caused by language barriers, which is the most deadly. There are dialects in the north, but most of them can be understood. The southern dialect makes me feel like an alien. I'm sure people with sensitive personalities can understand.

In a word, I know nothing about this city and have no friends. The only people I know are my parents, and I hate the humid and muggy climate here. My skin is sticky all the time, like a toad, the old iron canteen door downstairs, and the uncle who speaks dialect casually and always chats up with others in the street. I hate everything.

Including me who lives here.