Mom, please give me a hug.

Last night, it was already ten o'clock. When I saw Tong Tong still doing his homework, I began to feel a little unhappy. Plus, for five nights in a row, I was taking care of my brother with severe diarrhea, barely sleeping, and all the mania caused by lack of sleep. When I glanced at her math homework, I made two mistakes in the first big problem. I looked down and found another mistake.

My negative emotions, like the fire in Daxing 'anling, spread rapidly. I took two deep breaths and recalled Qu Yingying's Monster Parents for a while, but it was useless. The fire is too fierce. I opened my mouth and bombarded my daughter who was still doing her homework. She kept her head down and continued to copy English words under the rumble of gunfire.

"You talk, and you're done without saying a word?" I gave her a hard push on the shoulder. She looked up, opened her big black eyes and looked at me with tears in her eyes, but said nothing. The desk lamp makes her shadow very long, and mine is even longer. Our two shadows are deadlocked on the wall, like a painting hanging on the wall for a long time. No one moved or spoke. I am full of anger and want to vent. She is full of grievances and wants to endure it.

"Did you listen carefully in class? Did you see the problem when you did your homework? Ask about the area, not the perimeter, and people's topics are clearly reminded. Pay attention to the unity of the unit You still get the problem and start doing it. You did so much homework tonight, and the error rate is so high. What do you want? " The longer shadow spoke first. I never said this sentence at school, but today, at home, I screamed.

My brother, who was finally put to sleep in the next room, suddenly stood in front of me, hugging my leg tightly, crying with his mouth open and shouting "Mommy, Mommy." I, a witch riding a broom, am staring at my sister with a ferocious face at the moment, and I have no intention of looking at him at all.

"You say, what do you want to do? Such a learning attitude. " I shouted this sentence again, leaving my crying brother holding my thigh with a runny nose.

"Mom, give me a hug." I heard Tong Tong say something.

"I didn't catch what you said." I don't believe that she would make such a request in such an angry atmosphere.

"Mom, I want you to hug me." She repeated it again, but her voice was still not loud. She burst into tears without holding back her tears. She began to drip and landed on her exercise book. The word mother she wrote was immediately drowned by tears and quickly turned into an ink ball.

"Mom hugs, mom hugs, I want mom, I want mom." My brother still holds my thigh and clearly expresses his demands. I stood there, struggling, and my heart was like a mess. I am entangled in various threads and feel tight and stuffy in my chest. My irritability, anger and maternal love mixed together and blended into an extremely bad cocktail, which forced me to swallow, but I still couldn't spit it out.

Should I hug my daughter scolded by the dog?

"I'm telling you about your study. You asked me to hug you. Don't you think you are funny? " I blurted out this sentence as soon as the terrible cocktail went down my throat and not into my stomach.

"I listened carefully, but this matter, I just feel confused. I just did it seriously, and the more I did it, the more confused I became. Mom, didn't you say that when you were a child, math was poor and difficult to learn? I should inherit you. " She wiped her tears and choked up and said to me.

I immediately remembered the problem that was a nightmare for me: one mouth was flooded and the other was flooded. How long does it take to fill a pool of water? No matter what the teacher says, no matter how the schoolmaster drools, tell me about the nap time, I am just a pot of paste. Up to now, I still can't do this kind of problem, and I won't. I will lose points in every exam. At this time, she was much better at math than I was at that time.

I am speechless.

The shorter shadow on the wall stood up and tried to hold my hand. I picked up my crying brother and kissed him. Then I bowed my head and kissed my daughter, sat her on my lap, hugged her in one hand and got ready to get up.

My daughter who was about to suffocate suddenly burst into tears and hugged my neck tightly. Tears fell on my shoulder, ran down my arm and onto the back of my hand, boiling hot. Hearing my sister's crying, my brother immediately raised his voice, and the two echoed each other. My tears came out, too. I kissed Tong Tong's face and hugged her. She said to her hoarsely, "Mom loves you, but she doesn't love your careless attitude. You finish your homework quickly, and I'll put my brother to bed. " Tong Tong loosened my neck and sat down covering her eyes.

As soon as I entered the other room, I was tired and guilty, blaming myself. I can't help crying. I feel that I am an incompetent mother and said such terrible things. At this moment, I regret to death. Every time I lose my temper, it's me who finally feels bad.

"You cried." My brother stopped crying and looked at me in surprise. He had never seen me cry before, and suddenly it was a little strange. Staring at me for a while, he was sure it was his mother.

"Mom, come on, I'll wipe it for you." He lifted his skirt and put it on my face, saying, "Mom, I'll hug you and kiss you. Stop crying, stop crying. " My brother put his little body around me and kissed my face for a while, just like I usually comfort him to cry.

The closed door of the bedroom was gently pushed open, revealing a face. I leaned over and quickly closed the door. I know that's my sister, and she also knows that my crying mother must be crying at the moment.

"Dad, let me tell you something. I made my mother angry today. You can call her to comfort her. Well, yes, my homework is not good Well, yes, my mother didn't have a good rest either. My brother has a cold, fever and diarrhea, and he always cries at night. Yeah, ok, I see. Goodbye, dad. " I heard her talking on the phone softly outside.

Somehow, when I heard her say this, I cried even harder, which can be described as surging. Brother Chun called me several times, and I hung up. I just want to cry for a while and dilute my remorse and guilt in the most primitive way.

Her phrase' Mom, you hug me' was like a freshly cut onion, so excited that I couldn't help crying. The child's heart is so pure, she takes it for granted that a hug is just a placebo, and a hug can solve all problems, so the angry mother will calm down and return to her accustomed cheerful state. I am ashamed to look for holes all over the world, and unrealistically hope that I can use magic to turn myself into a mouse, turn in at once, and hide in it.

My brother kept kissing me, hugging me and wiping my tears. I didn't respond to him, just holding him in bed, trying to fall asleep as soon as possible, hoping that it would be another sunny day when I woke up. My younger brother, who is used to listening to music before going to bed, didn't ask me to play Star Tread and Only Mom in the World, and didn't ask for milk. He lay in my arms, motionless. Soon, I fell asleep

I slept, too. I don't know how long it took. In a daze, the door opened. My daughter who was scolded by my dog came in and stood by my bed for a long time, calling her mother softly. I pretended not to hear and said nothing. She kissed my face, put something on my pillow, covered me with a quilt, and then left quietly.

As soon as the door was closed, I turned on the flashlight in my mobile phone and saw a hand-folded love on the pillow, which read: Mom, if I do something wrong in the future, don't scold me, just hug me, okay? You see, every time my brother and I cry, we stop crying as soon as you hug us. Also, can you give me a similar topic to practice in advance tomorrow? Mom, I love you, too.

Turning off the flashlight, I buried my face in the soft pillow and cried for a while. I told myself that I must keep my mouth shut and be my children's friends in the future, instead of preaching from above, and let uncontrollable anger and hysterical roar go to hell. A hug may really solve many problems.

Tong Tong has been staring at me since I got up this morning. I know she's struggling with how to say hello to me. I went over to her and said, "Baby, give me a hug." She immediately beamed and rushed over and hugged me. My brother saw my sister like this and rushed over and hugged me. The three of us formed a circle in the morning rainstorm, with no beginning and no end. We were born as a family.

Home is the only place in the world where human shortcomings and failures are hidden, as well as sweet love. Isn't it?