What are the sentences that make me hold my breath?

1, pain, just know how to protect yourself; I didn't know what it was like to be heartbroken until I cried. I didn't know how to persist and give up in time until I was stupid. I didn't know I was actually very fragile until I loved him.

2. Being misunderstood by the person I love most, I feel so sad that I don't want to argue. I have to choose silence. The whole world can't understand me. What can I say if you don't understand me?

Some things are really red-eyed no matter how you cry, but you still can't get them. But now, even if you give it to my face with a smile, I don't want it. I'm not angry or vindictive, but I really don't want it.

When you get through the most loneliness, you will feel that life is not as sad as you think, and you don't need others to accompany you. No matter how much you expect someone to love you, it is good that you think I have no hope in the end.

It seems that I don't care about you at all. In fact, you don't know how many times I have resisted the impulse to contact you.