I really want to call you and say something sad

Time flies, year after year, and it seems like yesterday that I met you. But when I think back carefully, I realize that I have not seen you for many years.

It turns out that time waits for no one, not even the one I love most. Some people say, "Those who miss you every day will definitely meet again." So I miss you desperately, until my heart aches, but to no avail - the people I miss will never see you again in this life.

In the blink of an eye, it is another summer, just as beautiful as the summer when I met you, but the tears of longing blurred my eyes. I really want to give you a call and tell you "I miss you."

I really want to call you and tell you about the pain in my heart.

After so many years, I always thought that time would take away everything, even memories can be erased, but I still miss you, every day. I often take out my mobile phone for no reason, but I can't find your contact information after turning it over and over. In the vast sea of ??people, I don’t know where to find you. Even on the most convenient network, there is no trace of you.

I want to tell you that my life is neither good nor bad, my life is simple, I have no worries about food and clothing, but love is not good enough. It’s not that I don’t know how to be satisfied, it’s that I fell in love with you and will never love anyone else again!

Since you left, I have never stopped thinking about you. I'm afraid that in the dead of night, my thoughts will suddenly come to my heart, leaving me wondering what to do. You are so far away, but when I miss you, you are so close. It seems that I can touch you as soon as I reach out. You are not in front of me, but deep in your heart.

I really want to call you and tell you what’s on my mind.

I often feel empty in my heart. I have a lot of things on my mind, but I don’t know who to say them to. Maybe, in this world, you can't even find a close friend. I want to chat with you, but I'm afraid of disturbing you and making you feel embarrassed. I can only endure it myself and silently wish you happiness.

In this life, meeting you is good enough. Thank you for accompanying me on this journey, the most beautiful journey in life. At that time, we could chat freely, even the most nasty things, and we never had to worry about who was laughing at whom.

You are the person with whom I have "a close connection" in this life, but the meeting was too hasty, like a meteor streaking across the sky, and it passed before I had time to make a wish.

Actually, at this moment, I really want to tell you, "I love you, I will love you forever." Do you feel it to you in the distance? Are you the same as me and still have love in your heart?

I really want to call you and ask you how you are doing.

One phone call, as long as I know you are doing well, I will feel relieved. Even if your happiness has nothing to do with me, it doesn't matter.

There is a kind of love called letting go. Even if your heart doesn't agree when you let go, love is not "one person's business" and cannot be too selfish. If possible, I would rather bear twice the pain and let you live happily.

How have you been doing these years? Do you know that there is a person far away who never gives up? Have you forgotten everything, even the scene of holding hands is blurred; you can't even remember my name?

Perhaps, many years later, I will still miss you and look for your contact information everywhere, but I will not disturb you, I will just look at you from a distance, bless you, and pray for you. Waiting...

It's summer, and the sunshine outside the window is very warm. The shade of the tree where we sit side by side is getting bigger and bigger, but I can't find anyone to sit with me anymore. Once seated.

I have always been alone, but I will not feel lonely, because I still have you in my heart.