Talk about your mood when you are under great pressure at work.

Unexpectedly, after many years, I entered this answer again, the cause of the epidemic, the layoffs of my former employer, and then I hastily changed my job, a seemingly tall company. From the first day, there was endless overtime, from 8: 00 to 9: 00, slowly 10, 1 1. Then go to work on weekends, play WeChat 24 hours a day, and hold ridiculous jobs. What happens when you work overtime for a long time? Your temper has become very violent. You doubt your life and want to commit suicide slightly. I really feel that life is boring. Besides sleeping and working overtime, even eating is redundant. If it weren't for the responsibility of the only child, I would have given up. I am really numb, and I often quarrel with my family. There are countless complex emotions mixed with rationality and irrationality, irritability and guilt. Sometimes I think, maybe death is just an apology? I am really tired. I'm so tired. Being understood is definitely a false proposition. So I just want to get wet, get drunk or cry.

I didn't understand it before. Those people say they smoke because they are under too much pressure. Now I really understand, really, maybe sometimes they really want to seek that indulgence.

In the project of engineering dog life, get up at 7: 00 am, get up at 7: 30 am, wash, have breakfast, go to work at 8: 00, get off work at 12, have lunch, have no work, take a nap until 2: 00 and get off work at 6: 00, and then have a meeting to study until after 10. The rest of the time is freely arranged before 8 o'clock the next day. Go to work every day, day after day If you are lucky, you can take two days off every month. It's like being in prison every day, especially depressing. I feel anxious from time to time, and sometimes I even think, let me catch a bad cold, which is very serious … then can I go home?

I think it's useless for people who haven't experienced these things, no matter how you tell them about your predicament, your anxiety and anxiety. They will never feel the same way. Of course, I would rather not be understood, and I want the people I love to go through this. Understand my feelings, because I think this feeling is really too painful.

Never say, since you can't stand it, why don't you quit? With a mortgage and responsibilities, how can naked resignation. There is no time and opportunity for an interview. I really feel that I can't catch the last straw.

How to adjust, more is self-paralysis, always telling yourself to accept the emotions of different periods, which is an arrangement. In fact, I am a person who is very afraid of the dark, but now I feel most secure when I lie in the dormitory and turn off the lights at night, because no one sees me crying.