Miss my parents.

How time flies! In a trance, my father left me for 27 years and my mother left me for 23 years. In the twenty years since my parents left me, my heart has been suffering, and the pain of missing goes deep into my heart. My parents' voices and smiles have always been in my mind, and I have never forgotten them! How I wish my parents were still alive and still around them. I dream that I will really do my filial piety, but it will never be possible. ...

My father worked hard all his life and never enjoyed any retirement. When he was old, he was ill and suffered a lot. My big brother and mother take care of him. At that time, I only worked for a few years, which was far from my hometown. There's really nothing I can do. I failed to take good care of my father, and I failed to be filial. It has become a great regret in my life!

Fortunately, my father was in good health when I 1986 first started working. It seems that in the summer of 1987 (or 1986, I can't remember clearly), my father came to Bengbu by train alone. At that time, I didn't know my father was coming to mussels. That afternoon, my colleague suddenly called me and said that my father was in his office. Only then did I know that my father was coming to mussels. At that time, my office was on the traffic road, close to the railway station, and most departments of the company were at pier Qingnian Street 1, a few stops away from my side. After receiving a phone call from my colleague, I hurried to pick up my father. I took my father for a walk, ate some rice and then went back to the dormitory. At that time, my father came and brought some pickled goose eggs, which were really big.

My father stayed with me for 5 6 days, and I was anxious, because I had to go to work and I couldn't stay with him all the time. I came here as a stranger, and no one else spoke, so I went back by train alone.

My father stayed with me for a few days, and there was nothing delicious. He mainly followed me to the canteen to eat. At that time, he had just started working and his salary was extremely low. After work, I took time to take my father to visit Datang Park and Zhanggongshan Park. It seems that I only took a photo in Datang Park. At that time, there was nothing to see in Bengbu, and the city was rather shabby. Usually, my father will look around my house by himself. Take dad to watch TV in the evening (in the company's education classroom). If it were better now, I could buy more delicious food and drink, and spend more time with my father.

When my father was alive, he paid a lot for me, but I couldn't do anything for him. Now that I think about it, I feel guilty.

I remember when I was very young, I don't know why. Later, I heard from my mother that there was a black spot the size of sesame in one eye. My parents were very anxious when they found out. I still remember my parents took me, and my father borrowed a small wooden boat from the production team to take us to Bazhen Hospital. Later, I don't know when, but the little black spots in my eyes actually disappeared by themselves, which is very lucky. Perhaps the kindness of parents touched God!

When I was a child, I never let my parents worry less when I was growing up. When I was about 6 7 years old, my parents found that my left leg was walking in the wrong posture and gradually limped (I didn't fall, I didn't fall, I don't know why, my thigh bone was dislocated), which made my parents very anxious. So, at first, my father took me to Guanhe to see a doctor, but it probably didn't work. Dad took me to Bazhen Hospital. At that time, it seems that a military doctor did a thigh puncture for me (I don't know why these doctors diagnosed? Now it seems nonsense), after the end, my father carried me home, and Bazhen got home seven miles. Father was so tired that he sweated all the way. It was very hard! But it's no use. My walking posture has not improved. Later, my father took me to Sam Hospital on the other side of Castle Peak for acupuncture and took me back and forth. But after acupuncture for a while, it still didn't work. At this time, my parents are even more anxious, fearing that their legs will be disabled after a long time. After much deliberation, I finally went to Hefei, because there is a person (Zhu Guangya) in our village who works in Hefei Bearing Factory. At that time, I went by small passenger ship, boarded the ship from Qingshan in the morning, sailed in Chaohu Lake and arrived in Hefei at night. The next morning, Guangya took my father and me to the provincial hospital. After X-ray examination, it was diagnosed as dislocation of femur. It's simple. Just put a plaster on your left leg to fix your femur. After it was repaired, my father took me home by boat again. After disembarking in Qingshan, it was my father who carried me home alone. I can't walk because my left leg is fixed. It's seven miles from Qingshan to home. Walking down from the dam of Baihu farm made my father sweat all the way. It's really too difficult!

In this way, my left leg has been in plaster for six months, so I can't move or play. Winter came, and my mother's "fireball" for heating slammed into my thigh. As a mother, why doesn't she feel bad? !

At first, I was quite disciplined. I just watched other children play, and then I became dishonest and began to want to play. However, with a large amount of exercise and a long time, the strength of plaster is damaged or even broken. Maybe dad had a fight. Finally, it seems that my dad and my eldest brother were caught with bamboo boards again. In this way, it lasted for half a year. When my father and eldest brother helped me unpack the plaster gauze, I felt a lot easier at once. Later, I went to Hefei for reexamination (at that time, my father took my uncle with him and he had a stomachache). The doctor said the bone was in place. In fact, it is so simple, but it has been misdiagnosed for so long, which makes parents both anxious and entangled! I have suffered a lot, too. Therefore, quacks are really harmful!

If my father hadn't taken me everywhere for medical treatment, maybe I would be a disabled person today and I don't know where to go in my life.

My father's great love can only be treasured in my heart now, and I can't repay it in this life, and I will double it in the afterlife!

Mother has worked hard all her life, and the whole family has to take care of their diet and daily life. Three meals a day, rice should be cooked; The clothes of the whole family should be washed every day, whether it is hot in summer or cold in winter. My mother is in poor health and has bronchitis. She often has headaches and brain fever. As long as she doesn't fall asleep, she will insist on cooking and washing clothes and never stop. Sometimes when I look at or think of my white-haired and hardworking mother, I feel particularly uncomfortable and guilty, but the reality cannot be changed.

Mom will miss every one of my brothers and sisters and worry about everything about us!

I remember when I was a child, my eldest brother wanted to be a soldier. My eldest brother told his mother that being a soldier must be very hard, so she probably didn't want my eldest brother to be a soldier. Brother, let me talk to my mother again. Maybe my mother doesn't agree. Finally, eldest brother didn't go to inspect the soldiers, for fear that his mother would worry! So eldest brother has been staying at home, and the burden of taking care of his parents has been on his shoulders. Here, our brothers and sisters who are away from home want to thank our eldest brother and thank him from the bottom of my heart for his contribution without regrets!

When I was drafted into the army in 198 1, I was studying again. Because of my stupidity, I failed in the college entrance examination in 1980, so I continued to study in Qingshan No.57 Middle School. At that time, some students were preparing to be soldiers, and I had the same idea. When I came home one day, I told my mother what I thought. My mother still has the same worries as my brother did when he was a soldier. She was worried that she would suffer as a soldier outside and didn't want to agree with me. On the one hand, I am afraid that my mother will worry. On the other hand, I may not have the determination to be a soldier myself. Therefore, the idea of being a soldier was put down, but I continued to study with peace of mind.

I failed in the college entrance examination several times, which made me very depressed and made my mother feel sorry for me. Mother said that farming was too tiring. How did you do that? Yes, how difficult it is to be a farmer with his face facing the loess! At that time, although I failed in the college entrance examination, I still thought that I would never farm in my life, and I believed that I would leave the countryside if I continued to repeat my studies. Through my perseverance and the support of my parents and brothers, I finally got into a technical secondary school and found a job in the city after graduation.

After work, my mother still cares about me, worrying about me alone, worrying about my old personal problems, worrying about housing problems, taking care of children and so on. In short, my mother's concern has always been there, perhaps, as a parent!

After work, there are fewer opportunities to go home. You can only go home for the Chinese New Year holiday. After Zhu Rui was born, she had no time to go home, let alone take care of her parents.

I remember going to Wuhu on business once. Take the train back to Bengbu, get off at Chaohu Station and go home by the way. That year, my father was ill, but he was still able to get up and walk. That night, it was summer, I slept on the bamboo bed in the first room, and my father slept alone on the wooden bed in the east room. After a while, my father got up from the bed and touched the wall and walked into the main room. As soon as I heard my father get up, I got up quickly, helped my father back to bed and let him go back to sleep. But when I went back to my room to sleep, I heard my father get up again, so I quickly got up and helped my father to bed again. In this way, back and forth, that night, I stayed up all night. As soon as I heard my father get up, I ran over. The next morning, my mother told me that you didn't sleep well all night and had to go back to work by car. Yes, but it's right to take care of my father! Isn't that how big brother takes care of his parents? !

There are many things worth remembering, and some things are gradually forgotten. Memories, not only feel a kind of happiness, but also feel a kind of sadness, and more is a kind of deep nostalgia!

The days when I was with my parents are still vivid and will never be forgotten! It's just that such a day can't be found anymore, and I can't enjoy the happy time with my parents anymore!

There are many things you will regret afterwards. Filial piety to parents is not an easy task. Give some money to parents; Buy something to eat and drink for parents. Actually, it's nothing. What parents really need is companionship, talking and chatting together. As people say, companionship is the truest emotion! That's true. But when I really woke up, it was too late. As the saying goes: the tree wants to be quiet but the wind does not stop, and the son wants to raise it instead of staying.

Time flies. In a blink of an eye, I miss my parents more and more this year. Without parents, there will always be loneliness and sadness, and there will always be a different kind of pain in my heart. How I wish I could go back to the past and the happy time with my parents. ...

Facing my hometown, I miss flying. I hope my parents will do well in heaven, where there is no fatigue and illness. ...