I hope someone will accompany you to watch the fireworks.

There are too many encounters in the world, regardless of cause and effect. Such as fireworks bound to enchanting, three points gorgeous, seven points feel dejected. You loved the depth of that night, but I was lonely in the desolate sky for half my life.

? -inscription

Xiao Si is a somewhat maverick child. There is almost crazy paranoia in introversion. On him, time flies and trivial life is intertwined. The only trajectory that hasn't changed is that he ran around her for three years, three years, three years, along parallel lines that never crossed. From the flower season of dreams to the youth that will never return, he proved that his love is a sea of water.

But it is such an infatuated person who makes people feel distressed, and there will inevitably be a little episode in life. So Xiao Si is not the protagonist of this story, but the protagonist's name is Xiao Yao.

I met Xiao Si on holiday. He is still like that, always with a quiet smile on his face, and likes to tell you seemingly insignificant but meaningful little things in a clean and peaceful voice. When I talk about the past of the person I like, there will be a little shyness on my face, and then I will look at me awkwardly with an expression begging you to let me go.

When he left, he told me that he wanted me to write something about Xiaoyao. Because he promised to write an article for Xiaoyao, but he couldn't start. I heard him tell a story. In a few words, you won't die if you don't do it. I'll talk about this little girl, a little girl who dares to love and hate and is a little cherished.

The acquaintance between Xiao Si and Xiao Yao is an extremely low probability event. A few years ago, Xiao Si established a fan base in idolize, and Xiao Yao joined it at an unknown moment. If it just seeps into each other's lives, it's a bit too bloody.

Maybe after a long time, Xiao Si has gone to college. In the month approaching the college entrance examination, thoughts are like a flood, eroding every minute of his life. Every time I see the text about the college entrance examination, his memory will press the pause button, and her smile will be particularly bright in June 1978. He has no mind to do anything, so he has to look at the computer every day and constantly browse various social platforms.

At that time, Xiao Yao, a sophomore, occasionally buttoned up during the study, had a heart-to-heart talk and chatted. Complain that math problems are difficult, English is boring, and history and geography are boring. I don't know how many times. Xiaoyao will see someone reply to her at the bottom. Tell her about high school.

After a while, the two became familiar with each other. Maybe one needs to be taken care of and the other needs to be taken care of. People who don't have any intersection somehow hold each other's weakest thread in the sea of people.

Xiaoyao is very dependent on Xiao Si. Small companies will receive news from Xiaoyao whether they are attending classes, sleeping, eating or shopping. It's always a small matter. The older one didn't do well in the exam, and had a quarrel with some friends today. Every time, as an experienced person, the small company gave Xiaoyao a well-meaning persuasion. He doesn't mind, as if Xiao Si has always been such an approachable, tepid and patient young man.

Feelings are subtle. When they came, there was a storm, but when they left, nothing was left. Sometimes a drop of water will turn the whole desert into an ocean of flowers.

Xiao Yao's boring life is in hot water under the pressure of study. Coincidentally, the emergence of a small company has continuously injected her life into a clear spring. Every girl dreams of love when she is young. They are simple and brave. The way they love is to completely lose themselves and let each other control their emotions. Even if it will be scarred, it will take the trouble to get that little feeling of love.

Xiao Si said that she likes girls with long hair. It took Xiao Yao half a year to change the short hair he had combed since he was a child. When she sent photos of her long hair to Xiao Si, she was as happy as having the largest weight in the world. However, even a small company with insensitive nature looks at the beautiful little death, and its heart is still a thousand-year-old ice, which is even more antique. He didn't know that his words changed not only Xiaoyao's lifestyle, but also ignited Xiaoyao's inner hope.

Girls' love is full of sweet stories. The legend of four-leaf clover seems to be rooted in many people's hearts. Some people say that as long as you find a four-leaf clover, you will find happiness. Xiaoyao knows that Xiao Si is unhappy, so she wants Xiao Si to be happy. Soon after, Xiao Si received a silver four-leaf clover pendant. It was polished by Xiao Yao with a dime. It is conceivable that in every spare time, Xiao Yao is holding a small abrasive tool and carefully sketching every corner. It doesn't matter if your hand is worn out; It doesn't matter if you don't know much about classes; It doesn't matter if you are red; It doesn't matter even if you don't like small companies. As long as she can give, no matter right or wrong, even if there is no return, she will stubbornly do it. Because this is her attitude towards love.

One year on New Year's Eve, Xiao Si posted a diary. He said that the happiest thing is to watch the beautiful fireworks outside the window with the people he loves most. He wants to stand side by side on a special day and make the longest vow to the gorgeous sky. Xiaoyao didn't fall asleep that night. She took out all the fireworks at home and lit them, then recorded the video and sent it to Xiao Si in her sleep. She added, if possible, I want to accompany you to see the fireworks.

The next day, when Xiao Si woke up and saw Xiaoyao, he knew he might have done something wrong. He took someone else's heart by accident. In the video, he saw Xiao Yao light fireworks with trembling hands and then ran away screaming. He saw her red cheeks, her eyes looking forward to being praised, and her deep love immersed in it.

But there is only one person in Xiao Si's heart. Xiaoyao only regards him as his sister.

What he did wrong was to share the tenderness that should belong to only one person with others.

So he promised Xiaoyao to accompany him to the college entrance examination, but he didn't go; He promised to send Xiaoyao to school when she was admitted to college, but he didn't. He promised Xiaoyao, and he stopped doing many things and quietly left Xiaoyao's life.

I don't know what I did wrong without Xiao Si's little demon, but she knows that Xiao Si may not appear in her life again.

Xiaoyao left a message for Xiao Si, and we haven't contacted each other since then.

She said, since my wishful thinking has brought you pain, I choose to leave forever. I just don't know whether to thank you for decorating my life with so many flowers, or to hate the infinite frost that your refusal has brought me. Finally, I have a wish that you write an article about me and let me know if I have ever had a trace of weight in your heart.

Xiao Si didn't tell me what happened later. He spoke as if he were telling other people's stories. I can't see his sad expression. But I can feel his deep apologies. After all, he can't promise Xiaoyao's last wish. Because even if I did, Xiaoyao couldn't see it. Without any contact information, who should I write to? Tell me it might be an atonement.

People long for love, but love is not always beautiful. Meet the wrong person at the right time, and you will grow up; Meeting the right person at the wrong time will only make you regret it. With the strengthening of rings, there will naturally be a lot of feelings.

Those who have paid for love, may you continue to cherish your dreams and walk calmly in the world of dogs and horses. Listen to the sound of the sea and look at the clouds in the sky. Youth is the quicksand that cannot be caught, and old age is the sublimation of exhaustion.

Everyone has the right to be treated gently. May the world live up to your loyalty and time live up to your youth. May you meet a bosom friend at a gorgeous age, accompany you to waste years and watch fireworks. ...