I just want to be a kid and talk about it

"Before I met you, I was a woman who could stand up to thousands of troops by myself. After meeting you, I was willing to put aside all my pride and persistence, and just wanted to be a warrior in front of you. A child who knows nothing.”

1.

I had nothing to do, and when I was browsing Weibo, I accidentally saw this sentence:

"I want to be called 'trash' by you, and then be taken care of tenderly by you." "

My heart couldn't help but tremble slightly. Over the years, I have been alone through countless ups and downs. I remembered the rush of walking through the dark alley, and the confusion of being alone in the sea of ??people. Originally, I thought I had been tempered into steel and indestructible, but in front of such a sentence, I was instantly defeated.

In the past, I always heard others say that I am very grateful to my exes. One of them taught me how to be an obedient girl, and the other taught me how to be a mature enough woman. However, what I want to thank most is my current boss, who taught me how to be a carefree child.

Perhaps, every girl hopes to meet such a person.

When you are not with him, you are an independent female warrior, you can do anything, nothing can trouble you, and you live like an omnipotent superwoman.

However, after meeting him, you suddenly find that you can't even unscrew the bottle cap. Then, you find that you, who almost never get lost, suddenly can't find your way. It's him who leads you. He held your hand and took you to where he wanted to go, and you would only look at his beautiful side face and smile foolishly.

Two people traveling together is the most relaxed time for you. Your mind, hands and feet are free. He makes the strategies, prepares the luggage, and even pays attention to the weather forecast. He pays attention to all the little things. He can consider every detail carefully and thoughtfully...

When you don't have to worry about everything when you are with him, and you just need to be a carefree child, then you will feel After wandering in this strange city for many years, I finally have a place to rely on and a harbor.

2.

Su Mo’s boyfriend, Qiao Mu, is a big boy only three years older than her.

Su Mo was usually a strong woman who was resolute and decisive in the workplace, but in front of Qiao Mu, she completely turned into a brainless child who didn't need to think about anything.

Every time she went on a business trip, Qiao Mu would always volunteer to help her organize everything, from a change of clothes to gastric medicine and band-aids. Everything was missing, but Su Mo only needed to carry it with her. With a small bag, you can pick up your suitcase and set off at any time.

Often, the night before departure, she was still on the phone with me, or playing a few games of Three Kingdoms with the voice on, and told me with an annoyed look on her face that Qiao Mu had helped me with all the luggage I needed to bring. I packed it up so much that I didn’t even know what to do.

Although he was complaining, the corners of his eyes and eyebrows were filled with unconcealable sweetness and happiness.

I didn’t expect that Su Mo, who is decisive and capable, also has a delicate side full of tenderness. This dog food torture made me really convinced, and in my heart, I was sincerely happy for them.

Normally, no matter how many things he holds in his hand, Qiao Mu will always free up one hand to hold Su Mo. He will habitually stand on her left side and walk on the side close to the traffic flow. He likes to reach out his hand, caress her head lovingly, and scratch her nose with a smile. Su Mo will always stick out her tongue at him playfully, look at him, and smile like an innocent child.

3.

We should all be looking forward to meeting such a person. He will find you through the vast sea of ????people, and from then on, we will endure hardships and hand in hand with you for the rest of our lives.

We can live a good life without meeting him, but after meeting him, we can also safely put ourselves into his hands and let go of everything for him. Be on guard, take off your armor.

We have all had enough days of pretending to be strong. Now, we just want to put down all our pride and persistence and be an innocent child in front of you.

Our life is really very long. It is so long that before we can see the faces of the people next to us clearly, we have been pushed to the next intersection by the turbulent flow of people. It is so long that before we have time to say goodbye seriously, We meet a new beginning in a hurry. We can't keep the past and we can't see the future clearly.

Maybe someone will take you through the bustling street, see the prosperity of the world and all kinds of life through the charming wine glass, sit with you on the No. 21 bus, and whisper in your ear Love you, but when you smile, he gets off.

A chance encounter is a stranger.

Who would want to be strong if there is someone to rely on?

However, they really can’t take care of you. No one saw the tears on your face at midnight, no one noticed the hardship in your eyes when you were walking alone, and no one saw through the truth behind your strength. Unfortunately, in their eyes, you are independent and capable, like a superwoman.

You don’t make trouble, don’t show off your temper, you don’t talk about breaking up, you don’t call him whenever you encounter anything, you can change the lightbulb yourself if it’s broken, or if your computer is stuck, You know how to cultivate yourself... If you are cautious, sensible and independent, you are just afraid that he will get annoyed, get bored, and really leave you.

However, how much do you want to find someone who can put you in the palm of your hand and feel pain? When the weather is cold, I am afraid that you will freeze; when you go out, you are afraid that you will get lost; even if the takeaway is downstairs, I am also worried that you will be hungry; but you never have to worry that he will ignore you, let alone that he will leave you, just concentrate on being a pampered child.