How to treat drifting in the north for three years?

I was born in a poor family, and my parents are out-and-out farmers. I have worked hard all my life, and I have been timid all my life. For children from poor families, learning is the only way out.

I was successfully admitted to the ideal university. After graduation, I chose Beipiao and wanted to get ahead through my own efforts.

The ideal is full, the reality is skinny, and everything is not as simple as I thought. In Beijing, the pressure is particularly great and the competition among colleagues is fierce.

Besides, I have no background and too much work experience. I have been drifting in the North for three years, and now I am still a clerk in the company.

I tried to escape many times, but I persisted. After all, I gave up everything and all my efforts were in vain.