Always make suspicion and insecurity, how to adjust yourself?

I don't know if we are the same, unsociable and have few friends. Life is like a blank sheet of paper, with average grades, because I dare not express myself and miss many opportunities. Always afraid of bothering others. Often because of fear of making a fool of yourself, because of fear of failure, I dare not take the first step and miss many opportunities. At that time, I couldn't see the future. I can only keep crying in the dark. Even though there are many people around me, I still feel lonely. I feel like a corner in the dark where the sun can't shine. In this way, many years have passed

I like traveling alone. I don't care about other people's opinions, I'm not dominated by others, and I can go wherever I want. I don't know if climbing mountains is not enough? If I'm not happy anymore, I'll climb the mountain and blow away all those unhappiness.

Don't be what others say. You often say it when you are unhappy, right? It doesn't matter if you don't want to talk. Put on headphones and think for yourself. When you learn to think, your thinking will be more active.

In the face of love, it is normal to be suspicious, controlling and insecure, because they are part of love, so the performance mentioned by the topic is not because you are not good enough or confident enough, but because you really like her. So don't worry, love is never just sweet and romantic, it also contains all kinds of troubles and anxieties.

Put more energy into improving yourself. Two people are attracted to each other. Instead of spending time on each other, enrich yourself. Some of your changes may surprise the other person.

The rivers and mountains may change, but not one's essential nature I think it is impossible to get rid of this emotional character and have time to mature. When you really care about each other, you don't like it. Learn to control your emotions and read more books on this subject.

That's all, I hope it will help your problem!