They say I have a seamless connection.

On the eleventh day of breaking up with my ex, I took another boy's hand.

1.

? I was with my ex for three years and two days. He is a very ordinary boy, and we started in the early summer of 20 18.

? My fate with him began at the same table. At that time, I was a freshman and ignorant. He changed his seat once and became my new deskmate.

? We have endless topics, from hobbies to the status quo of the class, and every point of view fits perfectly, just like another self.

? He has a popular face and is as rebellious and playful as many boys. I can't spare time to play games in class. At that time, I occasionally helped him see the teacher.

? He had a girlfriend at the same table. He also loves his girlfriend very much. Even if he is not in a class, we can often see him looking for her and giving her things, even if the girl is not very ungrateful.

? I broke up with him when I was at the same table, which coincided with the May Day holiday. He cried at home and sent me a message to express his sadness.

? Actually, I didn't care much. At that time, he was just a passer-by and an ordinary friend in my life.

2.

? We are together. It was May 20th, 20 18, a very special day.

? Not long after we broke up, he confessed to me indirectly. He didn't make it clear, but we all know.

? Ignorant, I think falling in love should start with liking. Besides, it is inevitable that he will connect seamlessly with me so soon, but I don't hate him very much.

? I explicitly rejected him, and he pursued me.

? I used to live with my grandparents, and I was a sensible and clever child in the eyes of adults. I never ask for anything from my family, and I am always humble to other children. Even if you are bullied, you can only wronged yourself. To put it bluntly, it is cowardice. My temper is also gentle and delicate, but I occasionally jump off, as quiet as a virgin, as moving as a rabbit. For me, a little bit of good can move me.

? Just like when he chased me, considerate and meticulous. When it is cold, you will put on your coat and make a cup of warm milk tea without saying a word. Bring me iced milk from the canteen on a hot day to solve all kinds of problems for me.

? At that time, tenderness was pervasive, and his eyes were full of me. I also slowly became fond of him and promised him on the spur of the moment.

3.

? My friend is actually shocked that I will be with him, but this is my own choice, and my friend can't say much.

? Only a few months together, I feel the happiness of love, even if it is puppy love. I secretly contacted with my mobile phone at home, and I sat very close at school, and I was always tired of being together.

At that time, of course, I felt safe and didn't think much.

? Gradually I fell in love with him. I also become full of him, the kind of love that I can't hide. Even my unfamiliar classmates say that when I look at him, my eyes are full of tenderness.

? But then I found out that he paid special attention to his ex-girlfriend.

? He has all her contact information, which I know, and occasionally look at her dynamics. Because his ex-girlfriend copied his list before, and I also have friends of his ex-girlfriend.

? That girl likes taking selfies, but the matching words are difficult to understand.

? He will think because of his ex-girlfriend's copywriting, and he will find out what that boy looks like when he learns that his ex-girlfriend has a new boyfriend.

? What saddens me most is that he holds my hand, and when he meets his ex-girlfriend, he will let go of my hand and turn his back on me or avoid me.

? But I liked him enough at that time, and I believe he will let go of his ex-girlfriend.

4.

? He will be impatient with me.

? I slowly fell in love with him, and he seemed to want to escape. Sometimes he dodges my hug, lets go of my hand and says I'm bothering him. The way he frowns makes me very distressed.

He learned to cheat me.

Talking about our relationship with another girl, the girl made me understand him.

He started chatting with girls and deleted the chat record without telling me. He can't refuse the touch of other girls.

So I learned to make fun of him.

I began to feel insecure. Sometimes I check his QQ, get angry with him and reason with him.

? But getting along for a long time will also produce feelings. He suddenly had an epiphany, and gradually he would accord with my idea. I know he likes me. I can feel it.

? I thought he was my life. At that time, I was really glad that he could give me the Hanfu wedding I wanted and accompany me to complete our hobbies and dreams.

5.

? He will still lie to me. Even a small thing.

? On June 20 19, his mobile phone was stolen. I don't want him to cheat in the monthly exam. He told me that he wanted to borrow my mobile phone to call the police and handle the matter. I gave it to him safely. When I got my mobile phone back, I found it was used to cheat in the exam.

? I don't care about this mobile phone, but he lied to me and took advantage of my love for him. He knew that I would be worried about his losing his mobile phone. He knows me, and he knows that no matter how much he hurts me, I will choose to forgive him.

? He will tell me that he is sleeping when he plays games all day and ignores me. One second he would say that he would stay with me without playing games today, and the next he would ignore me while playing games.

? It's not that I don't want him to play games, but that he chooses to cheat me again and again when he can tell me directly.

6.

? He wanted to get a new mobile phone, but it was high school at that time and he had no pocket money.

? I will often swipe his card in the canteen to relieve his financial pressure. I will save two months to buy him a gift and help him buy a mobile phone. I bring him milk tea every few days when I come back from cram school.

? A friend I know said, why are you two in love different from others? Shouldn't boys spoil girls?

? I didn't care at the time. I thought that as long as I loved him, there would be results.

? Despite the noise, no one said anything about breaking up.

7.

? Love too much, you may get the opposite result.

? We are in a different university, only 80km apart, which is a 25-minute high-speed train. It takes 20 yuan to go to another city.

? I went to his graduation party before the long-distance relationship started. Although he didn't say it clearly, his parents and relatives knew me and looked at me secretly.

? At that time, he said, it's only 80 kilometers, and he can come to see you every week.

? Later, because of the epidemic, our school was closed, and their school was free to enter and leave. We sometimes video and talk about some daily chores.

? I finally found an opportunity to be a volunteer, and I was able to leave school and have more than four hours of free activities outside.

? He came to me. People who think about it day and night appear in front of them, and they feel so happy at that time.

? He took me to dinner. We are almost all AA, and this time he said he would invite me to dinner. He said it was what boyfriends should do, and I didn't stop him.

? He took me to a small restaurant and ate something that was also available in our school cafeteria. It cost more than 50 yuan. He really is a big city, so expensive.

? I didn't say anything. In the afternoon, I invited him to eat KFC. Spent more than 80 yuan, not much, but very happy.

We've been shopping, the kind that really doesn't go into the store. Because I won't let him buy things for me, it's not easy for him.

8.

? Long-distance relationships are really troublesome. We can only meet when we go back to school and buy a train ticket next door. He is going to change trains in my city.

? The next semester, the school did not close. Not long after school started, I called him to come and play with me. Me, him, my roommate and her boyfriend, the four of us went to eat a buffet, and then went to visit the night scene.

At that time, I thought he was really happy to come to me.

I went to see him secretly in April to surprise him.

He was really surprised. He showed me around their school and then took me to eat steamed stuffed buns. He said there was nothing interesting in the town, and we went to my city by car together.

? I took the ferry to the river and wandered around the river and snack street. When I went shopping with him, I really went shopping. Don't buy anything

? He went back in the evening, and I took the subway back to school for dinner. That was the last time I saw him.

9.

? I broke up with him on May 22nd. I know he is very sad, and I am also very sad.

? May 20th, before we parted, was our third anniversary. I bought him a bunch of roses, and his roommate stole them as a surprise.

? But I broke up with him, but at a certain moment I suddenly felt that I didn't love him, and I was tired. He doesn't care about me, what can a sincere heart get?

On the day of breaking up, I cried, but I didn't want to get back together.

He came to me early the next morning and my roommate woke me up. It is still raining outside. I walked out of school with an umbrella and he was holding a bunch of flowers. This is also the first bouquet of flowers sent by boys in my life, but it's a pity that it's to get back together.

? He said he was wrong. He didn't show up when I needed him. I said I was really tired, I couldn't love it, and I haven't taught you to grow up for three years.

? He always thinks that I can't leave him and I won't leave, so of course he doesn't have to be so concerned about me.

? Later, a week later, we went to the aquarium to play once, which was the first time we went to this amusement place with him.

? Finally, we broke up peacefully and chose to let go of each other.

10.

? Three years, from youth to adulthood.

? I've only seen one movie with him. I'll buy a ticket and ask him to come out.

? The most serious meal after he and I left high school was to go to a buffet with my roommate.

? After a long-distance relationship, I asked him if he would come to see me every month. He always said that he would come back next month, and then he kept putting it off.

? When he sees something beautiful, he will show it to me, say that he will buy it for me, and then it will be gone.

? He said he would take me on a trip. He said that he had prepared the funds and bought the tablet in a few days.

? He asked me, is the sense of security and ceremony really that important? He said it would be good for me to live with the ceremony all my life, so I was the only one who urged him to talk about our anniversary.

? We're just on holiday. He doesn't think it's necessary. On my birthday, he will lose his temper because I don't say what I want.

? I gave him three years of youth, full of love and myself.

? He won't show up when I need him.

? In fact, he is also a very good boy. He can cook, do housework and even know the trivial things in life.

? After breaking up, he told me that sometimes he actually knew he could do it, but he just didn't want to do it. He didn't think it was important.

? With him, I learned how to love someone and what it's like to be heartbroken.

? But in the end, I chose to leave him, because the accumulation of details and disappointment is really too important. I am not a material girl. I don't care if he gave me a gift, but I can't stand that he gave me hope and let me down again and again.

? After breaking up, I cried for several days and hardly ate for several days. I lost ten pounds in just a few days.

? I ended the love that I will never forget in my life.

1 1.

? I am now the monitor of our class and one of the class committees, so my contact with him has to start from my daily work.

? Because it's the class committee, everyone will assign work at ordinary times, and sometimes I will communicate with the monitor. Sometimes he speaks directly and simply, giving people an elusive high cold.

? Since my predecessor never took me to play games, I often ask my roommates or class groups if they have friends who play games.

? As engineering students, there are many boys, and most of them like to play games, so the class group will often discuss the game content. Only then did I know that the monitor is an excellent player in our class.

? So I joked that he would take me with him, and then we played games together once in a while and got to know each other quickly.

? As the only girl in the class committee, I need to help with a lot of meticulous work, and I will do it enthusiastically.

? He is a very withdrawn boy, who doesn't talk much and often does his own thing.

Share some topics with me occasionally, but usually the connection is not very close.

12.

? After I broke up, he suddenly sent me a lot of messages. He told me about my family and asked my ex.

? I seem to have found my confidante, so I slowly told him my story. There was no movement in the dialog box for a long time. When I went to see it again, he said, "If you fall in love with me ..."

? I was suddenly confused. I said you wait for me.

? I always thought he was a reliable friend, but I didn't expect him to have an idea for me. He hid it too deep.

? Maybe it's a secret that has been buried for a long time. Just confess it directly. So I got to know him one by one.

? He said he thought I was special a long time ago, and he said it was too late to know me. He is obviously a quiet and cold temper, but he is completely different from me.

? He said that he had been waiting for me for too long.

13.

? When my roommate found out, he encouraged me to start a new life.

? During that time, I was still negative and pessimistic. My roommate and boyfriend called me and my gift to go to the amusement park.

? It was the eleventh day after we broke up. That day, we went to the haunted house, took a roller coaster, ate shrimp and sang songs. After many exciting projects, I heard this usually cold boy sing for the first time. I know, he did it for me.

? We played until after eleven o'clock and climbed over the wall to go back to the dormitory. The excitement and happiness of the day made me relax a lot, and I was moved by his accommodation and details on the way to play.

? That day I promised him that I would start a new life and try to let go of the past and hold another boy's hand.

14.

? Now this boy has enough preference and love for me.

? When I wake up in the morning, I will see his mood and say how lucky he is. He will coax me when I am hurt and wronged and treat me like a child.

? He still seldom talks, but he will silently line up with me under an umbrella in the scorching sun and secretly appear outside the observation room to wait for me. His love for me depends not on promises, but on small things.

? I talked about my new love carefully, but he held me carefully in his hand.

? We don't have many hobbies, but we support each other's hobbies. He will praise me for my good-looking Hanfu, and I will accompany him to watch the ball game, and so will all love.

? He sent a gift box on his birthday. He knew I played basketball, so he gave me a pair of shoes. There are love certificates and two greeting cards in the gift box, as well as hot cocoa just bought and Hollywood cake sent by SF Express.

? He didn't write much cards. He said: "I finally waited for you, and there will be no copywriting except you." "Nice to meet you. I never thought that love would be so wonderful. "

? He is a boy who is not good at expressing, but he carefully gives people enough sense of ceremony and security.

? It's not that he doesn't like my past, nor is he an incomplete self. He said he would mind a little, but he accepted everything from me and only hoped that he and I would not be too burdened in the future.

? After being with him, I found that I can also be loved.

15.

? On the eleventh day after breaking up with my ex, I took another boy's hand.

? Ex-friends came to scold me, saying that I was seamlessly connected, saying that I cheated, and cuckolded my ex.

? I just want to say that I am just an ordinary girl and I believe in fairy tales.

? Disappointment is enough, and a peaceful breakup is the best ending. I don't regret meeting my predecessor. He taught me how to love a person, learned to be sensible and learned to be patient, but it was fate after all.

? I'm lucky to have my present job. He made me understand that girls should not feel inferior and humble, and I can have my own life and future with pride.

? Relieve the past and be full of hope for the future.

? Man, you can turn back, but you can't.

Postscript:

? When I read this article again, it was winter overnight. The cold wind in winter came to the winter solstice as scheduled, and I was too cold to go out.

? After the roll call on Sunday, he dragged me to dinner, and the cold wind made my hands and feet cold. Without saying anything, he pulled me into his arms and wrapped me in his coat.

? At that moment, I suddenly felt that the beauty in the world is such a simple and stable happiness.

? I am lucky to meet someone who is full of me. I love him now.