You want to die if you are disfigured. What should I do?

10 years ago, I was only 15 years old. At that time, I was very sunny, and God gave me a handsome face, because this handsome face was chased by many girls, because she had moles on her face, and because Dot mole, who loved beauty, disfigured her face, with several ugly scars on her face. Later, I learned that Dot mole's potion is dilute sulfuric acid, and it is better to know that sulfuric acid with moles is better than that with scars. If the world could go back in time, I would go back to that moment and stop it from happening. I would even cherish all these beautiful things in the world. Because of that scar, I am so depressed that I have to live like this all my life! How can I live my life! Because of scars, hyperplasia, seasonal changes, hot and cold changes, it hurts, so my parents are ashamed of my ugliness and don't help me in this world. Because of the scar on my face, others regard me with special respect and even call me ugly. I don't earn enough money in my daily work and life. Who can help me a guy from Sichuan? Even if I borrow it, I don't want to live in this dark world Living in this world of looking at faces, living in this moment, I feel so miserable. Maybe one day I can't stand it, and I will fall into this world. I didn't lie or try my best to create. After reading this article, I published my feelings on 20115.