Why do I look like a person who has never seen the world? Everything is like rustic! My family condition is not worse than the average person, my father is a cadre,

You have to face yourself first. You didn't face up to yourself and regain your confidence, so you always felt that everything you did was not good. In fact, no matter what you do or what others think, you care too much about others' opinions, so you feel looked down upon by others. In fact, as long as you live well. It doesn't matter what others think. Do things with your heart, believe in yourself and treat others sincerely. Others will be sincere to you. Slowly, you will find that more and more people will recognize you and you will get better and better. Don't always think about what others will think of you if you do something. Just do it boldly. Come on! I used to be a little like you, but I just needed to regain my confidence and have a good time. It's all from the heart I hope this helps.