Thirty-six-year-old memorial essay

As the saying goes: Thirty-six are happy, thirty-six are sad. It means that the age of thirty-six is ??a watershed in life, and success or failure has been basically determined! Unknowingly, I have passed the age of thirty-six, and my life has passed seventy. No matter what, it is necessary to review myself. Where to start? Although I am an ordinary person, when it comes to speaking, I should have a lot to say!

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On the afternoon of New Year’s Eve in 2013, after having the last meal of the year, the whole family began to prepare the first meal of the next year, of course making dumplings . At this time, which is usually the most relaxing time, my mother suddenly said to me thoughtfully: "You will be thirty-six after the New Year. Good or bad times are unpredictable. We will all go to the temple to worship in a while and strive to be the best." Fragrance, wishing you auspicious start in the new year!” I didn’t take it seriously, “Who still believes this now? It’s just a matter of course, just live it as you should, pay more attention, be more careful, and nothing will happen to you.” The mother immediately became angry, "You don't understand anything, kid. Thirty-six years old is a hurdle in life, and many people can't get over it!" Seeing the seriousness of the mother's words, everyone's expressions suddenly changed. Seeing that the atmosphere was dull, the wife said, "Then listen to your mother, respect God, and at least have peace of mind."

The family talked and laughed, set up mahjong, and watched the Spring Festival Gala while playing. My mother looked at her watch from time to time. At 23 o'clock, she immediately stood up and said, "It's almost time. Let's go quickly." So everyone immediately packed up and waited for my mother to get the incense and firecrackers. For my thirty-six years old, On the last dark night of the year, people in large numbers went to the Empress Temple, the most famous temple in our area with a large number of believers, to worship the gods.

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Regarding the thirty-six-year-old, I have heard a lot of bits and pieces of opinions. In short, it is all about bad luck and dangerous destiny. , To reduce misfortune and bring disasters means that you must do some spiritual and spiritual exercises in order to avoid disasters and turn disasters into good fortune. In fact, that's what it means. If no one mentions it, many people won't care about the thirty-six-year-old curse. But when someone mentions it, with its many mysterious elements and colors, they can't help but feel uneasy. I am in awe of my destiny, and naturally I am afraid of turning thirty-six. Of course, it is a bit nonsense to attribute this phenomenon to a certain religion, because strictly speaking, China is neither a Buddhist country nor a Taoist society, nor does it have any awareness of Islam, Christianity, or Orthodoxy. In terms of form, it is said that Chinese people believe in all religions in their ideology, but they are not similar to the religious beliefs that all people in Western countries believe in. Therefore, they believe in everything, but in fact they believe in nothing. Generally speaking, the Chinese people only believe in a mysterious culture, such as Buddhism, Zen and Taoism, ghosts and demons, Feng Shui Bagua, Qi Men Dun Jia, Gang evil stars, etc., from the "Emperor Dragon Seed" of emperors and kings to the "destiny of ordinary people" ”, under the inheritance of thousands of years of mysticism, people have been superstitious about life, destiny, good and bad luck, life span, fate and cause and effect, etc. for generations. Among them, the age of thirty-six is ??a mysterious elemental symbol. With the great prosperity of people's material life, more and more attention is paid to the unpredictable and mysterious destiny of the thirty-six-year-old. It seems that several classmates helped organize my thirty-sixth birthday in advance, and that was the reason.

But I always carelessly don’t care about these. “Life is in my hands, destiny depends on hard work.” A wonderful life is not dominated by luck, but depends on oneself. Continuously struggle and strive to interpret valuable meaning for a short life. The reason why people attach so much importance to thirty-six is ??because in my opinion, if a person can live to thirty-six, at least in terms of the time he stays in this world, it is not a pity. "Seventy years are rare in life." Thirty-six years old is half of life. People often say "living enough", but how long does it take to live "living enough"? In ancient times, the age of thirty-six was commonly known as "leaving a beard", also known as "benshou", which means that when a person lives to this age, he has basically lived his original lifespan. Because the material life in ancient times was difficult to maintain a high average life expectancy, people would not regret it if they could live beyond 36 years old. From then on, growing a beard and being mature and dignified was a very satisfying show of life. From this point of view, I can now be regarded as "living enough", which is really a great joy in this life! But as for whether you will have a long life worth showing off, and whether you can enjoy happiness and wealth safely and smoothly, you have to rely on your mother's "god-respecting" prayers.

In fact, the number thirty-six is ??indeed a very important Hades number in Yi Xue. It has extremely rich special meanings and carries the mystery of a person, a world, and reincarnation. information. When it comes to us ordinary people, the number thirty-six has evolved to represent life span, and naturally there is a mysterious power that controls our life, death, and disasters. Therefore, there has always been a saying among the people that "everyone has thirty-six, and it is either a disaster or a blessing." As the saying goes, as to whether it is a blessing or a curse, it depends on the individual's luck.

It seems that my mother’s behavior and the celebrations of my classmates and friends are really for my own good!

Recalling the experience, complex emotions such as emotion, lamentation, lamentation, chagrin, frustration, depression, depression, irritability, etc. are intertwined in my heart. All the failures and setbacks have concentrated in this year, rushing towards me again and again. Smooth destiny. Thinking about it, it really corresponds to the legendary saying of "sad hurdle".

This year, my work has been repeatedly frustrated, either due to personnel obstacles or in vain. I have been running up and down, walking left and right, but it is still in vain. I see the sharp blade of time slashing to the left and right, showing the vicissitudes of life. His body was riddled with scars and filled with endless anger. Ordinary life either encounters accidents or sudden changes. The once sincere feelings are blown away by wind and rain; the close friends in the past have become distant and indifferent. How many times have we stood in the countryside at dusk, in the lonely figure in the twilight, only... Neng Kong secretly hated Xitian, and in the loneliness that no one could understand, he could only try his best to quietly hide the embarrassment of physical and mental exhaustion and exhaustion. At the age of thirty-six, a man's dream should be a time to fly freely, express his emotions, and be high-spirited, but for me, it is just a difficult road of gloomy asceticism in the dark. Returning home at the end of the year, standing in the wilderness of my hometown, at the age of thirty-six, I let out a long sigh to the sky!

In fact, the depression caused by many unfavorable situations is, in the final analysis, just a kind of stage fright due to the psychological crisis at the age of thirty-six. I believe in some fate, but I have believed in the principle that "you have to endure hardships to become a human being" since I was a child. My stubborn character and unwillingness to admit defeat will not let me believe in destiny and go to extremes. I am a conservative thinker who is somewhat restricted by society, elders, and inherent traditional rules. I have low self-esteem and cowardice. I follow the rules and cannot form a strong force for progress. In my self-consciousness, I often cannot find a way to break through myself. But I am even more of an "angry youth". I always have rebellious passion in my bones. I am always impulsive and adventurous in my actions. I even pursue a sense of pride in subversion and destruction. My rebellious eyes are always peeking into my hidden heart. Everything finally happened in the middle of my life when I was thirty-six years old. Due to a series of setbacks, I became a kind of morbid condition - either cynical or discouraged. I always used "no way" and "look away" to deal with my feelings. The true thought of "I can't do it anymore" seems like the curtain of life is about to fall. At the age of thirty-six, I have become more aware of my own psychological flaws.

However, no matter how depressed one is, life in this world is always beautiful. Sitting behind the memories and watching the flowing clouds, the frustration of thirty-six years old is just a temporary blindness. Why don't you see that when I encountered difficulties, there were many people who enthusiastically helped me, and many people gave me warm comfort and encouraging confidence. When I was feeling down, many people continued to enlighten me, rekindling my hope, restoring my confidence, and making persistent efforts. My relatives and friends did not abandon me, and their spiritual support allowed me to survive at the age of thirty-six.

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Thirty-six years old is just one year, only three hundred and sixty-five days. The flowers will still bloom after spring is gone. Winter has gone and spring has come again, and I am still here. Life has reached the age of thirty-six, and the green years have passed behind me. The sincere, honest, kind, and dreamy heartfelt words, the diary filled with secrets, the throbbing of infinite youthful reverie, and the beautiful melody of life. , is gradually moving away from us. This is the record of time, but it is also the account book tempered by the years. We have invested our youth, devoted our hard work and sweat, and given our innocence and beauty. Now, it is time to throw away all the misfortunes and sorrows. It’s time to forget the river and move forward!

A person’s destiny, as long as he believes in himself, he will not be easily defeated. No matter what the situation is, I always give myself secret encouragement because of my persistent persistence in my beliefs in life.

There is no obstacle that cannot be overcome, there is no eternal night, and the ups and downs encountered are just a wave occasionally stirred up by the long river of life. Hope is on the journey of tomorrow!

At the age of thirty-six, I have gone through the first half of my life, and I no longer have nostalgia and memories; at the age of thirty-six next, I will live every day with my heart and leave no regrets. This life is enough!

Looking back at the footsteps we have traveled over the past thirty-five years, there are joys, pains, helplessness, abandonment, and even stumbling and stumbling. But no matter what, at the age of thirty-six, he is still walking towards me unstoppably.

The thirty-sixth anniversary celebration is a summary of the first half of life; the thirty-sixth anniversary celebration is a look forward to the second half of life...