June is black.

"Is it easy for a big black dog to be unhappy?"

One day in June, the one-sided bean asked her mother:

Mother touched his head,

"Silly boy, don't think so much."

(2)

If the month has color, June must be black. That's what the bean guy thinks.

Persistent unhappiness, persistent unwillingness to move, persistent inability to sleep, bad June, bad diced beans.

(3)

Mother said to the man they called beans, "honey, you have been in bed for a week." You can't go on like this. It's a beautiful day today. Let's go out to play with you. "

The bean didn't want to move, but he didn't want to make his mother sad, so the bean got up, dressed, ate, walked and slept. That bean feels like a marionette, and all the actions are meaningless.

One day in June, one-sided beans went out. The sky is blue, the clouds are white and the scenery is beautiful, but the one-sided beans are not interested in enjoying it. What does the scenery have to do with yourself? In June, it was hot and tired. When I went out to see it, the one called Douding fell down. The one called Douding thinks he can't do anything well and just wants to do nothing.

(4)

Under the big sun in June, there seems to be a unique dark cloud on the head of one bean. Elsewhere in Wan Li, the sky is clear, and the place they call beans is covered with dark clouds.

Bad June, bad travel experience, bad diced bean.

(5)

The little head they called beans couldn't help thinking, "Why am I alive? Why can't I do anything well? I know nothing, I don't know what I have. " All these words flew into the mind of the one-sided bean, just like someone manipulated the brain of the one-sided bean, making the one-sided bean think constantly and making the one-sided bean feel breathless.

(6)

The person they called beans felt that the first time she wanted to understand these problems was on a sleepless night in June, when the word "death" suddenly popped up in her mind. It seems that with this word, all problems have been solved. The one they called bean thinks this idea is ridiculous, but most of the time, she unconsciously thought of this solution. This idea keeps appearing and being brainwashed. Later, that bean thought it was the best way.

(7)

One-sided bean's mother found something wrong with one-sided bean. At first, she just felt that one bean was in a bad mood, and it will be fine in a few days, but it seems that one bean's mood has not improved at all. One-sided beans will accompany their mother out to eat. Everything seems to be getting better, but nothing seems to be getting better.

His mother made his favorite chicken rolls. In the past, he could eat three diced beans at a time and only one, although he still smiled and said "delicious" to his mother.

Mom goes with him. In the past, the one called Dou Ding always ran in front and shouted to his mother, "Mom, look at this, look at that."

Now the bean still follows his mother, but he walks slowly. Her mother said, "It's a beautiful day today."

The one called Dou Ding also said, "What a nice day."

Mother looked at the little one they called bean without a happy light in her eyes.

Mom is worried. One-sided beans pretend to be good, but in fact they are getting worse. Mom doesn't know what to do. She chose to play this scene with the one they called Douding. Mom believes everything will be all right.

(8)

The rainy season in June came, and it was gray for three consecutive days. When my mother made his favorite chicken roll with a bean, she found a fruit knife missing. While eating, my mother found a fruit knife in the bedroom of One Bean.

Mom didn't say anything. She walked to the side of a bean, gently touched the head of a bean, and shed tears while touching it.

(9)

"Mom, am I very useless? Isn't it melodramatic? Is it not brave? " The one they called bean looked at her mother and asked.

"No, my little one they called bean is the bravest. I never cried when I was a child. I once broke my leg without shouting pain. Mom is always afraid that you are too brave. Do you know that being strong is sometimes a derogatory term? Let's go to the hospital. "

( 10)

At the end of June, the one-sided bean and her mother went to the hospital. Black June has passed, and one-sided beans hope to see colorful July with their mothers.

( 1 1)

"Mom, is it easy for the big black dog to be unhappy?"

"Silly boy, of course not. What makes you unhappy is that you have a big black dog named depression in your heart. If you have such a big black dog in your heart, all you have to do is tame it. When you domesticate a dog, the dog is no longer terrible. "

( 12)

One bean thinks, as the best big black dog, how can it be defeated by another big black dog? It's just a big black dog, and their decision to call Dou Ding fights with it to the death.

Popular science:

Depression, also known as depressive disorder, is characterized by obvious and persistent depression and is the main type of mood disorder. Clinically, it can be seen that depression is not commensurate with its situation. Emotional depression can range from moping to grief-stricken, self-abased and depressed, even pessimistic and world-weary, and there may be suicide attempts or behaviors; Even appear stiff; Some cases have obvious anxiety and restlessness; In severe cases, mental symptoms such as hallucinations and delusions may occur. Each attack lasts at least 2 weeks, and even years for the elderly. Most cases tend to recur, most can be relieved, and some can have residual symptoms or become chronic. (from Baidu Encyclopedia)