Article 520. Do you want to buy cigarettes for dad?

I've been struggling to buy cigarettes for my father these two days.

My dad used to say: When I grow up and get married, I don't want to buy anything when I go home, so I will buy two cigarettes for my dad.

Yesterday was the Mid-Autumn Festival. When I was choosing gifts for my parents, I remembered this picture again. The little people in my head started fighting.

If you buy it, it is actually equivalent to "helping others abuse."

My dad is a heavy smoker. He packs 2 or 3 packs of cigarettes a day and never stops. Smoking made him suffer from severe pharyngitis. As long as I can remember, I was awakened by his cough every morning.

Smoking has many hidden dangers of lung cancer and various lung diseases. Don't even think about it. The more I think about it, the more headache I have.

Besides, if I bought it, it is estimated that my mother will be unhappy and will definitely nag me: if I can't choose, I will know that buying cigarettes for my father is not harmful enough. When you buy cigarettes, you support your father to smoke. ...

But what if you don't buy it? Dad will be disappointed, and I will feel guilty myself.

When I was young, I was very greedy for sugar. I always thought I could eat sugar every day, so I began to cry every time I ate it, crying for sugar. Every time I cry, my mother loses her temper. But after mom left, dad would secretly add sugar to my rice. Satisfy my thoughts.

Once, because my father secretly added sugar to my meal.

My parents also had a fight.

My mother: Look at your daughter's teeth. She was bitten by some bug. You still spoil him and give her candy.

Dad: Give her candy if you like, son. Let's stare at her and brush her teeth more often in the future.

Thinking of this scene, I feel ashamed of my father. When I was a child, my father made various efforts for what I liked, and my simple needs for my father were difficult to meet.

It's really too difficult. Is there really no way to have health and love at the same time