I have a house and a car, but why am I unhappy!

I graduated from college for almost four years and worked in computer software. I like the climate and economic environment in Shenzhen very much, so I decided to take root in Shenzhen.

At present, I am running a software company, and my income has been fairly stable in the past two years. With the support of my parents and brother, I bought a house (loan) before the house price rose sharply in 2006. I spent 1 1 10,000 on a favorite car this year.

Actually, buying a car is not practical for me, and my business doesn't need to drive. But men always envy watching others drive. And I want to be the legendary car owner as soon as possible. Although I have little confidence in my future.

Now let's talk about my present life: I feel very tired and unhappy every day.

1. At work: Because the house bought is used to register the company, the office and accommodation are in the company. The daily work of the company is two people.

There are always many things I need to do every day-developing users, making programs that maintenance personnel can't understand, and other things of the company ..... I dare not recruit any more people, because my company's software is aimed at small customers, so I don't have much confidence to invest too much; In fact, I need some good salespeople, but this software sales promotion needs a lot of professional knowledge, and ordinary sales can't meet the requirements. So selling this piece, which is also the most important piece, can only be done by me.

I am constantly suppressed by this and that every day. Exaggerated, sometimes I don't go downstairs for a week, and the only time I feel relaxed is lying in bed watching TV after dinner.

2. Let's talk about life: I seldom attend parties. There are few friends in Shenzhen. I used to know some fellow villagers in Shenzhen as relatives, but I didn't have much time to meet because of my busy work. Some friends I met at online parties basically alienated me after I met them.

I am eager to meet some good friends and often walk around together, both men and women can. But in a foreign country, it is difficult to make friends because of the awareness of prevention between people.

I long for love. I have only met no more than five opportunities in Shenzhen in the past three years. But most people are interested in me, but I don't like others, so I passed by. Some people want to associate with others, but they are indifferent to me. I think I have some high demands on my future girlfriend. Besides, I am in the company almost every day. The company's business has little to do with Shenzhen (mainly for other provinces and cities), so I don't have much contact.

This is me now: worried about my future career+loneliness.