Was I so worthless in your eyes at that time?

? TV series and novels are deceptive, not all unrequited love can have results, and not all confessions can be successful.

17 years old, I 15 years old, came to the high school campus in a daze. Away from my best friends and favorite grandparents, I came to this strange city to study alone. I don't know what will happen along the way. At that time, I came to the classroom the earliest every day, but my grades were the worst.

? 18, it's been a year, and I feel that I haven't made any breakthrough in my studies. Very distressed, yes, at what time, I pinned my hopes on the Internet. I am in love. I have a boyfriend online. There is no other reason to be with him, just because he confessed to me and his voice is beautiful.

? 19 years, I began to become extroverted. I know you because of some courses. I don't know, this is the beginning of disaster. Since then, I have a good friend in other classes. Compared with the boys who can only study in our class, you are really different.

? Do you know that?/You know what? Do you know that?/You know what? I don't know why some boys laugh so sunny, run so fast, stretch their ligaments so badly, and are very humorous. The results are still so excellent, and I feel more humble than ever. I think I'm just a star, and you are really a meteor across the sky.

Broke up, and the boyfriend who had been online dating for more than a year ended like this. We have entered senior three. In order to catch up with you, I study really hard. After the exam, I improved by 200. And you, however, have regressed, so our ranking has been pulled in.

At that time, I foolishly thought that the distance between us was really close. ...

? You seem a little sad, I didn't notice, but you seem to have found my mind and deliberately kept your distance from me. I'm really sad to change partners on purpose. At that time, I hid in my mosquito net and cried secretly every day. I'm afraid my roommate will find me, so I can only wipe my tears silently. I always dream about you.

? The book says, "I dreamed of someone because he was forgetting you." I didn't take it seriously. I never thought that one day you were there waving to me, and I was as happy as a fool. Forget everything before.

I think this is my chance. On Sunday afternoon, I asked you out to confess. It was too painful to recall the specific content, but I was still rejected. I admit, I looked like a fool at that time. I went back to the dormitory, and in the toilet, I felt as if I had lost something, but I couldn't say it. It turns out that people really feel heartache. When I went downstairs to the classroom, I saw him playing badminton with other girls. Come on, it's really normal, but I'm even sadder.

? "Give me back my letter," I almost shouted. I can't control my emotions, I'm just wronged. I deleted QQ and WeChat, deleted my phone number, threw away everything about him, and even confessed that I was wearing clothes to see him that day. I thought I was free.

? However, this became a hurdle that I couldn't get around at that time. Every time I think of the scene that day, I feel that I have failed. Absence of mind in class, insomnia, decline in grades, bottleneck. Let me have the illusion that I have worked hard. I am tired every day, but I miss him very much in every class. When everyone left, I cried on my desk alone. Am I lovelorn? He is the first boy I like since I was a child.

The pace of time will not stop because of my sadness. I really failed the college entrance examination, crying and begging my parents to repeat it. Leaving him, I went to a strange environment, a school that no one knew. This year, I am very happy that I still failed the college entrance examination. Fortunately, it is still more than forty points higher than a line.

? Every time I go back to my old high school, it seems that he is not the only one in my world.

Looking back now, it was really stupid. Stupid woman, why do you want to destroy your hard-earned country in the hands of a man? Last year's question was as simple as that. Can't he go to Tsinghua Peking University and make him blind? There are so many excellent boys. Only excellent can you have a good boyfriend! What's so great about him? We don't want it.

? This is the true story of a good friend of mine, and I want to give this letter to her former self.

? I also want to tell all the girls: "don't chase a horse, spend the time chasing a horse on planting grass." In the coming spring, there will be a group of good horses for you to choose from. "