What about the sad sentence of a woman's injury?

I'm not cold-blooded, nor am I slow-hot. I'm just afraid of putting in and paying too much, and I'll be sad when I leave. It's not that I don't know how to persist, but that I don't want to wronged myself any more. I thought I was afraid of the farewell moment, but I was also afraid of reunion. We are all waiting for each other to let go first, and then we all forget how much we love each other. I don't want to love you anymore, but I am afraid that you will suddenly appear and bring me endless tenderness in my world. I don't want to be hurt by you again, so I chose to leave. You are my confusion, I am your indifference, no heart, only heartache. We are all waiting for each other to let go first, and then we all forget how much we love each other. Your name is only a few centimeters short, but it runs through the time when I miss you for so long. Your shadow hovered in my mind and passed in the blink of an eye. Unconsciously, I have thought about you so many times.