I am an introverted and a little insecure girl. I don't think she is very beautiful, but she is definitely not ugly. I have talked about two boyfriends before, both of whom are in class.

Although your first two relationships ended in vain, you can see that your charm is not small, because you are associated with the best boys, so you should be full of confidence in yourself. I quite appreciate the way you handle your feelings at present. Indeed, the second and third years of high school are the most important stages in your study career. The primary goal is not to let your feelings interfere with your study. There is still a long way to go in your later life, so you can put aside your emotional affairs. Besides, neither of you likes each other to the point where you can't extricate yourself.