Life is a practice

When people are alive, there are always troubles and unhappiness of one kind or another. For me, the best way to resolve them is to write a diary. Express your worries and unhappiness in the form of words, and they will be fixed in the words on the computer from your heart, and your emotions will slowly clear up.

It is said that life is a journey, and yes, there are scenery along the way, and there are also wind and rain. The scenery makes you feel happy and your steps are light, but the wind and rain can make you depressed and distressed, making your steps difficult.

I say that life is a practice. No matter the scenery, wind or rain, we must cultivate ourselves. Only by cultivating your body and mind to be strong enough can you not only reap the beautiful scenery along the way, but also be able to bravely face any wind and rain in the journey of life.

Let’s talk about work first. How to practice when facing troubles at work. Asking myself, I don’t like my current job. Working for the Discipline Inspection Commission is too rigorous and very procedural. But for someone like me who likes to write and write, I seem to like my free nature and a more casual work life. Being inhibited due to work reasons, when work is not going well, there will always be an inexplicable irritability in my heart. Just like years ago, the inspections in the case management office were all fake, and they were done with such a big fanfare, which was just a torment. I have a more casual personality and dare to complain in front of everyone. I think many young secretaries of the Commission for Discipline Inspection will not complain lightly when faced with the dull working environment of the Commission for Discipline Inspection. When you are agitated, calm down, think carefully, and realize that you are not mature enough in your heart. Now, since we cannot change the working environment, the wise thing to do is to adapt to the environment. In the process of adapting to the environment, strive to seek breakthroughs in order to change the status quo. Just prepare for the worst. My work as a Discipline Inspection Commission is not a long-term thing. The administrative work of the agency will undergo major changes every two to three years, or at most five years. For a short period of time, treat it as a kind of training. Instead of suffering passively, it is better to adapt happily and adjust your mentality. We do not seek excellence in work, but we should also learn to be calm and flexibly and tactfully deal with tasks that we do not like.

Thinking about it this way, I feel relieved. By the way, I need to ask the secretary for a disciplinary inspection officer as soon as possible. There is no full-time disciplinary inspection officer, which is one of the reasons why I am most annoyed when I take over the work of the Discipline Inspection Commission. I find that I am increasingly disgusted with some tedious daily tasks. It’s not that I don’t know how to do it, but I don’t want to do it, and I can’t get any sense of accomplishment from doing it.

Let’s talk about the troubles at home. The worries at home are nothing more than dealing with the relationship with parents, wife, and children. I have always considered myself to be a family-oriented person with strong traditional values. In ordinary days, people will consciously and even deliberately work hard to run a family. For example, go home often to see your parents, bring them gifts, and chat with them about home life. During this process, I also expressed it several times in my diary. Ever since I fell in love with my wife, I have been staying at my father-in-law’s house in the countryside during the Chinese New Year. First, I have three brothers and I can’t spend the Chinese New Year with my parents. I also have two older brothers with them, so they won’t be alone. Second, my two daughters, my mother-in-law has always been with us to help take care of them, and my wife is a sister. My mother-in-law usually helps you take care of people, so naturally she wants you to take your children to celebrate the New Year with them. For more than ten years, at first, the two elder brothers and their whole family went to Longtan's hometown to spend the New Year with their parents. Later, the parents took turns spending the New Year at the two elder brothers' homes in the county town. Because of this, when I usually work in my hometown, I go back to see my parents when I have time. I also pay more attention to some details, so that they can feel the care of their children and be happy. This is the first time this year that I will celebrate the New Year at a small home in the county town. I will bring my parents with me to celebrate the New Year together. This could have been a warm and beautiful year, but due to his father's unreasonableness and his lack of self-cultivation, the father and son had a fierce quarrel. The happy time of reunion turned into an indelible heartache.

This incident had a huge impact on my thinking and even left a psychological shadow. If I think about it carefully, if I can't change my father's unreasonable character, the only thing I can change is myself. In this matter, I have made serious subjective mistakes. I am not tolerant enough. I am easily excited and emotional. I am easily aroused by other people's unreasonable actions and words, which ultimately results in a lose-lose situation for both parties. The night I had a conflict with my father, I stayed up all night.

After reflection, I thought that it might be the long-term psychological depression caused by the mother’s strong personality on the father. Now, in front of our children, she always nags and criticizes the mother’s faults, but we can’t understand, so , there is a conflict. Although the root of the fault is not with me, in order to prevent my father from having any worries, I have taken the initiative to resolve the issue with my father several times in my hometown recently, telling my father that he should let the past matter go by and not worry about it anymore. How to proactively handle the relationship with my father is really a difficult life practice for me.

Finally, let’s talk about the troubles of ideals, or the troubles of pursuing the meaning of life.

Having said so much, it is all about the unsatisfactory life. I remember that I once expressed in my diary that I was disdainful of the fact that "nine out of ten life is unsatisfactory", thinking that there are so many unsatisfactory things in life. Now that I look into it carefully, there are really so many things that are unsatisfactory. Therefore, it is particularly necessary to adjust your mentality and cultivate your body and mind.

When you are in a good mood, think about yourself now. Through hard work, you have been admitted to the position of associate department. In the small work environment you are in, you can be regarded as a person with status. At the same time, because of his identity, he applied for national titles for two villages in the town, initiated the establishment of the school history museum of his alma mater, registered a local charity association, established a party branch, and carried out long-term public welfare activities in the local area. There are some achievements that I use to promote my hometown through writing. Now, after hard work, I have wisely changed my house in the county and live in a very satisfactory house. I have a car and my whole family is healthy. I have developed some good habits, such as reading, writing diaries, running, outdoors, and my days are not windy. The scenery is beautiful, but it is also peaceful and comfortable. I still remember an article I wrote a few years ago called "Talk about the present day", which expresses contentment, gratitude, and an optimistic attitude towards life. I also plan to develop the good habit of growing flowers and drinking tea, so that every ordinary day will be fulfilled and interesting.

Life is a practice. Be grateful and contented, reflect and reflect frequently, try not to be worried or fearful, and pursue happiness, and you will surely become lighter.