My eyes, your back

Dear baby, it's late at night, and you have slept soundly, with a shallow smile on your bright face. I think this is a beautiful dream about the future. Mom has packed your last things and slept wearily. The light is out, and I can't sleep with my eyes open. You have gone to college, and you will leave us tomorrow to study and live in another city alone. /kloc-for 0/8 years, you haven't left my eyes for a moment. Your happiness and sadness are in my loving eyes. But tomorrow, you will leave, my baby, and my tears can't help flowing out. ...

When you were born, I held you and looked at you motionless. I think you are the cutest baby in the world. Your grandmother warned me that adults have toxic eyes and can't stare at children all the time. I have been worried since the day you were born. I want to call you from time to time when I am at work or on a business trip. You cried, you smiled, you crawled, you called dad, and everything about you was the source of my happiness. The first thing to do when I go home is to hold you and tease you. Your little progress makes me very happy.

After a long time, you went to kindergarten and elementary school, and you became a quiet little girl, shy, introverted and self-respecting. You never need me and my mother to rush your studies. You are smart and diligent, and you have won the praise of teachers and classmates in the school. What impressed me the most was when I was in the third grade. Because I was new to English, I didn't feel the way to learn, and I didn't care much, so I only got 28 points in the first exam. When I came back from school that day, I felt that you were as listless and unhappy as a serious illness. I didn't eat dinner at night. I went upstairs alone, silently leaned against the bed, and finally fell asleep unconsciously. I like to help you lie down and tuck you in. Although my mother and I have never blamed you, since then, you have studied harder, especially English. After finishing your homework, you often have to write words and texts repeatedly. I'm tired of being asked to say you are silent. You said, "lazy dad, people are forced to learn by their parents." In the mid-term exam, you got 96 points in English at once. The class teacher praised you again and again and was amazed. Mom and dad are really proud of you.

I was working in the countryside, and I couldn't go home for a few days when I was busy with my work. The happiest thing for me to go home is to meet you at school and wait for your time at the school gate. I am very happy and looking forward to it. You come out in line wearing a red scarf. I put your schoolbag on my shoulder, took you to a roadside stall to buy a delicious one, and went home laughing while eating. It was my father's happiest time ... I accompanied you to the graduation ceremony, and you took photos with teachers and classmates in front of the teaching building. Then, your classmates Shen Nan, Jun Jun and Liu Cong, who often go to our home to do their homework, separated. ...

Baby, you are really good. With so many students in a junior high school, you are still among the best. Although I have never asked for your ranking, I am more concerned about your physical and mental health and happiness, but you have a strong sense of self-esteem and honor and always ask for yourself consciously. Every day in junior high school for three years, wind, frost, rain and snow, we all walked together. You are very dependent, and I always feel uneasy about letting you come and go alone. Growing up with you is the greatest enjoyment of my life. I am glad that you have grown from a babbling child to a slim girl. I am glad that my father has grown silver hair in his black hair. One month before the exam, we get up and run on time every morning. From the Environmental Protection Bureau to the Land Bureau, you ran pale and panting, but you persisted. That month, we experienced hard work and tasted the joy of success. Later, you achieved very good sports results. You never bother your parents when you are at school. You got into high school easily, and we are all proud of you.

In the first week of high school, you were doing military training on campus. I went to see you at noon. You lie on the table in camouflage. You look up, your face is sweaty and sunburned. I choked with sadness and couldn't speak. You wiped my tears and said, "Dad, Dad, what's wrong with you?" "I decided to stay with you for another three years, because I know that after three years, even if I want to be with you, there is no chance. The time you spend with your parents will never come back. For three years, I slept at eleven o'clock every night and got up at half past five in the morning. I slept like me, and finally formed a biological clock. At 5: 30 every morning, I have to wake up before the alarm clock rings. In the evening, I overslept and forgot to pick you up. After waking up, I felt sorry for myself and regretted it, which kept me awake all night. I go for a walk on campus every night. It's terrible that others walk 8,000 steps a day. I walk more than 10 thousand steps every day, even 20 thousand steps, because I run after dinner until you are late for school. Later, I stopped using that sports software because they didn't run as much as me ... I became friends with a high school doorman and met on time every night. Although I don't smoke, I specially packed cigarettes for each of them. They were very affectionate when they saw me. A few days ago, the security captain didn't know who took my mobile phone number, so he called me to ask your grades and which university you got into, and asked me to go there to play. ...

Rainy night, windy night, snowy night and mosquito night, you study hard in the classroom and dad runs around the campus. In fact, you are running, which is more difficult than me ... I remember many times going to school in early winter, and we washed the frozen car glass with hot water. I remember that we couldn't drive in the morning after the heavy snow. We stood on the residual snow. In retrospect, I never felt hard, but I felt reluctant. In this life, my father will never have the opportunity to attend early education with you again. Your youth has turned a new page, and your father is one year older. ...

Although this university is not your ideal, I feel that you are still satisfied, which is enough. Happiness is the most important thing. Going to college is just to get a diploma and build a bridge. From my own experience, I often educate you about the key of emotional intelligence and the importance of being a man. I think you're listening. You are a careful child. You know how to introspect, you can realize your own shortcomings, and you can also realize the right and wrong of society. That's enough and good. I obviously feel your change. This summer vacation, you consciously help your mother do housework, sweep the floor and wash clothes. Everyone has finished eating, so you take the initiative to put away the dishes and wash them. When I was drunk, you urged my mother to get me medicine for fear that something would happen to me. Everyone says that Chu Xiao has grown up. What particularly moved your second aunt was that you went to the "Grand View Garden" to play. My second aunt wants to see Guanyin, and everyone is too hot. You said you were going, although it was very hot, although you didn't want to see it. I know that when the baby grows up, you are sensible, and the small details in life illustrate a person's mind and quality. You have a kind heart. Although you seldom live with your grandparents and communicate with them, you care about them. You always tell me to be nice to my grandparents and not to be mean to them (in fact, I am as mean to them as you sometimes because I am their child).

The road of life is very long. You are in the flower season of your life, the most precious time of your life. Cherish this precious time, learn more knowledge, learn more about life, and get ready for the society. I believe your future is bright.

I have been looking forward to your early graduation. After graduation, you will have a good job, an excellent partner and a happy and warm family. Although I know that my father will be old when all this happens, I still look forward to it. ...

Baby, you will leave your parents to study tomorrow. Although I won't give up, I still expect you to take this step early. From the moment the eagle rushed down the cliff, it had a vast sky. Face it bravely, the bright future belongs to you, come on, son!

For the first time in eighteen years, you are so far away from me. Without parents around, you should get along well with your classmates and roommates, and be as close as sisters. If you have anything, communicate more and discuss more. Society is very complicated, there are pies and traps, so you should learn to recognize them.

No matter how far the road is, home is the end; No matter how far away you are, you will always be my concern. Your distant back is the focus in dad's eyes. You are a kite flying into the sky, and dad's eyes are that long line, no matter how far it is, it will not break. ...