I am in a hurry to find an article (or a paragraph or a composition): it probably means that I hated my stepfather at first, but later my stepfather provided me with school, and finally my stepfather

I am in a hurry to find an article (or a paragraph or a composition): it probably means that I hated my stepfather at first, but later my stepfather provided me with school, and finally my stepfather died and I regretted it. Long song will never bring back the father-son relationship.

Author: Feng Ning published on July 26th, 2007 +02: 58: 52 popularity: 2 10

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My father, is poverty what we want? Is hardship beyond our control? How can we get rid of lifelong disability? ......

My father, when you wake up, make me a bowl of hot jiaozi. When you wake up, let me wait on you and collapse in front of the bed. When you wake up, listen to me call you: Dad! ......

In front of the lonely grave, the young man knelt down and cried, and the sad voice whirled in this deserted valley and spread to the distance.

1、

I was born and raised in a remote mountainous area in Hunan Province. This paradise is called Dongshanfeng Farm. Our ancestors never left this big ravine and have been hunting for a living.

When I was born, my mother said that she dreamed of a fiery red dragon, so my father decided that I would be a promising person in the future and named me Menglong.

At the age of four, my father went hunting in the mountains and didn't come back until midnight. When the uncles in the village found him, it was already a cold body. My mother fainted three times in a row after hearing the bad news. Ignorant, I was scared to cry by the scene at that time.

At the age of eight, my mother remarried. My stepfather immigrated from other places. I heard that he studied as a chef, so the village will invite him to attend weddings and funerals. When my stepfather came into our house, I looked at him with hostile eyes, because my aunt told me, "When my stepfather came in, suffering came, and if you have a little brother or sister in the future, life will be even worse." In my young mind, I am afraid of the hard life that menstruation said. And he smiled and hugged me: "little magnum, call dad." I desperately broke free from his arms, ran out of the yard, hid behind the haystack and looked at him from a distance.

Why is this aunt's stepfather not so terrible?

2、

Stepfather is a very cheerful person and can hear his laughter every day. Wherever he goes, there will always be a group of adults and children around him, listening to his stories outside the mountain. And I, always standing far away, refused to call him dad and refused to let others say that he was my dad.

The arrival of the stepfather improved the unfortunate family. The roof is covered with blue tiles, so you don't have to worry about receiving water with a basin in rainy days; Every day, the meat and vegetables my stepfather brought back from other people's banquets moisten my mother's face, so I don't have to worry about what to eat next time.

I no longer reject him, but I am not close to him. On the way to send me to school, he told me to listen to the teacher when I got to school, to study hard and so on. I turned a deaf ear to all this. At school, I am a bully, always fighting and bullying my classmates. After the teacher's home visit, he was so angry that he cursed: "you little calf." Hands in the air, but no fighting. As far as I can remember, this is the only thing he used to scold me.

/kloc-entered junior high school at the age of 0/2. The school is 20 miles from home. Every Monday, he cooks for a week and sends it to my school. Every time I eat with his temperature, I really want to call him "Dad", but I always feel that I can't. He is always drifting away from me in my hesitant eyes. ...

Disaster befalls our unfortunate family again. My mother became chronic bronchitis after an untreated cold, and then she had a sudden stroke. My stepfather didn't tell me when my mother was in hospital. He carried his mother to the county hospital dozens of miles away and took care of her silently. After the illness was under control, the stepfather carried his thin mother home.

I came home in winter vacation and saw my mother paralyzed in bed. Crying to beat her stepfather: "Why didn't you take good care of your mother?" The stepfather apologized while hiding: "I'm sorry, magnum, it's my fault." Listen to me, magnum ... ". I didn't listen to his explanation. I waited at my mother's bed day and night. I won't let him near her again. My stepfather is rapidly aging and haggard in my distrust.

My mother will smile at me when she is awake and tell me some childhood memories. It turned out that when I was nine years old, my stepfather and my mother had a child, but my stepfather said, "The family is too poor to afford two children to study. Let's train magnum well, he will be better than anything else in the future. " Discuss with mom to get rid of the baby. Before she died, my mother said, "magnum, I know you are my mother's good boy, but don't blame your stepfather." My mother is sick! " "

My tears, at that moment, are unstoppable. .....

3、

Faced with a debt-ridden family, I put forward the idea of dropping out of school. My stepfather drove me out of several fields with a pole and finally persuaded me to continue my studies. Stepfather said, "Baby, even if you sell blood, I will let you study. How can you succeed if you don't study? "

It seems that in this life, there is no smooth sailing. On my way home in the summer vacation of grade three, I fell unconscious on a cliff. By the time I woke up, I had been in a coma for six days in the hospital. Looking at my stepfather's thin face, I was at a loss.

The doctor told me that I would limp all my life, and the result of this fall was to lose a leg. This is after my mother died, I burst into tears again. My stepfather wiped away tears and comforted me: "Baby, I'm not afraid. I still have a good leg. "

Life is to stay, but my character is becoming more and more withdrawn. After finishing junior high school, I refused to go to school. My stepfather didn't force me to learn cooking from him.

There are many young men in the village who work in the provincial capital and earn a lot of money. I also wanted to go out, so I told my stepfather that I came to the provincial capital with the two tigers in the village. Because I learned cooking from my stepfather, I soon found a job in a restaurant. When the hotel expanded again and needed to recruit dishwashers, I thought of my stepfather and pulled him out. The father and son rented a small house, but they were simply happy for a while.

If everything can be as simple as that, then it is possible that my stepfather, who is riddled with bad business, can enjoy retirement now. If I hadn't followed Erhuzi and them to the hair salon that day, my life would have been a different scene.

That day, two guys came running and said they would take me to a good place. Seeing that he is so mysterious, I can't help following him curiously. In the hair salon, they smoked cigarettes and stuffed me with a pack of things, saying that they wanted me to have some fun. I took this pack of white powder and smoked like them. I felt very relaxed and forgot all my troubles.

By the time I knew it was heroin, I was deeply poisoned. I can't wait to get paid every month. I always use my stepfather's salary in advance to fill the abyss of drug abuse.

My stepfather tried to persuade me to give up drugs, but how could I listen? When I was addicted to drugs and had no money to buy it, I broke everything at home and even fought with my stepfather. My stepfather has been persuading me in a sympathetic voice: "Baby, let's stop smoking that thing, shall we?" At the entreaty of my stepfather, I decided to give up drugs.

4、

Whenever I am addicted to drugs, I beg my stepfather to tie my hands and feet. I am fighting myself. Struggling.

But that afternoon, my stepfather was not tied, and I broke free. I was red-eyed, without rational constraints, picked up a stool and threw it at my stepfather crazily. My poor stepfather was stunned by the sudden situation. Once, twice, three times, blood gurgled out of the stepfather's body, and a red world was in front of him. .....

When I woke up, I saw my stepfather lying in a pool of blood. I saw that my hands were covered with blood. Did I kill my stepfather myself? Did I personally kill the only person in the world who loves me and loves me? "Dad-",I knelt down and burst into tears. ......

Later, due to my surrender, I was sentenced to 20 years in prison. In prison, I thought about death several times, but my stepfather's firm figure always appeared in my dreams, as if to say, "Baby, quit drugs, let's go back to the village, we won't stay in this hellhole anymore."

Because of sincere repentance and successful detoxification, he was sentenced to five years in prison. On the day I got out of prison, I looked up at the sky, and the bright sunshine told me that my life was not over yet. The first thing I want to do is to go to my stepfather's grave.

I can't kneel at my stepfather's grave. I cried my eyes out.

My father, is poverty what we want? Is hardship beyond our control? How can we get rid of lifelong disability? ......

My father, when you wake up, make me a bowl of hot jiaozi. When you wake up, let me wait on you and collapse in front of the bed. When you wake up, listen to me call you: Dad! ......

6、

After writing my story, I can't see the screen clearly. In this life, I can't shed endless tears of regret. In this life, I still don't know everything I owe my stepfather. In this life, I only have one wish, that is, to call him "dad" well. This person who is not related to me but really loves me, this person I personally sent to the underworld.

Long song will never bring back the father-son relationship.