A painful sentence after being betrayed by a lover

Whether a love can have a good ending depends not on how much we know each other, but on each other's mentality. When you really care about someone, as long as he is a little cold to you, your heart seems to be bleeding. Because I like you, I can forgive the harm you caused. Because I love you, I have been hurting you. I admit, I get jealous when people talk to you near you. Because I am afraid of losing you, knowing that we can't, how much my heart hurts. I put down my dignity, personality and stubbornness just because I can't let you go. If I could go back in time, I would choose not to know you. Not that I regret it, but that I can't face the ending without you. How hard I tried to hold back my hug. Perhaps you are used to my sadness, so you are dismissive and indifferent. Originally, I had everything. With you, I have more. After you left, I had nothing. Even the original is gone. I am used to being sad, missing and waiting for you, but I have never been used to not seeing you. It's my fault not to expect something that doesn't belong to me. I only blame myself for loving you too much, really loving you too much. In the end, it was just an empty joy. I want to give you a deep hug and tell you that you are no longer alone. I will stand behind you silently, that's all. My only regret is that I haven't taken a photo with you so far. After all, there are too many people around you, and I'm not the only one. Maybe one day I can look at you without saying a word and get nothing. I don't want anyone to take your heart, kiss your lips, hold you in my arms, and be the person you love, not anyone! I lost my favorite you in the most childish way. I made you angry. You can hit me and scold me, but don't leave me, okay? After many years, you suddenly think of me. Maybe you are smiling or silent. My love for you is more loyal than RMB. If you forget me that day, please don't think of me. You have reason to leave. I don't want to pursue it. I just locked a figure similar to you in the crowd!