What is the experience of repeating a year?

The year I repeated my studies was the most unforgettable stop in my life. I stopped to have a rest. I failed in the college entrance examination and was disheartened. I feel gloomy, confused, confused and at a loss. I experienced these feelings after I failed in the college entrance examination. Others may experience this feeling in other things. When I first entered the re-reading class, my mentality was generally anxiety and expectation. I'm worried about whether I can do it this year. What I expect is that I know I will work harder and make progress than before. Generally, students in repeat classes come from this mentality. Everyone studies hard and has fun once in a while, but the mainstream still studies. At this time, no teacher deliberately urges you to hand yourself over to the book every day. Even on the way down from the self-study dormitory at night, I remember what knowledge points I don't understand, what I don't understand today and what I have to recite tomorrow, and do a few exercises. That feeling fills every day. Care about the score, every time I simulate the training results, I pretend not to care on the surface, but I care very much psychologically, and I will secretly look at my achievements and rankings. Then I was beaten and continued to brush the questions with peace of mind. Afraid of time, the countdown to the college entrance examination is forcing you every minute. On the day of the end of the college entrance examination, I was relieved when I finished the last subject, except for my sweaty palms. This year is really memorable.