My husband doesn't even accept money. I have to spend every penny. I feel like a beggar. My child is very young.

In fact, you should find a job yourself, even if the money is only a few hundred dollars, but you can guarantee that you can spend enough money, spend money and pass the time, not to mention feeling like a beggar. I specially kept this diary, and then the computer redone it, and I don't know where it was thrown. I hope you can think about it.