Tell me about my feelings when I got married. Who is sadder than me?

When I got married, it was even worse. My in-laws are out of town, my husband works in my house, and we have a wedding here. At that time, I was almost three months pregnant and had been nursing the baby. I am very weak! My in-laws didn't help me or give me money. They came the day before the wedding, and they asked us to meet them in the city (because they brought us two quilts). As a result, I was tired. When I got home, I lost a lot of blood. The next day, I insisted on having a wedding. After the wedding, my in-laws left, so I had to let my husband go back to his hometown with them to go to the grave! Later, my mother talked to her in-laws and said that I knew nothing about the bleeding and let my husband go. Is it inappropriate for them to do so? Finally, my husband didn't go and was still angry with me! Going to the hospital on the second day of marriage, the child has no fetal heart. I cried my eyes out, and I finally cleared the palace! My mother took care of me when I was confined, and my husband didn't comfort me! I'm in a particularly bad mood. I cry at the thought of the baby. My husband gets annoyed when he sees me. My mother comforted me that my husband was in a bad mood, too! In this way, I spent my "honeymoon", is it worse than the landlord! View original post >>