Thoughts on commemorating the 28th anniversary of Ka Kui Wong.

More than twenty years ago, a brand-new rock band appeared in a record called Hong Kong. Its name is BEYOND, and the name of the band explains the meaning of his existence-transcendence.

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"Sitting on a street corner alone, the cold wind woke me up and silently accompanied my lonely shadow ..."

I don't know why, this song is ringing in my mind unconsciously. This is definitely a sad song, only when I feel lonely, but only this song can echo my mood at the moment. Lonely, lonely, and I are a pair of friends at this time.

I thought of Ka Kui Wong.

Jia Ju is my idol, and his songs and thoughts have a great influence on me, so many times his songs will ring in my mind involuntarily.

Now, his singing began again, but this time, it was absolutely sad. This is his early work. How much of his early works focused on the helplessness of life? This is his masterpiece and his heart. At this moment, it is my heart.

I feel lonely, I feel out of place with them. Maybe it's because today's happiness does not belong to me. I can't feel the happiness that everyone enjoys together, and I can't enjoy their happiness. More appropriately, no one asked me to share his happiness. I had to walk quietly in the crowd and capture their joy silently. But deep down, I'm lonely.

I thought of Ka Kui Wong.

I remembered what he said before singing "Farewell to Ideals" at the 9 1 Red House Life Contact Concert: "A nice old song tells us the feeling of playing music in the early days, a feeling of loneliness. Although many people are here to share this concert with me tonight, sometimes I still feel lonely and lonely. " Then he sang with his own unique voice full of vicissitudes: "Sitting on the corner alone, the cold wind woke up and silently accompanied my lonely shadow ..."

In front of more than 10,000 people, Ka Kui Wong still felt lonely, because not everyone shared his music, but he didn't feel * * * when playing music. I was the same on that occasion. No one felt my joy and I couldn't feel their joy. I only know that sometimes I just walk, and I am indifferent to their happiness and their celebration, because I don't belong here, I don't belong to this moment, and I feel so far away from them. So, I walked away silently.

I thought of Ka Kui Wong.

Ka kui, the world is my home, and my ideals and ambitions are moving forward. Your 3 1 spring and autumn is short but brilliant. Your nature is kind, your singing is true, and your smile is bright. You have given mankind the most shocking symbol of life.

For his own ideal, Ka Kui chose to go far away to find a bigger ideal. However, this is a heartbreaking ideal. I know Ka Kui doesn't regret his decision. For his departure, even he couldn't think of it. More importantly, it was a bigger space to release his musical ideals. So he chose to find his own ideal.

I also chose my ideal. Although it is unrealistic and unrealistic fantasy in the eyes of most people, they think that as a student, they should study in a proper way. However, now is the countdown to the student days, and the childhood dream may never come true after these two years. There is no better condition for me to give full play to my imagination and show my talents in the future.

What is presented outside the heart is the ideal of variation, and the heart represents our real ideal. Ka kui left with an ideal. He gave up a lot for his ideal, but he also got a song.

I am also fighting for my ideal now. I also feel that everything around me is slowly leaving. I can't imagine that if one day, I am alone, everything I have will cease to exist. I think Ka Kui has faced this problem, but he has moved on and I know I won't stop.

For the sake of ideals, it is bound to lose a lot and give up a lot. There will be many people who don't understand. But I did it anyway. Maybe this is also the reason why I regard Ka Kui as my idol.

I thought of Ka Kui Wong.

On September 23rd, 2005, BEYOND band held the last stop of their domestic concert tour. From then on, there is no transcendence in the world. This band, founded by Ka Kui twenty-two years ago, persisted for twelve years after their souls left. In these twelve years, they still stick to their ideals. Because they understand that this is also the ideal of Ka Kui. However, after this day, there is no transcendence in the world. Twelve years ago, there was no Ka Kui Wong. Twelve years is a cycle in China's calendar, and for BEYOND, it is a cycle of persistence to separation, but their separation is for the greater ideal and their own musical ideal. I believe it's time for BEYOND to rally after their ideal is completed. They are still looking for their own ideals.

For me, although I don't have the talent of Ka Kui, I have the heart to pursue my ideal. I know I won't lose less than Ka Kui; I know I can't get everyone's approval; I know I will probably have nothing; I know ... maybe I'm stubborn. I decide things, in order to find my own things, I often lose them. Just when Ka Kui was considering whether to leave Hong Kong, I also had the idea of giving up my goal. But Ka Kui chose to move forward, and I knew I wouldn't stop.

I thought of Ka Kui Wong.

There is no Ka Kui Wong in the world, and there is no touching ideal poem.