I can't sleep at night thinking about tea and rice. What's the next sentence?

I can't sleep at night without thinking about tea and rice. The next sentence is: Water and rice can't get in, Lacrimosa.

I don't want to drink good tea, good food and sleep at night. Generally, this word is used to describe when one person misses another person. Two people may be far apart, but they can't get together for some special reasons. Or two people can't be together even if they are close because of some kind of estrangement.

The suffering of lovesickness:

Acacia bitter, still rooted in my deepest heart. It is difficult to meet each other, and it hurts to miss you, but I can't bear to miss you in my heart. Looking at the dark sky and the faint moonlight, in the blur, the missing person appears in front of me, still like that, and has not changed at all. Smiled at himself, stretched out his slender fingers, but his eyes immediately shed hot tears and forgot to put his hand in the palm of his other hand.

However, a gust of wind passed and the face of the person in front of him became blurred. At this moment, I thought of catching it, but it was too late. I opened my palm, there was nothing in my hand, and everything was back to its original state. As if it had never happened, there was nothing, not even a trace left. At this time, there are only tears.