What's it like to experience life as hell?

I had this experience, but it didn't seem so serious, but at that age, it was really miserable. When I was seven or eight years old, I had a stomachache once, and I held it back when I was playing with my friends. When I really couldn't hold it back, I quickly ran home and pulled my pants before I ran far. When I got home, I found that there were relatives at home, and the room was full of people. It was late autumn, and my mother bathed me in the house in front of everyone, cursing while washing. There were several brothers and sisters my age who couldn't laugh, and they were no better than dead at that time.

in my twenties, my father came to play on holiday once, and we were going to travel. The day before yesterday, a friend of mine knew that my father was coming, so he invited him to drink. It was kind of you to refuse, so I went. Our father and son drank too much between glasses. I got up the next day, but I couldn't get up and missed the time. Several cars are waiting for our father and son. Embarrassed, I got into the car, and yesterday's booze came up again. My father and son vomited all over the car and fell asleep all the way. When we arrived at the scenic spot, we couldn't afford to play, so we found a park and slept all afternoon. The tour bus was going back, and we couldn't be found. Six bus passengers were launched to find us. It's so embarrassing. Later, in the car back, the tour guide was afraid of what we would do, and was afraid of missing the time. During the whole six hours back, even the toilet was followed by the tour guide. On that day, our father and son wanted to go back with the passengers of bus 6. It was a great shame. These two things will never be forgotten in my life.

Thank you for sharing, which gives me a chance to answer this question. Tell me about my own feelings. I don't know if it's untrue.

When I broke up with my ex-girlfriend in 29, I realized at that time that I thought it would be her in my life, but her betrayal really made me realize that life was worse than death. This feeling is that everything goes wrong, and the whole person is like being stripped of his soul, like a walking corpse, his brain is not turning, his eyes are not god, and he is dull and numb. I can't sleep at night, and the whole person is very decadent.

I am also grateful that this experience has made me feel stronger and I can face more setbacks and difficulties.

what's it like to experience that life is worse than death? I am severely depressed, and I wish I were dead now. Even if I describe it to you, all you can imagine is 1% of it.

I have been suffering from depression for more than five years. I didn't feel that my life was worse than death because of the pain of whole body pain, eating by insects, being isolated, confused thoughts and broken memories. But once I was weak, I really felt like I was dying. That day, I was basking in the sun on the balcony, picking vegetables and picking them, and I felt uncomfortable. Sitting on a stool, I felt paralyzed on the ground. My mother helped me to lie on the bed, and lying on the bed felt like a mattress. I used mud to describe it. Drunk people are like mud, but they were insensitive and not awake at that time, and I can feel myself like mud clearly, which is a kind of difficulty even breathing. The feeling that you can't even hold chopsticks is really worse than death. At that time, I didn't know that I was depressed, and I failed to seek medical treatment in many ways. Later, I suddenly realized that I was depressed when I was out of control. I was hospitalized for half a month and I have been taking medicine until now. This phenomenon has never happened again.

What makes my life worse now is emptiness, extreme emptiness. Normal people occasionally feel empty, bored, idle and depressed, but they can divert their attention from other things. After a while, they will get better after a long time. However, the emptiness of depression is more than a hundred times worse. It will not shift, and it will be painful to follow all the time, not very painful, but it will make you feel that you can't breathe, and you still feel that there is a big hole in your heart, pulling you bloody. It will also give you a feeling of seeing through everything: life is like this, so it is meaningless! This kind of meaningless, boring voice is hovering in your head all the time, pushing you to the brink of death all the time. However, reason tells you that this is not your intention, this is not what you want, and these two forces are sawing and entangled in your mind, which makes you exhausted.

There is also a feeling that life is worse than death, that is, I have lost interest in everything. I am an active person. I was optimistic and cheerful before I got sick, and I also actively treated after I got sick. I meditated every day, yoga, aerobic exercise, and going to the mountains and parks. The beauty of Luhu Lake, which I walked a few days ago, is indescribable. The lake is green and quiet, Metasequoia is half green and half yellow, coupled with the sunset. However, all this can't attract a trace of ripples in my heart. I can really see its beauty, but like a wild goose without a trace, it floats without a trace. This is actually not what I want. I want to feel as much as before: wow! How beautiful! I'll come again next time! Wow, how nice it is to live in the world. You can see beautiful scenery and eat delicious food ... However, I can only express it now, but I can't feel it. I feel like a living dead! I can't feel the excitement from my ability, the joy of making money, and the excitement of getting closer to my goal step by step … This feeling also makes my life wish I were dead!

let me describe my physical pain again. My head is dizzy all the time, just like a needle stuck in your head, which is not very bad, but about 3 to 4 times a minute. There is also a hundred hairs piercing the back. Every step I take, it seems that there are thousands of needles in the back of my head and the whole back, which makes me feel a little shocked. There is also the whole body tension uncomfortable, sometimes from sleep can be uncomfortable to wake up. Yesterday, I asked my husband and them: What do you feel when you hear the harsh sound of high marks when cleaning windows or braking? Unanimously replied that it was uncomfortable. I said, your discomfort is only a moment when you hear the sound, and I am in this discomfort all the time ... < P > The physical, emotional and spiritual pain of a depressed patient, any one of which makes people feel worse than death, not to mention all of them together. Walking in Luhu Lake that day, I saw a tree called Baiqianceng, and my eyes were red in an instant. I felt that I was much like that tree, so vicissitudes, shedding three layers of skin, suffering from the loss of thousands of layers of skin, I still have to live strong!

This feeling that life is worse than death is completely unimaginable to normal people, and even if it is imagined, it is only 1% of it. Why am I so sure? Because I used to be normal.

The so-called "life is worse than death" is nothing more than pushing a bad result to another worse result. This is a subjective feeling, and there is no dialectical logic.

Because life is life and death is death, these are two forms. If contrast is imposed, it is not symmetrical and loses its objective balance.

Those who often say that life is worse than death just don't understand what life is and what death is, and they use an extremely destructive judgment to affecte the pain of living.

Life is not a choice, so is death, including those suicides that violate the ethics of human relations. Their essence is also determined by objective conditions, and people are just passive symbols.

According to the viewpoint that death is liberation, it is better to die than to live, then everyone who is alive should die. If living is better than dying according to the viewpoint that living is better than dying, then all the dead people must come back to life.

is the cause of life and death an option? Is it for comparison? If you don't live well, you can die well if you die? In my opinion, it is a kind of melodrama.

I think life is worse than death, which is a torment for a person. When you are terminally ill and heavily in debt, it is not an experience that life is worse than death. If you die, you can be free, and you don't have to drag your loved ones down, but it will make your loved ones suffer for a lifetime, but you are alive, which is not a kind of suffering, dragging your loved ones down and complaining about your powerlessness. You are lying in bed, and you can't carry on any more.

During the war, the enemy tortured our underground revolutionary party with cruel mental and physical torture, which made people suffer greatly. Die? Can't die, live? If you can't live, you might as well die. In real life, how many people are terminally ill. People lying in hospital beds are suffering from illness and mental torture every day. How many people are in debt because of gambling and stock trading shortcuts? They hide in Tibet and can't afford to pay back the money. If they don't change their lives, they will have to "confess" sooner or later. It is also worse than death. Fall into a wrong path. Join the gang, and when you wake up, it's too late to regret it. Die? Reluctant, surrender? Afraid of going to prison, want to live? I am scared every day, and I am worse off than death. Life is worse than death. It is a kind of helplessness. A kind of helplessness. A kind of despair.

I feel really tired and helpless when I am alive. Sometimes I really want to die, but can it really be like this?

the answer is no, because there are still some unfinished things, so I committed suicide, and I am afraid I will be accused of being a coward after I die!

Last year, there was a major mistake in business, which led to three lawsuits. Fortunately, the lawsuit won. Sadly, the lawsuit won but the other party didn't have the money to compensate. Even if it was enforced forcefully, it only froze the other party's bank account, and then the other party still didn't have the money to give me.

because the other party didn't give me money, I couldn't give it to others, and then my life was all kinds of chaos, and my business couldn't go on normally. The reputation has suffered great losses. Alas, I really don't know how I got mixed up like this. I feel like a failure!

I want to borrow some money. Although I am eligible for a loan, because I am single, and I don't have my parents, my wife and other emergency contact methods, people are either unwilling to borrow money or the interest is particularly high.

I feel that I really have no way out now. Alas, I have no happiness at all, and I can't see any way out!

I owe my credit card more than 1 yuan, and I don't want to pay it back. I feel really tired and desperate.

I feel like I'm dying! That is, you want to live, but your deep nostalgia has turned into disappointment and despair. You want to die, but you are not willing to die! I always feel that there is still a chance to survive, and that is vitality! So I can't die, but I also live! Life is better than death, mainly because of spiritual ideas! With support and meaning of life, there is hope of living! Without support, there are reasons and excuses to die!

life! A meaningless life, a life without a sense of existence, although alive, there is no direction, no motivation, nothing to be happy about ... It seems that everything in front of me has no color, and my heart is dead and there is no ripple.

what's it like to experience that life is worse than death? I think there are two situations, one is the unbearable pain of the body, and the other is the feeling of physical and mental double blow to collapse.

For example, the pain of having experienced a caesarean section is unbearable when the anesthetic is too strong, and it lasts for a day and a night. That kind of pain is really a feeling of life is worse than death. It is extremely painful and the most unbearable pain. This is a feeling experienced by the body.

Another experience that life is worse than death is that the body also suffers from pain and the spirit is also hit. The double blow of body and mind makes people think that life is worse than death, and they lose hope for life, so they want to get rid of it early and have to live. Living is like a body, having confidence in everything and barely living.

Only when people are suffering can they feel and think that life is worse than death. Who doesn't want to live well? How wonderful it is to live!