Living is not as good as a dog.

I often pass by that remote alley. In front of the garage door of a bungalow, there is a black dog tied. I'm sorry I don't know anything about dogs, but it is the most common domestic dog, about the size of a poodle, but its hair is not as thick, curved and slender as a poodle.

Every time it passes there, it always barks dutifully. I wonder if it is because of its casual dress that people and dogs really unite and become so snobbish? Ask yourself, you are not the kind of person who "never dares to infer China people with the worst malice" (Lu Xun's Remember Liu Hezhen Jun), including treating a dog. Although it bites hard, it still treats it warmly with a tolerant and generous attitude.

Don't dogs bite acquaintances? For long-term plans, try to deepen your understanding and accumulate feelings with them. Don't covet to be bosom friends, at least get acquainted. So whenever it barks vigorously, I always look at it with four eyes facing each other and affectionately. Over time, I am not afraid of my sincerity, even if it is as hard as stone, it can't impress it, but it turns out that I am wrong. After a while, I found that the dog still acted according to the principle when he saw me. A passerby is a passerby. It is chilling to bite or not. I gradually lost patience with it, thinking of putting it down and ignoring it.

It happened that I was on a business trip this year. Half a year passed quickly, and when I came back, I was surprised to find that it was like a different person (dog), unusually quiet and indifferent, sitting there quietly, with cold eyes and lowered eyes, and there was no fierce momentum in the past. Have you already regarded me as an "acquaintance", or are you still far away from meeting again, and you don't have the heart to open your mouth in good faith, but want to accumulate a little luck to eat? But the result of careful attention is that I think too much. Not only yourself, but also irrelevant strangers pass by here, so it happens. In just a few months, I never thought it would change so much. It was really unexpected. It's like a Buddhist meditation epiphany, seeing through the life of a person (dog). Maybe, that's all. There is no need to be so radical, brave and diligent. Let it be. "What has happened will happen again; What has happened must be done later. There is nothing new under the sun. What I have done before will be done again. There is nothing new under the sun. " Ecclesiastes of the Old Testament. Another example is "don't insult, look at flowers before the court; Don't want to stay, don't stay, look at the sky "(Chen Jiru's Notes on Deep Windows)," Mount Tai collapses in front and the color remains the same, and the elk thrives on the left without blinking "(Su Xun's Quan Shuxin Book)!

Not only indifferent, I found that it gradually became numb, listless and so negative. Perhaps, I am halfway through my life, and I have accomplished nothing. My fate is not in my own hands, but enslaved by others in this narrow space of heaven and earth. What I want to do and what I want to achieve are hopeless, and life is just a drag. Living is really boring, and it is impossible to say that I have suicidal tendencies. I have to live for the sake of living, waiting for life to die naturally, just like Zhang Ailing in "But since people are alive, they live day by day ... Realizing this, it is really hard for people who are the spirits of all things to feel ashamed, feel infinite respect, and feel surprised and amazed!

I'm 50-40 years old, which means I'm past the age of knowing my destiny and earlier than the age of being at a loss. But in terms of psychological age, they are still like Angie Chiu, Liu Xiaoqing and other "frozen-age" stars, who are skilled in appearance, stop at all, make no progress, are still impulsive in doing things, like being angry, covet fame and fortune, and sometimes are indifferent to women.

As the old saying goes, "Open mind is like a valley, and ten thousand minutes is like a tile; If you are worried, it will be like a wheel. " For a little thing, even a word from others, a look, a little interest, or even a little anger, they haggle over every ounce, they worry, and even lose sleep. For an instant, they were angry, but they wished they could not eat their meat and sleep on their skin to relieve their hatred. What if they are old and have good self-restraint? Man is a thoughtful and rational advanced creature, superior to other species. However, I am ashamed to say that I am just a beast with two legs covered with human skin. To be more thorough, I'm just a walking corpse and a vegetarian. I am ashamed to say that!

Wake up in the middle of the night and suddenly find yourself worse than a dog!