It's not that I can't lie, I just don't want to lie to me.

I have loved you for 974 days.

In 974 days, I laughed a lot.

I often cry, too.

Three years of insomnia is all because of you? My eyes are swollen because of you.

You always say I cry? Actually, I'm not crying, okay? You always make me cry.

I always write down the little things you are good to me? So you can tell yourself that you love me?

I always selectively forget the pain you gave me.

But I always feel that something is wrong. I've been through more than 900 days as I said. Find out why?

974 days ago? I like yours first, okay? I can't know your inner activities at that time? But I love you more than you love me?

Suddenly I woke up from the pain of crying in the dark.

Maybe you'll argue? But in fact, you don't love me so much after all, at least not as much as I love you?

Love from the heart can't be concealed.

The person you really love can't help it, even if the other person does something wrong? When you are angry, you will also worry about each other's safety.

I'm so angry that I'm worried that you'll catch cold when you fall asleep on the sofa? Will call again and again.

Quarrel with you? You drove home? I was also worried that something would happen to you five minutes later, so I immediately relented and made up with you. I feel that life is too short, and I am afraid of losing you carelessly.

And you've been angry and left me hanging and sad? Don't pick me up when you are angry? I don't care if it's cold or not. Will it be dangerous? Will you sleep peacefully? Wait till I apologize to you.

And say you have good reason to be angry? I did something wrong.

Love someone? How can you make her cry? Willing to make her suffer

How can you love someone and make her sad on her birthday? Because she doesn't want to go home? I just want you to stay with her.

Love someone? Where can you lie? You just don't want to coax her.

I forgot all the festivals when you didn't accompany me. I am very frustrated when I watch others show their love.

I forgot that I need you. You're just not here? I will never find you disappointed because you can only carry things by yourself.

I forgot? Those days when I cried all night and you slept peacefully.

I forgot? You put me in despair? Helpless and painful April? I forgot that's because you stabbed me in the heart.

You told me? Always satisfied with your feelings? I listened?

But you started calling me lazy? Call me fat? Say my hair doesn't look good?

Say why I don't learn XX? Don't learn XXX

Three years? How much do I depend on you? Only I know.

All my attention is on you.

But I don't think you love me that much? Maybe you let yourself be fooled? Think you love me? Actually, you didn't.

You fell in love with my kindness to you? That's the obedient me you imagined.

I thought you knew the soft pain in my heart?

But isn't it? You don't understand why my heart hurts to tears.

I just think I like to cry.