My mother-in-law said she would go back to her hometown

This afternoon, my mother-in-law said, "If my grandmother is uncomfortable, she will leave my child alone and go back to her hometown."

Somehow, I suddenly feel particularly unhappy, although I know that no matter who I am, I will say that I am unreasonable. My children should take care of themselves, and my mother-in-law is free to take it or not. Yes! Of course, that's her freedom. I want to take care of the children, too, and I don't ask anyone, but the point is that his son can't support the three of us, and we need to pay back the mortgage of 4,000 yuan every month. Her son works in the construction site, and challenges the limit with his body and time every day in exchange for money, but he can only solve the basic problem of food and clothing. I have been trying to make money since I got married. So we finally settled down in Guangdong, a big city, with a house and a car and two children. Neither of us can stop, or life will be a mess. Although my husband has been working as a coolie, I have been making money by my brain, so relatively speaking, I am easier than him and my ability is improved faster, so I never expect to pin all my hopes on him. I just think having a baby is the first thing in my life. It is most important to raise children with him and give them a healthy growth environment!

? So I always feel lucky, my mother-in-law has been helping me with my children, and I can work hard. I have been looking forward to changing the fate of this family through my efforts, because I think I can. I have full motivation, determination, courage and courage!

? Because my mother-in-law helps me take care of my children, I can compromise whether there are some small frictions at home at ordinary times, mainly for the sake of my children, and other things don't need to be so concerned, so my mother-in-law and I have nothing unpleasant. But every time my mother-in-law always says she wants to go back to her hometown, it seems that this sentence is my "dead hole" So every time I hear this sentence, I get restless. I have been praying that my mother-in-law will help me take care of my children for another two years, so that my youngest daughter can go to primary school and join the older ones, so I don't have to take them. The older one can send the younger one to and from school every day, and it will be fine in two years. I can still work hard! At this point, I may be sprayed again. Many people will say, "Can't you bring your own?"

? Yes! I can bring it myself! Sure! Yes, the most important thing is that her son can't give me a sense of security at all. If I don't work hard to make money myself, I think life is like a storm ... I hate that feeling of insecurity, which may have something to do with being left behind as a child and being bullied by my children and their parents! So I never put my hopes on others!

Sometimes it's really annoying. If my mother-in-law doesn't help me with my children, if I have to come by myself, I really want to leave with my children! I know that as long as my little daughter goes to primary school, no one can threaten me. Of course, I can support my two sisters by myself. I even think that life may be more peaceful and free. I don't need to always take into account such and such feelings, and I don't need to always be incompatible with that superstitious and suspicious personality!

I don't know who to talk to when I am upset and helpless. I like to keep silent alone. In the past, I used to record my feelings by keeping a diary or recording the radio, but I don't know when to start. I don't like to let people I know know know my sadness!

People around me think I love to toss around too much. Yes, I have always wanted to get rid of this fate. The purpose of my tossing is to let myself live in the way I like! !

? I am particularly depressed at the moment, and I finished it in a few minutes. I don't need to brew, and I don't need to decorate it with more gorgeous words! I'm going to sleep now. Although I'm particularly unhappy, I still hope to have a happy dream!

Women are weak, but mothers are strong! !

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