I like you, like a goose without a trace, with silent leaves.

When Yanzi called me, I was walking towards the dormitory. It has been raining in Hefei recently, which is annoying as hell. Finally someone came to talk about it. I said it naturally and enthusiastically, but Stefanie on the other end of the phone was rarely depressed.

"He is in love."

My heart thumped and even my voice became cautious.

I asked her, are you okay? But what responded to me was a cry.

It's been four years since Yanzi cried last time. She is not a crying girl, but she cries again and again because of him.

He is the first love of the Woods and geese.

I don't know how Stefanie fell in love with trees, except that they were junior high school classmates. The swallow said that at that time, the forest trees were not prominent, and the relationship with her in the class was neither good nor bad. No one in the whole junior high school class knows that she likes him.

When I first heard this, I didn't believe it I think liking someone will never be faked, but Yanzi told me it was true. Even for a long time, Uncle Lin always thought that Stefanie liked another boy in the class.

She said that when the tree and the boy run at the same time, she will cheer for the boy, but her eyes are always on the tree; She will haggle over every ounce when the forest bothers her a little, just to communicate with him more; She will take the initiative to cynicism when the arrogant tree is unwilling to contribute to the class, just for the moment when he promises to prove that he is different from others.

Yes, she did all these stupid things.

I wonder if your youth is so dull. Some people make faces at you, while others are against you. Your first reaction is to disagree with the other person, but you have never thought about why he only does these childish things to you. Later, when I grew up, I understood, but I couldn't find that kind of innocence anymore.

Because I used to look at love only with my eyes, now I listen to love with my heart.

Although the tree misunderstood her, fortunately, in junior high school, no one seemed to like the tree except her. People who fall in love are so stupid that they only think that the only people who like him are themselves, so they are different from him.

After high school, Lin Mu has grown a lot. Coupled with his handsome face and Zhang Xiuqing's manly talent, more and more girls began to like him. During that time, Yanzi was the most sad. She felt that she was the first person who liked trees, and also the first person who discovered his advantages, but in the end, she seemed to be no different from those people.

Unfortunately, there is no order of love, and Lin Shu has become a grade celebrity, and she will win the attention of girls wherever she goes.

Later, I don't know who leaked the news or found something. Many junior high school students come to ask Swallows if they like trees. In a gossip, Yanzi smiled faintly and said, I don't like him anymore.

Yes, Stefanie decided not to like him. Yanzi said that there are so many people who like him that she can't beat him and doesn't want to fight. It's over.

How ridiculous! No one knows when she likes him, but everyone knows when she is going to dislike him.

Of course, the plan that Yanzi gave up didn't succeed in the end. Isn't there a saying that it takes only one second to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget?

I wonder if Yanzi will like trees for so long. Anyway, she has said it for more than ten times in the whole high school. All our friends tacitly did not expose her.

"When he falls in love, I will write him a letter and throw it in front of him, saying that this young lady will never like you again."

"I will find someone better than him when he takes off the order and completely defeats me."

"Oh, Xiao Mo, why don't you say he is still talking about the object? How can I find someone if he doesn't call the roll? "

Yanzi's words are still in her mind, as if she had mentioned trees like this since high school. Over time, we got used to this kind of joke and thought she really gave up.

"How could he have an object? How could he have such an object? I like him. I like him very much. He runs through my whole youth ... "

Stefanie choked from the microphone. For a moment, I wanted to tell these things to the tree, but the next second I gave up because it was meaningless.

There are trees in the mountains and branches on the trees. I like you, but I don't know you. As far as unrequited love is concerned, this grand love seems to be a one-man show. In this monologue, I learned tolerance, how to express my love, and what it feels like to like someone, but I also learned that there is no other way but to compromise.

Give up again and again, can't bear to give up again and again, seemingly hesitant, but actually helpless.

If you have a crush on someone, you will understand that it is like a plant, which grows wantonly with time like water. It will not dissipate with time, but will be buried in the bottom of my heart.

Secret love is not the same as falling in love. Falling in love will eventually separate. It must be because two people are bored and don't want each other, but unrequited love is different. It's one person's business from beginning to end. The person in my heart will only get better and better, but it is hard to dislike him.

Later, Yanzi didn't disturb the forest. A month later, I saw her comments under "Talk in the Forest". There are only four words, I wish you happiness.

She once said that the last thing she wants to see in this world is trees. In her words, girl, I have worked so hard to like you for so long. How can you fail? How can you stand failure?

But in the end, she gave in I think this time she may have really let go, or she may not, but she recognized one thing in her heart, that is, the boy she liked with all her youth finally belongs to someone else.

At that moment, I suddenly felt that the person I secretly loved was great. This is an unspeakable wait. I don't know when to start and when to end. It is calm and silent. But also very upset. I said it doesn't matter over and over again, I don't care, but my heart hurts more than anyone else.

But in the end, there will always be a time to say goodbye, and then everything will disappear. I like you, like a goose without a trace, with leaves falling silently.

After all these years, I only wish you a happy life.