My husband drank outside for two nights and didn't come back at night. I don't want to live this life anymore. Why do I have two children?

Your husband doesn't come home for two nights, drinks outside and doesn't come back at night. Forget it. It's really hard to have two children. If she doesn't have her husband's two children, she can divorce directly. If she has two children now, she will take legal proceedings, because he probably won't divorce you easily, just need it. If you really want to leave him, get a lawyer to sue for divorce. Even if you leave home clean. Find your own again Live!