Draw a period for 202 1 and a comma for life.

It is the night of 202 1, 12, 3 1 and the last night of 202 1.

? This year-end summary was written on the 28th, but it may have been conceived a few days or weeks earlier. In fact, most of the content was completed on the last day.

At first, I thought of "putting an end to life" Later, I felt that "comma" can better represent the sense of detour in this year's review, stop for a while and move forward with good memories.

In the past, every year on 65438+February 3 1, I would not settle down to review and sort out the joys and sorrows of the year because it was too much trouble. The next year, I always woke up and rubbed my eyes in confusion. 202 1 is a year with great changes in my mind, which is different from the identity change from students to professionals in 20 19. This change in thinking has given me more unique expectations and persistence in life.

? I insist on 100 words a day for more than half a year, and feeling expression and output are already something I can insist on. This summary is as usual, and several keyword groups are connected in series to piece together the bits and pieces of the past year.

"'sunlight', the original meaning: sunlight, mostly refers to sunlight, which is considered by astronomy to be a nuclear reaction on the sun; Also refers to the light of lightning; 2 Morality: positive, optimistic, cheerful, lively and energetic. " The above is Baidu Encyclopedia's definition of "sunshine". On this basis, I think sunshine is also a "comfortable and comfortable feeling" for me.

? I always feel that my mood will be affected by the weather. Sunny days always make my mouth smile, especially the winter sunshine, which is lazy and warm and makes people "insatiable".

? On New Year's Day, 20021,I attended a wedding, which was the first time that I didn't attend as a parent's child. This is a sunny day, and the celebration brought by the wedding seems to have made a good start for the year, and it is doomed that there will be many sunny days. Then I went to Guanyin Bridge. The movie is still early, so I'm going to feed the fish for a walk and bask in the sun. I stood among a group of old men and women and watched the performances brought by a group of old artists. It was a beautiful "sunset" near dusk, and vicissitudes permeated their songs. I can't remember what I saw in the movie at the moment. It should be one I like very much. If I don't like it, I won't go to see it. I ate a one-person hot pot restaurant in Yuzhong District, and opened a new store in Guanyinqiao, which opened on the first day of New Year's Day. I took the sunset to the new store and wrote down my summary of the past six months and my expectation for the new year in my diary.

? There is another memorable sunshine in spring, that is, going to Yangguang Island by boat with friends. I leaned against the railing by the boat and enjoyed an hour of sunbathing, which was my most carefree hour this year. I won't review the other sunny days one by one, only remember that most of them are Friday, and it will clear up because the weekend is coming. At this time, I like to make a cup of tea and enjoy the warmth of Friday. Every time we have lunch at noon, if there is sunshine, we will run downstairs for a few laps, digest and chat, and then go upstairs and have a good sleep.

Speaking of "Moon", I remember when I was a child, there was a beautiful "Sister Moon" on Children's Channel. I had hoped that she would be my aunt. When I was a child, I was fooled by an adult and pointed at the moon. Then I was "told" that I would be cut off by the moon tonight. I was scared all night and woke up to find that I was cheated.

When I grow up, I often look up at the moon on my way to school and work, and sometimes I even stand there and stare quietly. When I was in college, I was going back to my dormitory after an activity with a friend. When I saw the moon coming out of the clouds, I stopped, and my friend stopped, saying to wait until the moon came out. When I was a sophomore, my freshman English teacher recommended The Moon and Sixpence to me. I didn't read the book until the third year of high school, and then I sent a message to the teacher. She asked me to meet again before graduation and gave me a set of Kobayashi cartoons, telling me never to forget the moon in my heart.

This year, I also paid special attention to the moon, especially during the Mid-Autumn Festival, looking forward to guarding her perfection and accompanying her deficit. I also took many photos of the moon, although not as clear as a professional camera, although not as gentle as what I saw with the naked eye, but I recorded something about her.

? "Meteor" may be a "fireball" that wants to see a green trail with its own eyes, lying in the vast desert waiting for its arrival.

? I watched several meteor showers live this year, made a small video and sent it to the video number, with a song I like very much. I've seen meteor showers with my own eyes. In the midsummer of a village, my brothers and sisters and I moved small benches, waiting for the arrival of the meteor shower. But each one, too late to make a wish, is just a surprise when you see it is long enough.

The Milky Way is romantic and starry. I like looking up at the stars very much. I always feel that something is talking to me and transmitting something. Although it sounds a bit mysterious, it is the yearning for the starry sky and the pursuit of unknown exploration since ancient times. Because of this, human beings have slowly explored something in the universe. I remember the last weekend of my sophomore year, I went hiking and camping in Dawaganza, Ya 'an. That night, the milky way was bright and the big dipper in the shape of a colander jumped out of the book. I expressed it without thinking. Just look up and feel that I have no regrets in this life.

In fact, I like more than these three natural images. The more you observe, the more you feel, the more drunk you are, and the more you love. I just hope these three things can be recorded in writing this year. People not only live in society, but also in the vast nature, even in the universe that has not been fully understood. Even if it is only a drop in the ocean, it has at least existed, at least been seen, at least looked up to.

? Kaz is my singer of the year who listened to music in Netease Cloud this year, and also my "Spring Day Limit" and "Summer Solstice Return".

In fact, 2020 is a year full of sadness and loneliness, and the Spring Festival of 202 1 is also shrouded in "epidemic". On the last day of the Spring Festival, I still feel that I have no expectations for the new year. I had dinner with my high school roommate that night, and one of them told me that the first phase of the talent show started that night. Some contestants should be good, so you can go and see them. When I turned on the video software at night, some players felt bored at first, until Mika, Ma and Violet appeared and brought a nice song. My eyes didn't light up until Ma and I sang a "Mercury" that he practiced for 1000 times. I think I found my expectation for the next day in his shining eyes-I want to hear him sing more songs.

Coincidentally, my roommate also likes them very much, and told me that they were originally a Japanese mixed-race group, and there were four people to come to three. Let's discuss and share their previous videos, listen to past songs and look forward to more and better stages for them. However, everything will not be satisfactory. A month later, Hema suddenly announced his withdrawal from the election. I believe everyone understands the truth. Now thinking about the so-called "debut" is another kind of imprisonment. I still hope that he will be free and that the four of them will get better and better. After that, Ma disappeared from the domestic media until the end of the race. During that time, I repeatedly listened to Mercury, which he said in Chinese at the beginning of the stage. At one time, I thought he was just my "spring limit", and he began to be amazing and disappeared in a hurry.

On June 2 1 day, the solstice of that summer, he came back to my sight with a new song, which became my annual song. By June 24th alone, I have ridden the single more than 100 times. The solstice of summer began, and I also ended my unhappy days in work and life. With his return, life began to get smooth. Although there were some twists and turns in the second half of the year, the joy brought by the summer solstice reunion lasted for a long time. Later, some new songs came out one after another. I bought a digital album in Netease Cloud and started a single cycle. Every day during my nap, on my way to work, I was accompanied by his voice, so I no longer felt lonely.

Now, I'm looking forward to the dissolution of Mika's limited combination, completing the university with Ma and others, and then the combination will produce more and better songs. I hope the four of them will be so happy forever, and I also hope that my "Limited Spring" and "Summer Solstice Return" can also have their own love.

202 1 was a year when my social circle expanded. It all started when I was out in the sun in February and received a message from a high school friend.

Actually, my good friend and I were not very close in high school. At that time, everyone was more with my roommates, so when I received her asking me if I would go back to work in Chongqing and where I would live, I was a little surprised and overjoyed, and I couldn't help but want to explore more. Later, we made an appointment to escape from the secret room, had dinner with several other high school friends who might not be close in the past, and established a group, where we often shared our daily lives and encouraged each other.

It seems that since then, I have become willing to socialize, contact old friends or meet new friends, because I feel happy and relaxed with different friends, and I can get support from them. In particular, the board game "Script Kill" has brought me many changes in my personality and thoughts. Since I came into contact with 202 1 in 2020, I gradually like the feeling of spending a few hours completely immersed in the lives of different characters, and I am becoming more and more comfortable in it. After all, I have a desire to perform and experience different lives since I was a child. In addition to the game, I also made more new friends through "Script Kill", and it is also an extra gain to find that warm atmosphere with more former friends.

? To meet new people and meet old friends, of course, people have joys and sorrows, and there have been separations this year.

In the past two years, the person in charge of the university has been accompanying me through my sad moments. She helped me resolve the grievances and pains that I only left in my heart in the past, and made me believe that everything would be fine in the future; In fact, I also hope that she can tell me her joys and sorrows, but she doesn't like to express it very much, and she is very grateful. Say it again here. Now she has gone to work in Shenzhen, which is farther away from me, but I believe that when our hearts are together, we will not always be apart.

? I haven't seen my high school roommate in the upper bunk for a long time until we met again this summer. We share it with each other every day. She is willing to listen to anything I say. I send all the selfies to her. She doesn't have to guess my thoughts, as if she had returned to the intimate time of high school. I remember when I asked her in high school, if you could only save one person at school, would you choose me? Now I can't remember the answer, but she told me by action that it was very important to her. In the second half of this year, I chatted with her every day and had dinner with her from time to time, just because I was worried that if she went to Shanghai at the end of the year, we would not see each other for a long time. I'm afraid of parting, but parting will come eventually. Before we set off, we went to the Taoist temple in Nanshan, which was also a sunny weekend. We ate the spring chicken I've been thinking about for more than ten years, asked for a sign, took a photo and went down the mountain. That day, it was 65438+February 5, and it was also the time when I turned on the computer today. So, "will one day, time can really go back ...", maybe:

? Those who want to leave can come back. Anyway, I'll wait for them here.

? But some people leave and never come back, even in their dreams. Go home tonight, walk to the door of the community and look up at the dark night sky. I was relaxed because of my holiday. It suddenly occurred to me that grandpa had been gone for almost two years, and he stayed in that spring forever. It was a day I will never forget, and everything had signs. I suddenly missed him, but he never came back to my dream. The last time I saw him in my dream was the night before he left. I'm not sure it's him. An old man jumped into the well in front of me. When I woke up that morning, I realized that he had come to save me the night before I dreamed. What should I think of? He is reluctant to part with me. He is waiting for me. I hope that one hundred years later, he can recognize his little granddaughter and stand there with the ox in his arms, just like the photo I took at the beginning.

? Originally, I didn't recall my grandfather in my previous conception. After all, it is 2020, but my mood suddenly came up when I looked up tonight. I can't control my tears when typing now, but I dare not let my parents find out. I hope people will last for a long time, cherish the present and cherish all the people I love and those who love me.

? This year's work has changed a lot, and there are many new challenges and difficulties. In the first half of the year, I survived with The Limit of Spring Day and The Return of Summer Solstice. In the second half of the year, because of Ms. Meng Wanzhou's sentence "There is no insurmountable mountain", I successfully completed a most difficult and meaningful task for me. From the end of 10 to the middle of 1 165438 10, I encourage myself every day, especially when I know that Ms. Meng Wanzhou has finally returned to the motherland after three years. I believe everything can be overcome. 20 18 Huawei went to the school next door to recruit and preach, and Ms. Meng went to the scene, and I also made a special trip to find her; In 65438+February of the same year, she was framed and exiled, watching her languish day by day, but the light in her eyes never went out; This year, she finally came back, which also made me rally and "turn over a mountain." From now on, even if I encounter any more difficult task, I just need to think about this month. As long as I think of her words, I won't run away and shrink back. I will go forward bravely and be fearless.

? If you want to move forward easily, you must let go of some burdens, some psychological imprisonments and some external demands on yourself. I just want to do what I really want to do and leave some traces of my own for my ordinary life. In August this year, I talked to myself many times and finally made a decision to give up some unnecessary people, things, things and obsessions and find everything I really care about. After the second half of the year, I became particularly relaxed in my mind. I'm not always tied to a thread anymore. I finally broke free from the rope that had bound me for 24 years, and I can find my true inner self. Also from August 10, I insist on day shift here. I still remember that the first article was about relaxing, not being nervous, and I hope that I can always cross the mountains easily without any burden in the future.

It's 22:29, and a lot of things haven't been written yet, but I don't think it's necessary to write any more, because what I have written is what I really want to keep in my memory this year. Those sadness, pain, loneliness, loss, injustice and hesitation should be written in the sand and blown in the wind. Although they are all experiences, I just want to move forward happily and move towards 2022.

May I wake up tomorrow, a new day and a new year, and I can do something, love and look forward to everything.

I also hope that the epidemic that has enveloped the world for two years will gradually dissipate with the arrival of spring.

? May the world be peaceful, the mountains and rivers flourish and the people be happy.

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