All along, my faith suddenly collapsed and I lost the courage to live. How can we get out of the haze?

I don't know. What do you mean by faith?

After I confirmed the existence of fate a few years ago, I felt that I almost collapsed and couldn't go on. Because I thought that hard work can be changed, but in the end I still didn't escape the strange circle of fate. It's a bit like the protagonist in "The Truman Show", deeply involved, but just destined. Even, everything was an illusion, and I was fascinated by him.

Later, I understood the existence of cause and effect and admitted that everything is a combination of cause and effect.

There is a movie that I highly recommend to you, "Father Dharma", the movie version 1993, which is very classic.

Since you say that you have lost the courage to live, I want to ask you, what was your reason for living before? What is the purpose of everything you do? Since you say it collapses, that means it is unreliable and it is not eternal? Then you keep looking for the truth!

But don't think that the so-called search for reasons is like, for example, falling in love, and then trying to fall in love-because of the impermanence of reality, falling in love again is just karma and combination. After temporary anesthesia, you still have to accept the impermanence and get hurt again. But to think about the truth behind all this and get rid of it.