What sentences describe the grief of losing a loved one?

1, the whole world suddenly darkened, the line of sight blurred, and the heart became extremely heavy. My mind was in a daze, and my body began to lose weight, as if it were floating. A feeling of falling into a black hole changed from eyes to tears. I suddenly realized that he (she) was gone!

In a blink of an eye, my father has left us for more than four years. It is said that time is the best medicine to treat mental trauma, but I personally realize that the efficacy of this medicine is too slow. Until now, every time I mention my father, I still have tears in my throat.

Only I can understand that gloomy mood, but that unique sadness is not my own. The influence of foreign affairs made me hypocritical and did a lot. I really can't say much, because I have a dream with tears and days, and I have taken an endless road without regrets.

4. My internal organs will also twitch with my tears. I forget how to cry, but I just keep laughing and laughing. I don't know what I am laughing at or why I am laughing.

He seems to have an indescribable taste in his heart, as if the snake gall all over the world is churning in his stomach. He couldn't stand it and wanted to spit it out, but it just fell into his mouth and swallowed back abruptly, leaving him with a bitter taste.