Midlife Crisis Prose

Since you have decided to travel far, you should move forward without hesitation; if you are destined to stay where you are, you should find ways to turn things around. ——Inscription

This summer vacation is destined to be a restless summer vacation. The weather is constantly cloudy and sunny, but I can still adapt to it; the instability of this job makes people helpless.

Perhaps, everyone has an adventurous self in his heart. After getting used to the same life, he always wants to break the routine and try another kind of life.

My husband and I experienced this *** sex ten years ago.

As his principal, he worked hard with all his strength. Even if there were many difficulties, he gritted his teeth and persevered. The school has changed several times, and every time I enter a new environment, I can always adapt quickly and give the school a new look. This is what I admire about him from the bottom of my heart, and what I deeply hate.

In his heart, school seems to be more important than family. He is the one who often brings his school work home, he is the one who often works overtime day and night, and he is the one who often leaves me idle at home. Sometimes, I often wonder, am I just a decoration for him to marry home, am I just a burst of dispensable air? Why does he only see school and colleagues in his eyes and heart?

Complaining is a complaint, long live understanding. After taking 10,000 steps back, I finally thought about it. Since he is born to work hard, he deserves to die from exhaustion; since he likes to work, let him work until the day he can't do it anymore!

Let’s talk about me again! He is an out-and-out fool in his heart, even more stupid than him. As for the work assigned by the school, you can only do more, if it is not too much.

After more than ten years of accompanying the red scarf, I am very tired. However, every time I see certificates hanging on the school wall, I feel a sense of pride in my heart.

Because of love, so love. We never seem to think about the rewards behind working so hard. Maybe I just chose the right path from the beginning and embarked on a difficult road earlier than others.

Perhaps God also feels sorry for us? A sudden storm swept away our enthusiasm, causing us to fall heavily and return to the starting point.

It took me a while to adapt to this change. Of course, I comforted myself more than once: gold will always shine, and there is no need to stick to the same position. After countless self-suggestions and redirections, I finally crawled out of the dark mud.

I have regained my dream of being a writer when I was a student, and it has been a smooth journey without any bumps and bumps. It seems that a long time ago, there was a place waiting for me, and some people were waiting there. I gather the same. When I rekindled my hobby of literature, I couldn't control it. I wrote more and more fiercely, the more I wrote, the happier I became, and the more I wrote, the more confident I became. This kind of self-confidence surpasses my previous self and gives me more hope for my educational career. I thought: This is a blessing in disguise!

As for Mr., maybe he is used to busy work, but when he is suddenly free, he is at a loss for what to do. I live in a haze every day, no longer practicing calligraphy, no longer working overtime, living in my own ivory tower all day long, often accompanied by a cup of tea, enjoying myself, and living a happy life.

If you don’t think about progress, you will retreat. While we were busy adjusting our mentality, batch after batch of young teachers had already caught up. Those with clear goals and the courage to climb up had already left us far behind.

Since moving, the trouble of inconvenient work has also arisen. I thought it was logical to work nearby, but I didn't expect that the moment I saw the light of day, I was splashed with a basin of cold water. As a result, all the efforts are in vain, and no matter how beautiful the vision is, it can only be wasted.

Since you have decided to travel far, you should move forward without hesitation; if you are destined to stay where you are, you should find ways to turn things around. Originally, I wanted to change my environment so that I could work more conveniently. Now that I can't change it, I have to find another way to make a living.

I wanted to stop here and work with peace of mind, but I didn’t expect that a new round of recruitment work had started again. According to the work plan, you cannot stay in the original unit for too long, and those who have been in the original unit for more than six years must be exchanged. Most people are dissatisfied with this new regulation, but they have to follow the general trend.

So, new troubles and conflicts began again.

When will this uneasiness of where to go stop?

Having said that, I really admire those people who often jump around looking for jobs. They have been looking for a position that suits them. In order to adapt to the new environment, they constantly hone themselves and improve themselves, so that they can finally find a stable job.

With the advancement of education reform, the teaching profession has already become a popular job for those who require a certificate. As long as you have a teaching qualification certificate, you can apply for a teaching position. The expansion of the teaching staff has invisibly put great pressure on the original teachers. Survival of the fittest, if you don't change yourself and just stay where you are, then you may be eliminated.

Then again, the crisis in middle age begins to grow day by day. In addition to dealing with various changes at work, we also have to support everything at home. There are elders above us and young ones below. One of us often has to assume several identities to shoulder the heavy responsibilities on our shoulders. This kind of pressure is invisible, but it is terrible. Those who can survive will naturally have smooth sailing, but what about those who cannot survive? Will I suffer from depression and live in a predicament of worrying about gains and losses?

Mid-life crisis, I used to feel that this term was far away from me. When I got closer to it, I realized that this kind of crisis is really helpless and impossible to prevent.

"Live until you are old and learn until you are old" is definitely not an empty saying. The rapid development of society has caught us off guard. While we enjoy various conveniences, we must also consider the negative impacts it brings. If you always remind yourself: blessings and misfortunes always depend on each other, just adapt. Then, no matter how big a setback you face, you will get through it calmly.

In fact, we really don’t have to envy other people’s successful careers. We must know that no one is born rich and noble. Destiny is in our own hands. When we were young, we knew how to get up when we fell. How could we, in the prime time of our lives, be easily knocked down by small difficulties?