What should I do if I feel distressed about my zombie-like state?

Let’s talk about our married life. We basically sleep in two rooms. He likes a soft bed and I like a hard bed. He is afraid of heat and I am afraid of cold. So more than half a year after the wedding. When all my relatives and colleagues asked me if I had any news about the children, I just smiled knowingly. I was still young and not in a hurry to have children. Of course, I really haven’t planned to get one, because you don’t want to sleep in the same room even if you imagine it.

As for my hobbies, singing, sports, and traveling, he doesn’t like them very much. As a married person, these hobbies are not convenient for me to find outsiders to go to karaoke and skiing every day. Otherwise it will be another bloody quarrel. My current state is that I can live my life no matter what. I have endured all the things I don’t want to do, and it doesn’t matter anymore. But as time goes by, this state becomes emptiness, an emptiness in the soul, with no desires and desires, and not knowing where to go. Coupled with physical problems, I can't do my favorite sports, and I can't even practice running now. I like singing, but because of the hectic life and lack of friends to share and encourage me, I almost gave up this hobby.

Where did the girl who was full of passion and wanted to make a career go? Where did the girl who was full of enthusiasm, liveliness and cute go?

I hate myself very much now, but Don't know what to do, I need psychological help.