A long paragraph of text is given to a girl who hurts herself.

Girls who hurt themselves like to find a knife or a piece of glass to scratch themselves. Perhaps few people will understand that this will really bring me pleasure. I like to watch my blood flow out, and then go to the faucet to wash it clean. After this scar is healed, I will find new pleasure for myself because of new things in a few days or even the next day. Of course, this is also the fun. Of course, my friends and family will tell the girls who hurt themselves that they have something to say. They are my friends and the people who care about me the most, but I really open my heart to them, in exchange for learning and many disappointments.

At school, girls of this age always have various discussions behind them, and they may get used to it, but every time I am discussed, I will always be isolated. To put it bluntly, now I quarrel with my best friend, and she is talking and laughing with others in class. Nobody cares about me today.

I have thought about suicide countless times. I feel that living is boring and too tired, but I dare not. I'm afraid I'll regret it The more I think about it, the worse I feel, but I can't calm down.

During the day, I laugh at everyone. I treat everyone equally. I listen to all the jokes and laugh the happiest. At night, I obviously didn't think about anything, but suddenly something unhappy came to my mind. I didn't want to remember, but it became clearer and clearer. Every detail is exposed. I feel uncomfortable again and have to find my pleasure again.

Don't say that girls who hurt themselves are melodramatic, but that they are. Girls want to look good and don't want to leave scars. Since they really hurt themselves, please take good care of her.