My son joined the army. How to describe his parents' mood? .........

I have asked myself countless times, do I love you? Do you love me? Your growth was so simple and smooth that I didn't even do what a mother should do. I think it is enough to supervise the completion of homework as long as you eat well and wear warm clothes. Even wasted a lot of time at the poker table without communicating with you. It wasn't until you put on your military uniform and got on the bus that I felt there was a lot I didn't say to you. I feel heartache for the first time in my life. I feel guilty and regret letting you go this way. At that moment, I almost wanted to rush up and pull you down and come home with me, even if it was to raise you. You looked at me with red eyes at the window, and I looked down, not wanting you to see my fragility.

I was not so worried until you left. Lhasa, Tibet is very familiar to me, its altitude, climate and customs. I tried to find its advantages. I hope you can do the job there and minimize the loss.

As a mother, more consideration is given to the safety of her son. I feel that time is so slow now. Thinking about the thin oxygen there, I train every day and hope to get off early. I'm looking forward to that phone call on Saturday or Sunday. I want to hear your voice.

Do you miss the sunshine and relaxing walks in your hometown at the top of the snowy area? Do you miss your mother's hot dishes and hot meals? I often cry for no reason. Maybe there are too many things worth remembering. Since this road is my choice, I'd better go on.