After you left, I finally learned to say goodbye.

She waved her hand gently and disappeared into the white fog. This time, we finally had a good farewell.

For a long time, I hated Lao Huang.

Lao Huang is my aunt and lives next door to my house. She likes to talk loudly, very loudly. When she laughed, she looked as if she had run over an excavator and blew several walls to dust.

So many times, she is more like living in my ear, talking to people when there is someone, and hanging her voice on the radio with Huagu Opera when there is no one, and one person can perform the effect of an Indian song and dance blockbuster.

This is opposite my home.

The atmosphere in my home is always very depressed. A family of three can sit in one room without saying a word a day. However, in this endless and suffocating silence of the deep sea, it happened that there was an unstoppable excitement. Lao Huang next door is singing "Chopping firewood with bangs" again.

One person is divided into two corners. For an instant, he was still a simple and honest Liu. The next moment, his voice changed, and Hu Jie's son went back and forth.

This affectionate singing, coupled with the picture of my parents' grim faces and cold war spirit, makes people feel embarrassed to pat their heads on this damn life.

I can't change my parents or my life. I have to vent all my frustrations on Lao Huang. See her, eyebrows are not eyebrows, eyes are not eyes. I know this anger is unreasonable.

But what can I do? I'm desperate, too

Lao Huang doesn't care about my obvious refusal. She has only two sons, like monkeys. She flies over the eaves all day and sees no one. She dreams of having a sweet little cotton-padded jacket.

When I was a child, I was born grumpy and headstrong, covered in barbs, which was very bad. The distance from the small cotton-padded jacket is really as far as 108,000 miles.

But Lao Huang doesn't think that she insists that my gloom is tranquility, coldness is atmosphere, and violence is righteousness. She walked by, tugged at her ears, rubbed her hair, pinched her face, and wanted to recruit me at any time.

When doing these actions, Lao Huang's favorite sentence is: Come to my house to eat delicious food!

I'm a little hesitant about Lao Huang's invitation.

I don't like Lao Huang, but I have been greedy for her cooking for a long time.

In countless silent dinners, most of the time, I ate by the aroma coming from the partition wall.

Sometimes soft glutinous garlic is stewed in eggplant pot; Sometimes it's soy sauce in tea-oil chicken with ginger slices; Sometimes it's just a simple bowl of sliced pork soup with green bamboo shoots and a few shrimps sprinkled on it, which gives a strong fragrance.

But the most stinking thing is the pot-stewed vegetables.

Lao Huang has a jar of secret brine that has been handed down for three generations. Dried bean curd, lotus root slices, pork belly and braised eggs marinated with it, even if they smell the fragrance, people with bad appetite can't walk away. More importantly, I am a real glutton.

So one night, when Lao Huang held me in his arms from behind, he smiled and invited me. I don't know how many times I cooked pot-stewed dishes today. Why don't you go to my house for dinner? I was always in front of the id at that time. The hypocrite struggled feebly and finally chose to play dead.

All right. I deliberately kept a hostage posture and pretended to refuse to fail.

Lao Huang led me to the table and sat down. There is already an equilateral triangle, and three pairs of father and son are eyeing each other with chopsticks.

I saw Lao Huang roll up his sleeves and began to fish for marinated eggs from the pot, one, two, three, and soon the sea bowls were piled up. Big brother was surprised: Lao Huang, this day has passed like this? !

But! Lao Huang waved domineering, accidentally shook the spoon, and a marinated egg rolled down the edge of the table.

Before I could make a sound, I saw a flower in front of me. The second brother quickly turned over, holding a spoon in one hand and firmly catching the braised eggs in the air.

All right! My uncle, who had been silent, suddenly let out a cry, put down his chopsticks and stood up and applauded. Brother, Lao Huang followed me, and I was still held hostage by Lao Huang's eyes. Somehow, I clapped my hands.

In this way, my first meal at Lao Huang's house began with unknown applause. This nonsense table culture has existed for a long time, and it will always exist on the table of Lao Huang's family for many years. At that time, I was already a frequent visitor to Lao Huang's house. I came uninvited and usurped the role of master.

I learned from my eldest brother to call her Lao Huang, and I snatched all the dishes from the table in the contest of strength and speed again and again.

I also gradually understand that the original family in this world can be like this. Full of laughter and energy. Between people, there are so many seemingly insignificant things that can never be said.

If only I were a member of this family. Often, I think so.

Lao Huang really loves my daughter.

As I said before, I am a very unpleasant child. Even my mother will show unreasonable disappointment when she sees that I am indifferent to all kinds of beautiful clothes she bought, but she can hide in the utility room and secretly dismantle the generator at home all afternoon.

But Lao Huang is different.

Because of the movie "God of Gambling" series, I suddenly fell in love with flying card stunts. Under the bitter gourd rack set up in Lao Huang's yard, I cut each bitter gourd with playing cards.

After Lao Huang found out, he not only didn't blame me, but suggested using loofah to train better.

A summer passed, and the old yellow loofah granules failed to be harvested. As for me, I really studied the stunt of playing cards flying five meters away and cutting off the whole forearm loofah.

The next summer, Lao Huang helped me make a slingshot that can shoot birds.

Another year, Lao Huang tricked my mother into covering for me and went to a temple where I studied martial arts all summer. Although I actually helped the monk grow carrots for a month, at that time I really thought that one day I could chase grass, and the desert was boundless.

Many years later, in a city far from home, my eldest brother and I met briefly.

I was eight months pregnant at this time. The edges and corners of childhood slowly faded, and occasionally a little so-called maternal warmth flashed in my eyes. When you go down the steps, you will gently protect your stomach with your hands.

In the warm yellow light of the restaurant, my eldest brother looked at me and suddenly felt: I didn't expect you to have such a day. You really looked like a little bastard when you were a child.

I raise my glass: thanks to Lao Huang.

Yes, eldest brother sighed lightly. How happy Lao Huang would be if he saw you now.

We were silent for a while, touched our glasses and pretended not to see each other's suddenly red eyes.

At that time, Lao Huang had left for ten years.

Lao Huang died without warning.

This is an ordinary night. She teased her neighbor's cat for a while, recruited her second brother's dog for a while, and sang "Female Xu" in the shower, with a loud voice and as happy as ever. Then, covered with wet hair, she knocked on my bedroom door and brought a plate of braised eggs that were still steaming.

As always, my home is the scene after the tsunami.

I was lying in bed sulking, across the quilt, impatient, and even turned the plate of braised eggs away maliciously, accompanied by Lao Huang's nagging.

Ok, I'll take it. Don't cry and regret, you won't be able to eat tomorrow. Lao Huang is always cheerful.

I snorted: if you can't eat, you can't eat. Will you die if you don't eat?

What I didn't say was that I can't eat it tomorrow, and I can't eat it the day after tomorrow. The day after tomorrow, there will be many tomorrows.

Old Huang's marinated eggs are not a rare thing for me. If I want it, it will appear at my fingertips.

It has always been like this, and it will always be like this. I thought the same thing.

No one expected that in the middle of the night, Lao Huang had a sudden cerebral hemorrhage and was admitted to the hospital urgently.

My grandfather used to have this disease. When the doctor announced that he could directly prepare for the funeral, he woke up and lived for another 20 years. And Lao Huang is still so young, just after his 40th birthday, and his body has been very strong. Almost everyone believes that miracles will happen again.

But fate didn't care for us this time.

Lao Huang didn't even wait until the next day's sun, and he left this world forever.

This day is also a long summer. The best meeting in my life happened in summer. The most regrettable farewell in my life also happened in summer.

No, there is no farewell at all. In this world, the last sentence I left to Lao Huang turned out to be whether I would die if I didn't eat it.

Two years after Lao Huang left, I often dreamed that she was still alive. In a corner of the mountain, under the turbulent waves of the rivers and seas, in the abyss of the canyon, in all the ferocious claustrophobic places in the world, I looked at me sadly and said, why haven't you come to me? If you don't come, I will really die.

I woke up from my dream and stared at the ceiling, knowing that it was just my own obsession, knowing that my subconscious didn't want to believe Lao Huang's departure, knowing that I was attached to the warmth she gave me, knowing that I couldn't accept life without her, and knowing that I wanted to go back to my home that was suffocating like the deep sea.

It was not until many years later that I had a small family of my own that I gradually bid farewell to my childhood nightmare and stopped thinking about Lao Huang for a long time.

That night, Lao Huang suddenly appeared in my dream again. She sat in front of me and cut the marinated eggs with a small knife, cutting and cutting. Suddenly she threw the knife, smiled at me and said, here you are, I'm leaving.

Old Huang waved gently and disappeared into the white fog.

This time, we finally had a good farewell.

I learned to comfort myself after I left you.

A man who loves you, no matter how busy and tired, will remember to send you messages and call you.

Don't say a man is straight, but he doesn't love you enough We broke up today.

If a man really loves you, he will love you like a child, and if a man really loves you, it will make you happy. If a man really loves you, he has time to accompany you no matter how busy he is.

Knowing that you are poisonous, I don't hesitate to pour it into my mouth, knowing that you are a knife, I don't hesitate to row on my body, knowing that you are a dog, and I love you without fucking hesitation.

I lost the man who spoiled me. I'm sorry

What I want to tell you most is that I love you. What I want to walk with you most is life. What I want to live with you most is life. What I want to take you most is the Magpie Bridge. Valentine's Day on Tanabata is here, dear, I love you and wish you a happy Tanabata!

I have never met such a good man. In the face of reality, several men are sincere.

I have never regretted falling in love with him, but why should I be so tired!

On Valentine's Day, if someone really loves you, he will buy you a gift. A special holiday, Happy Valentine's Day.

If a man really loves you. If I miss you, what will I do?

Really love a person, she is the most important thing in life, the whole of life, silently watching you smile happily, just for your own good! Love has an understanding heart!

Miss each other, love each other deeply, but can't be with you. Have you ever experienced this kind of affection?

She gave up on me. Should I leave a message for her on Valentine's Day? What should I do? I really want to save this relationship.

For various reasons, I bought a gift but couldn't send it out. At that moment, I felt that I didn't want anything, just wanted to say hehe.

I don't know how many people are silently looking at their mobile phones and turning over comments, but this second, you just saw my comments. Hello stranger, I wish you happiness.

Good-hearted, good-hearted, everything is fine, even if people owe you, God will pay you back.

My heart is too good. I am always bullied and make you a fool.

The road is not as wide as the heart, life is not as wide as the heart, life is at stake, and the mentality is better. Turn around and live your life, cherish yourself and feel sorry for yourself!

If you have a broad mind, you can have a wide road and a good attitude, and you can have good luck.

It doesn't matter if you are relieved. If you are free, everything will be fine. Happy is also a day, unhappy is also a day, then live happily every day!

It is important to have a good attitude every day! Go dancing when you are free! Chat!

A broad road is not as good as a broad heart, and a good life is not as good as a sad heart. When you are sad, you will think of yourself as someone else. How to comfort yourself now?

I just have a bad attitude. I wish I were generous. I think too much and think too badly of others.

Be generous and worry less, live a good life, have a good heart and a good appearance.

Along the way, there are pains, tiredness, laughter and touching, all with full harvest, to realize their dreams! Thank you for your family's tolerance, your teachers' teaching, your friends' trust and everyone you meet in your life! The world is as big as your heart. If you are a little wider and less concerned, you will certainly not be so tired.

Leave my medical care to me. You just need to adjust your mentality and mood, and you have to worry about everything yourself. Aren't you tired? Very tired, but what can I do?

My heart is kind and broad, but why is my fate so bitter? I can only comfort myself.

That's what I do when I convince others, but when it comes to myself, no one can convince me. It's not my problem. I don't feel the same way, okay?

Only with a broad heart can there be a broad road. If you have a kind heart, everything will be fine in life.

How can I relax my heart? It feels really hard to do.

People, the key is to have a good attitude and be yourself. This is a person with a good attitude, a person with a good attitude, a person with a good life, happy every day and smiling at the world.

When life is only lonely, I finally learned to enjoy loneliness.

First, you are the only person I can't forget but can't let go in my life.

Second, I've always wanted to protect it and love it, but it will still break down at some point! That's feelings!

Third, my tears can't carry all the love you want.

Fourth, don't cling to memory. A broken kite can only fly.

If you are not happy for me, will you let go?

Sixth, true love is probably boiled water. Although it is insipid from beginning to end, it really quenches your thirst.

When I was seven or eight years old, I thought my home was an eternal castle. When I was eighteen, I thought I was your eternal embrace.

Eight, since the flowers are blooming, why should I miss love? There is no single necklace in love.

Nine, you are my love cube, I can't solve it.

No matter how beautiful the scenery in the world is, it is not as good as the journey home.

Eleven, can't understand your heart, how to find the way into your heart.

When I think of that song and recall the past, it was the moment we loved.

Thirteen, the original love can't be faked, the original happiness can't be faked, and it will always be the same as that moment.

Fourteen, when life is only lonely, I finally learned to enjoy loneliness.

I'm sorry I was stubborn and decided not to quit. Maybe I can see the future in tears.

Sixteen, I leave the most extravagant time for you to squander, just to make you remember me all your life.

Seventeen, after the short happiness of self-deception, it is heartbreaking pain.

No matter what you and I choose this season, these clips will be recorded in each other's memories.

Nineteen, no one stipulates that you can't stay in the sky without wings.

Twenty, there will always be some people coming into your life, leaving a song and some memories like love.

Twenty-one, there is fate, let go and become a landscape, have a knot, and stick to China's sincerity.

Twenty-two, can't see through your lost soul, can't guess through your pupils? Color.

I learned the sentence of gratitude.

1. It won't be cold in winter with your days; With your day, you won't be lonely in the night; With your days, life is full of color; Some days, let me learn to cherish; Happy Thanksgiving to parents all over the world.

2. Thanksgiving, I don't talk about gratitude, I don't thank anyone. If I do, I must thank myself. I learned how to be a man and do things, see through and look down on many things, see through and look down on some people, and always get better and better in the face of difficulties.

Dad is fine, but three children are too selfish. A good diploma does not mean that they have learned to be human. To learn to be a man, we must first learn to be grateful.

4. Grateful to my parents, let me see the beauty of the world, and also taught me to be kind, sensible, helpful and nurturing, which I can't repay! Thank my friends, thank you for your company and help! Thank my tutor, thank my tutor for letting me learn knowledge and truth! Thank all the people who are kind to me, thank all the people who help me, thank you for being so kind to me! Thanks to the people who love me and the people I love, you let me learn to love and be loved, and learn to pay!

5. Learn to keep your happiness, be grateful constantly, and keep your face on the bright side. After a long time, you will naturally learn the trick of getting along with joy.

6. Many years later, we all learned not to resent, but to be grateful, grateful for suffering and tempering, and grateful for our strength and courage.

7. On Thanksgiving Day, I saw myself in the eyes of many people. I was particularly moved and learned to appreciate others. I have thanked many people and expressed my love. I want to thank them and many others. In fact, I want to thank everyone I meet in my life for their unique and irreplaceable appearance.

8. Learn to keep your happiness, be grateful constantly, and keep your face facing the bright place. After a long time, you will naturally learn the trick of getting along with joy. I hope that as soon as you stand out, people will see the brilliance of life from you.

9. In your limited life, when you learn to be grateful, you will find that there are too many beautiful things in this world. Even some things that occasionally bother you in life have another profound meaning. Only those who are grateful can understand and know this feeling.

10. After getting married and having children, I feel that I have completed half of my life. It's really hard to imagine that I have a baby and a mother. Many times, I really feel sorry and thank you for coming to my mother's side and letting her learn a lot.

1 1. There is always unexpected warmth in life, which gives you endless expectations. People who like you give you warmth and courage. The person you like teaches you love and tolerance. People you don't like teach you tolerance and respect Because of gratitude, I know how to be grateful for everything I meet. Be a grateful person, have leisure to be yourself and have deep feelings for others.

12. The people who appear in your life are not accidental. Some are here to appreciate you, some are here to sympathize with you, some are here to help you, some are here to use you, some are here to cultivate you, and some are here to educate you, but thank everyone anyway, because they finally fulfill you, promote you, and let you learn to be grateful, learn to be strong, learn to cherish, learn to think, and learn to be indifferent. Sometimes it takes a while, and time will make you feel indifferent. Everything is the best arrangement! Be grateful to everyone you meet in this life!

13. If two people lose money from scratch, there will be a lot of resentment, and after ten years, they will recall a lot of gains. Life has taught me to be grateful, to be willing, to help each other, and to be finally confused and satisfied. They are all gifts after ten years of marriage!

14. I think some ancient etiquette is indispensable now. People nowadays just lack gratitude and break their parents' hearts? Children take it for granted! So I lost my way and learned rebellious psychology. Do everything with a grateful heart, just like honoring your parents, just like when you were a child, and so will your parents when they grow up All virtues and filial piety come first! It exists at any time, whether in ancient times or now.

15. One-year-old age and one-year-old heart. Time kills elegance, but brings mature charm; Dust darkens the face, but it permeates the soul with wisdom and calmness. In all my life experiences, I learned how to control myself and be kind to myself. I will not pretend to be lofty, nor will I go with the flow. Slowly learned to be open-minded and grateful, cherish every emotion, and love a quiet and natural life. Appreciate everything.

16. Happy Thanksgiving ~ We will meet countless kinds of people in this life ~ It's not easy to stay around ~ Cherish the people around us ~ I've learned.

17. Grateful for life, grateful for all the encounters in life, grateful for knowing me and the people I know, grateful for those who have helped me in life, grateful for those who have been quietly paying attention to me and supporting me, grateful for finding my mistakes, grateful for my parents and relatives, grateful for those who have hurt me, and grateful for all the partners who have accompanied me in my struggle and flying together. Thank you very much.

18. The world didn't satisfy everyone's dreams, but some people learned to forget, while others persisted. Thanksgiving English reading applet.

19. Everyone has his own opinion. Personally, I feel that through some sense of ceremony, people can really feel more profound. Of course, it is impossible to say that everyone will be grateful for a bow, but even if only one person learns it, it is worthwhile.

20. Life is an echo. If you give the best to others, you will get the best return from others! Mutual encouragement between people is the most rare sincerity! People who cheer for others are also cheering for their own lives! When we learn to appreciate and be grateful, we will have happiness and happiness!

2 1 .20xx11October 21I have learned a lot and want to understand a lot. It's really time to study hard. Appreciate the support of people around you.

22. It is no accident that people appear in your life. Some come to appreciate you, some to sympathize with you, some to help you, some to cultivate you, and some to educate you, but in any case, you should be grateful to everyone, because they have finally fulfilled you, promoted you, and made you learn to be grateful, learn to be strong, learn to cherish, learn to think, and time will make you understand everything! Please believe that everything is the best arrangement.

23. Thanksgiving Day, in fact, in addition to thanking my parents for their upbringing and the company of my friends, I also want to thank Christine for having you, which made me become an excellent girl from a poor girl. Thanks to you, I got out of my confusion, learned to persist and learned to take responsibility. Thank you for meeting you. We have been together the rest of the way.

24. In the process of getting along, there are appreciation and reprimand. Please don't become angry from embarrassment when you are scolded. Learn to reflect on yourself and try to put yourself in others' shoes. In this way, in the future interpersonal communication, you will take this as a warning, change it if you have it, and encourage it if you don't. So please be grateful to those who scold you, because they taught you to think.