Zhao Yingjun's epitaph: An atheist who believes in God, how do you evaluate this sentence?

Musician Zhao Yingjun died unfortunately because of ineffective cancer treatment. Netizens are even more saddened by the shock, and half of the entertainment circle misses him. In his last essay to the world, he told everyone not to cry, but who can hold back from crying? Such a good Zhao Yingjun will never be seen again. Everyone is thinking about his goodness, but he is thinking about everyone, saying that he hopes everyone will dress up and sing and dance in memory of him. Zhao Yingjun's epitaph is an atheist who believes in God. I have the following feelings about this sentence.

First of all, because he is too unwilling to leave this world, the first impression given by Zhao Yingjun's epitaph is that he is too unwilling to leave this world. Although he is an atheist, he believes in God, so that he can still have a soul after death and see the world and the people he loves. In the last essay left to the world, he said that he was too reluctant to part with it. He loves the world too much, loves this era too much, loves the life he once lived, and loves movies and music more. He also has many regrets, and he even regrets not seeing the reunification of the motherland. So he is an atheist who believes in God.

Second, believe in God to make everyone less sad. He believes in God, and to some extent, he won't make people who love him so sad. Because if there is a God, then he can hear and see what everyone wants to say to him. He believes in God, so people who love him will think that he just changed his way of life, and he is still with everyone. In this way, everyone will not be so sad and will be comforted. He doesn't want everyone to cry for his departure. He hopes that everyone will be happy when they hold activities in memory of him. Don't make the scene black and white. He wants everyone to send him on his last trip with a carnival. He didn't even write a full stop in his composition, so as not to end the play and really say goodbye to everyone.

If everyone does not forget him, he will not disappear. Finally, he told everyone that he would come back to see everyone whenever it rained. He hopes that everyone will not forget him so soon. He believes that as long as someone remembers him, he will still exist in this world and will not disappear. Therefore, he is an atheist who believes in God. So are all of us. We also believe in the existence of God, so people who leave us just exist in this world in different ways and stay with us in different ways. As long as we believe, as long as we always remember him and never forget him, then he will always be with us.

Everyone is welcome to give more opinions on this topic.