I have always been rebellious, but I am so proud of you!

Xiaomi and I were sitting in Starbucks killing time. She suddenly gave me a pair of headphones and asked me to listen to a song. What was playing on her phone was the person I love by Lin Youjia. The person I love is not my lover. , every inch of her heart belongs to another person. She is really happy, and her happiness is so cruel. Why is her love so deep that makes me love and hate her at the same time? Whenever I hear him or her talking about us, it's like hearing the eternal mockery of love! Xiaomi asked me if I felt sad or sad? I nodded and admittedly, Xiaomi said, I think this song is tailor-made for me, it is completely about my relationship with Zhou Feng!

I smiled, okay? It looks like it, but it doesn't look like it. She met Zhou Feng when she was reporting at the university. She was a freshman. She was a freshman who had just walked out of the prison of bondage and entered the world of freedom. She has basic knowledge about college life and an introduction to the campus, as well as good looks and height. This inexperienced girl was so fascinated that she couldn't extricate herself!

After leaving her mobile phone number and adding her WeChat friends, Xiaomi chatted with Zhou Feng about everything. Good mornings and good nights are essential every day. It is said that her senior Zhou Feng praised her as a new member of the class. The garden flower, Mimi, Mimi screams diligently every day! Even when Zhou Feng picked her up at the door of the dormitory building and took her to the classroom during class, and waited for her at the door of the classroom to take her to dinner, he never hinted to her that they were together. When his classmates made fun of him, he just waved his hands and smiled and said that he was helping the elementary school. She was just a girl, and the ambiguity lasted for two weeks. Within a few days, Xiaomi saw photos of Zhou Feng and his new girlfriend showing off their affection in WeChat Moments. His new girlfriend was a classmate of hers, and she usually dressed in fancy clothes. , I like to attract bees and butterflies all day long, but I didn’t expect to really attract this bee Zhou Feng. I make plain rice every day with clear soup and little water. I don’t have any scheming, so how can I compare with her? In an instant, she was blown away. Give it to me. I cried on the phone and asked me to find her. I took Line 4 and transferred to Line 2 and struggled for more than an hour before I arrived at the milk tea shop in their school. As soon as I entered, I saw Xiaomi, whose eyes were swollen like walnuts and she had an open mouth. Xiu curled her lips and looked at me eagerly. I walked over to this girl and threw herself into my arms, sobbing loudly. As a child, this was the first time I saw her crying like this. I sat down and casually wiped her tearful face with paper.

This girl has always been invulnerable. When she was a child, she would hit people until their faces were swollen and their teeth were knocked out if someone moved her fingers. I remember one time I was pricked by the compass used by my male classmate to mark the 38-mark line. There were drops of blood, and she kicked her without saying a word. The boy she kicked sat on the ground, bared his teeth, and screamed. She had no choice but to sue the teacher. Her father donated more than half of the school building fee to our school. Who dares to mess with her? She has never been easy to persuade. She has great ideas and she ignores other people's suggestions. Unexpectedly, she stumbled on this matter. She is not inexperienced in love. I asked her what happened. When the incident happened, she told me aggrievedly that she had only played for fun before and didn't take it seriously. This time she didn't expect that she really fell into it, and she almost got involved in it. I said jokingly: You will be punished this time! If you are asked to play with others again, you will be dumbfounded this time. Are you being played by others? I patted her back and coaxed her. In fact, at that moment, I really wanted to see that senior Zhou Feng, go up and slap him a few times or kick him a few times. Under Xiaomi's influence, I also had an invisible sense of manhood. And manly atmosphere. It's not that I'm a coward, but there are some things in this fake world that shouldn't be taken too seriously. I only hope that Xiaomi can think about it. If she wants to talk to her senior Zhou Feng, I will always be by her side.

?But she didn’t. After being sad for a few days, she seemed to be fine. But I knew in my heart that she had been crying and fussing like that just this once in twenty years. How could she say that she was fine? My son, I was afraid that something would happen to her because she was depressed, so I often went to their school to look for her and take her out to relax and go shopping. That afternoon, the two of them took the subway to go shopping in Xidan Joy City. Unexpectedly, they met Zhou Feng and his girlfriend in front of the movie theater on the tenth floor. His girlfriend was no longer the same one as before. She must have moved to another place.

Although Xiaomi saw them pretending to be nonchalant, the hand on my arm still tightened. Suddenly I had made up a bad idea in my mind. I pulled Xiaomi and rushed to Zhou Feng's place, and went up to slap him. Zhou Feng grabbed Zhou Feng's clothes with both hands and pretended to cry loudly, asking him why he did this to me. Before my play was finished, Little Mira left. I didn't take the escalator and went all the way down the escalator, leaving behind The confused Zhou Feng and his new second girlfriend have not yet recovered.

Along the way, I was holding back my laughter until I almost got rid of my internal injuries. From the 10th floor of Xidan to the entrance of Hanguang Department Store, I was still laughing. Xiaomi was dragging me with black lines all over my head, looking so aggressive that he wanted to kill me. , Alas, this girl really doesn’t understand me. I am avenging her! This anger made me feel comfortable inside, and the blood circulation throughout my body was extremely smooth.

? Not long after that shopping trip, I didn’t expect Xiaomi to tell me that she didn’t want to go to college and didn’t want to see him again. I was shocked. What about this stupid roe deer? What are you fussing over? After being bombarded with calls from me, Xiaomi rushed to me and talked a lot about her inner feelings, complaining that I didn't understand her and saying that I couldn't sympathize with her pain. Okay, I admit that I don’t understand what she is thinking, but giving up your studies for a playboy is too exaggerated, right? However, she, who has always loved making fuss, used her death-defying tactics and ran home to cry and make a fuss. In the end, Mi's father had no choice but to agree to let her study abroad and went through the procedures for her to go abroad. United States of America for a few years.

After listening to her heartless nonsense, I completely collapsed and my jaw almost dropped to the ground. How can there be such a person? It would be too cruel for you to choose to leave here and go to another strange country because of a SB who deliberately engages in ambiguous love affairs and spend a lonely time alone! Does such a man deserve to be treated like this? If you are cheated, you should have a longer memory. As the saying goes, you will gain wisdom after every experience. As for choosing to leave your hometown because of a passing passerby in your life? There is no pain in the world that can be felt by others, so I don't understand her and I just hope she doesn't blame me.

?It doesn’t matter if you leave or change your environment and life, maybe your heart will calm down a lot. I didn’t go to see Xiaomi off the day she left. We had already said goodbye beforehand, and we all said that we should say goodbye as early as possible and not stay. Pity. I said Xiaomi, I won’t see you off if you leave. If you come back, I will pick you up. Just like the classic saying, I won’t see you off when you leave, but when you come, I will pick you up no matter how windy or rainy it is.

? The days passed calmly, and we were strong in silence. Today, five years later, Xiaomi returned to China. She studied MBA from undergraduate to master's degree for five full years, and now she is getting ready. After returning home, I drove to the T2 terminal of the Capital Airport to pick her up. From afar, I saw her rushing out with a stroller. After so many years together, her personality has not changed at all. She is carefree and rough. After a flight of more than ten hours, I was still full of energy. I had to go to Starbucks to drink coffee and chat, but I couldn't help her. I could only pack her luggage and drive to a Starbucks near Hanguang Department Store to have a rest and take her shopping for a meal.

Five years is neither long nor short, but it is enough for her to forget the pain of the past. After listening to the song "My Lover" she played to me, I felt complicated. God did not give you you. You want something not because you don’t deserve it, but because you deserve better.

?Xiaomi, if you experience sadness and pain, one day you will meet someone who makes you feel sad even when you think about the past. He will give you all the good things. You go through all the obstacles to love someone, but you never think that he is unwilling to let go and the prosperity of this world will go with you.

?Girls, it doesn’t matter if the person you love falls on their backs, you will always meet a MR.RIGHT who is unruly and unruly for you, and he will make up for all the pain you have experienced.